And Somewhere In My Mind, I Know There's No Tomorrow
I had my iPod set to Shuffle earlier this week, while I was at work, when a song came on that made my breath catch in my throat. Amazing how a particular song can bring long-buried memories and feelings back to the surface, fresh and sharp. Guilt, sadness, stupidity, insecurity, a sense of something slipping through my fingers... all those feelings came back, as clear as the day I had listened to that song over and over and over in solitude, punishing myself for what I had done and what I had lost.
At work, I paused for three minutes and twenty seconds, listening, remembering, feeling, wishing I didn't still like that song so damn much.









Kris says...
Thu 21 Sep 2006 | 10:01PMI think that there is something like that in the movie "High Fidelity". Aaron and I could name off probably a double cd collection of "How we felt when this song was out" or "When I hear this song I want to...". That is the enjoyment/curse of music. To this day I can't get through "Amazing Grace" without tearing up. It was what was played walking into the church at my Grandpa's funeral.