category: creative
Huggies: Going To Great Lenghts To Proofread Their Online Ads
Wed 9 November 2011, 8:30PM | posted in writing
I just can't leave typos alone. Yes, I know one of my own escapes my eagle eye every now and then — but I'm not a huge corporation with a well-paid marketing department.
Blue Eyes
Thu 27 October 2011, 10:18PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 26 Oct 2011 | iPhone 4 | processed with PS Express and Colorsplash apps]
Hoping to revisit this soon in Photoshop CS2 and post a tutorial so my mother can try it herself.
In My Eighth Month
Thu 4 August 2011, 8:45PM | posted in photos; pregnancyCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 4 August 2011 | 1/60sec @ f/4 | ISO 200 | 24mm | adjusted in Photoshop CS2]
If I'm looking a little less than tickled in this photo, it's because I photographed myself for half an hour straight in a small, hot room in the upstairs of my house after I got home from work. I'm a little uncomfortable... which isn't to say I'm not enjoying myself anyway.
This image was actually a pleasant surprise in post-processing: it wasn't until I messed with this initially-underexposed image (with a bounce flash that was meant for fill) that I thought about tweaking it into a high-key, high-contrast portrait. That's not my M.O. — but I'm pleased with how it turned out.
I've posted some more of my maternity self-portraits in a set on Flickr.
Garage Sale Flags
Thu 28 July 2011, 9:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Praktica Super TL1000

[Taken 9 July 2011 | exposure unrecorded | ISO 200 | 50mm]
Another photo from my Praktica Super TL1000 test roll, prominently displaying the light leak from its missing/damaged foam seal.
Aaron With Iced Coffee and iPhone
Thu 21 July 2011, 8:50PM | posted in photosCamera: Praktica Super TL1000

[Taken 9 July 2011 | exposure unrecorded | ISO 200 | 50mm]
I took some test photos with my new-to-me Praktica Super TL1000 during the beginning of July. Thanks to a massive (read: not artistic in the slightest) light leak that rendered many of the photos unusable, this was one of the best images that came out of the 24 exposures. I suspect that it had something to do with the failing sealant foam; I may try some camera surgery in the future to see if I can manage the light leak without resorting to mummifying the camera in gaffer's tape, a la my Holgamod.
Apart from the light leak, I really do like the look of the photos that come from this camera. I seem to have cleaned the camera well enough, despite feeling super sketchy (almost naughty, even) about actually touching its interior. After scanning the images, I couldn't tell what dust was from the camera and what was from my scanner, which tells me I must have done OK. (Hope I didn't cause the light leak during cleaning...!)
My Praktica will definitely stay in the collection for a while — someday I'll come back to it and fix its light leak(s) and take it for another spin.
Update: I found a topic in the Praktica group on Flickr that details where the light leak is coming from. I was right: I did inadvertently cause it (or make it worse) during cleaning, when I scraped some old foam off of the back hinge. Once I replace that foam, my East German axe should be right as rain.
Silhouette
Thu 14 July 2011, 7:50PM | posted in photos; pregnancyCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 13 July 2011 | 1/40sec @ f/3.5 | ISO 200 | 18mm | Adjusted in Photoshop CS2]
Me at 29 weeks, 2 days. Experimenting with poses and camera settings at six months, so I'll be ready when I take the "real" maternity self-portraits at eight or nine months.
I'm already pretty big now, though. Damn.
Park Bench and Bridge, Toledo
Thu 7 July 2011, 7:35PM | posted in photos; toledoCamera: Spartus Full-Vue
On the banks of the Maumee River, on the Owens-Illinois Corning campus, in downtown Toledo.
Sprinkler
Thu 30 June 2011, 8:35PM | posted in photos; toledoCamera: Spartus Full-Vue
A child runs through a sprinkler during the Toledo Old West End Festival, 4 June 2011.
The little girl in the shot was totally unplanned, but ended up in the perfect spot in the composition. I'd waited for the sprinkler to hit the right angle, and just as I pressed the shutter, there she went. That's serendipity right there.
This was my first run with the Spartus Full-Vue since August 2009. I had a much easier time loading and shooting with the camera this time around, and got much better results (which I will continue to post here and on Flickr in the near future).
There seems to be a minor light leak, and the in-focus "sweet spot" is relatively small and a bit off-center... but those are characteristics I find endearing, for the most part. Stay tuned to see the rest of my second test roll!
Lingering Sunset
Thu 23 June 2011, 8:45PM | posted in aruba 2011; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 5 May 2011 | 1/25sec @ f/3.5 | ISO 800 | 18mm]
During our vacation at the Tamarijn, Aruba.
Snorkeling Self-Portrait
Thu 16 June 2011, 8:45PM | posted in aruba 2011; photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50

[Taken 5 May 2011 | 1/90sec @ f/2.8 | ISO 50]
Another photo taken with the point-and-shoot in a marine case. I'm going to keep this little camera around as long as I can, just because the case I got for it is so handy around water!
Floating
Thu 9 June 2011, 9:10PM | posted in aruba 2011; photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50

[Taken 7 May 2011 | 1/250sec @ f/6.7 | ISO 50]
On a relaxing afternoon, enjoying a dip in the Caribbean. Taken using my point-and-shoot in a marine case (with a desiccant pack!).
Tamarijn Patios
Thu 26 May 2011, 7:55PM | posted in aruba 2011; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 1 May 2011 | 1/60sec @ f/13 | ISO 200 | 40mm]
View of the first-floor patios of Building 25, and beyond to Building 24.
Caribbean Apple Pie
Thu 19 May 2011, 7:45PM | posted in aruba 2011; food; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 2 May 2011 | 1/40sec @ f/3.5 | ISO 200 | 18mm]
Dessert enjoyed beachside at The Red Parrot, located at the Divi (adjacent to the Tamarijn, and owned by the same parent company).

Aruban Sunset at Poolside
Thu 12 May 2011, 8:40PM | posted in aruba 2011; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 5 May 2011 | 1/100sec @ f/4.8 | ISO 800 | 34mm]
One of my favorite photos to come out of last week's vacation to Aruba.
Promenade Park, Toledo
Thu 21 April 2011, 8:50PM | posted in photos; toledoCamera: Pentax Auto 110 SLR

[Taken 24 Feb 2011 | ISO 400 | 50mm | Kodak 110 film]
The Anthony Wayne Bridge
Thu 14 April 2011, 8:55PM | posted in photos; toledoCamera: Pentax Auto 110 SLR

[Taken 24 Feb 2011 | ISO 400 | 50mm | Kodak 110 film]
A.K.A. The "High-Level Bridge," downtown Toledo. Another shot from my Pentax Auto 110.
While researching this camera online, I've learned something important: since the manufacture of 110 film cartridges was never standardized, film manufacturers could choose whether or not to remove a notch on the cartridge that some cameras (including this one) used to identify film speed. Since the camera misreads the 400 speed that I use, and exposes it like 100 speed, all my photos are slightly overexposed.
When I test my wide-angle lens, I plan to manually remove the notch on the film cartridge and see if that makes a difference in the exposure.
Tall Skinny Caramel Macchiato
Thu 7 April 2011, 9:25PM | posted in photosCamera: Pentax Auto 110 SLR

[Taken 20 Feb 2011 | ISO 400 | 50mm | Kodak 110 film]
The return of Photo Thursday (after a brief hiatus) features the return of the Pentax Auto 110 SLR — this time, with a longer lens than the standard 24mm.
Snowstorm Aftermath
Thu 10 March 2011, 9:15PM | posted in photos; toledoCamera: Apple iPhone 4
Last month, we got the last major snowstorm of the season (hopefully). I took a personal day off of work — our neighborhood looked nearly unpassable, and the online traffic cameras showed that the main roads weren't much better.
Aaron managed to power his way down our street so he could get to work that same evening. These are the ruts he left. (The main roads were clear and well-treated by then.)
Ironically enough, a small city plow came through our neighborhood barely 15 minutes after he left, and very thoroughly cleared and salted our street.
Tumbleweeds
Tue 8 March 2011, 8:35PM | posted in randomness; writingI've been kind of quiet lately, blog-wise, for several reasons.
Mainly, I just haven't been able to get into it. When I come home from work, I'd really rather just chill in the recliner, check Twitter and Facebook on my iPhone, watch the news and Travel Channel, maybe read a book. Most days, I don't even turn on my computer in the evenings anymore — and if I do, it's to do some genealogy work or scan some photos or sync my iPhone or iPod.
Then there's the fact that I tend to self-censor a lot more heavily than I used to. There are the "nobody really cares about this" subjects, like what I ate for dinner or what I bought online; there are the "I'm not ready to share this" subjects, like major life-altering stuff (which doesn't come up often, thankfully); then there are the "I should really keep this to myself" subjects, like when I get pissed at someone and really want to vent, or when I play hookey from work (not like I would ever actually do that).
Once I finally come up with a blog-worthy topic, it's either so in-depth that it would take actual research and writing and editing (see lazy streak, above), or it's a timely topic that I procrastinate too long over, so it's no longer relevant by the time I sit down to write it. Long gone are the days of me sitting down at my computer after dinner and basically writing a Dear Diary entry about my day. Also long gone are the days of me working a job that's so slow and tedious that I can write a blog entry at work, e-mail it to myself, then post it when I get home.
One thing that's kept me from blogging, too, is Twitter. Topics that once would have taken several hundred words to cover now get covered in 140 characters. No buildup, no lead-in, no drawn-out resolve; just the meat and the meaning, distilled to quasi-poetic brevity.
I also have a physical journal in which I write longhand every night or so, just to clear my mind. It's quite therapeutic, and helpful for getting stuff out that I can't (or shouldn't) share with the entire internet (see self-censorship, above). It's definitely a help to be able to write down those things that aren't suitable for public consumption. It was a habit I clung to back in junior high, high school, and most of college. After college, I started blogging, and my physical journaling became sporadic; random notebooks, or text files on my computer, or scraps of paper (usually intended as blog notes for later). It's about time I started journaling again.
I'm going to try to start blogging a little more regularly, too, but I make no promises.
Lions' Heads
Thu 24 February 2011, 8:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Argoflex 75
Probably won't be taking this camera out again. Read on to find out why.
Starbucks Product
Thu 17 February 2011, 9:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Ricoh 35FM
This was the first outing for the Ricoh 35FM, and I enjoyed photographing with it. I ended up with some good photos, but no really amazing ones. That was partially on purpose; I tend to avoid taking unique shots on a test roll, just because I'm not sure if anything will even come out. I should probably rethink my philosophy there...
Overall thoughts: This camera is very automatic, except for the focus and film speed. I might take it places where I'd be hesitant to take my Lomo LC-A (since it's getting older and slightly fragile), but not if it involved very low-light situations. Indoors by a window = OK. Indoors by lamplight = not OK.
Share The Road
Thu 3 February 2011, 9:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Kodak Brownie Bullet
The last roll of film I took with this camera was back in 2005, and that test roll wasn't terribly successful. This one was much more so, and I've decided that I do, in fact, like my Brownie Bullet.
Read on for more commentary and photos...
Brownie Bullet
Thu 27 January 2011, 9:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 24 January 2011 | iPhone 4 | Instagram filter: Earlybird]
This week's photo would have been by the Brownie Bullet, rather than of the Brownie Bullet, had the weather not turned nasty late this afternoon. I decided that the drive to Taylor Photo wasn't worth risking my safety — not over eight exposures of 127 film.
Just remember that the photos you'll see next week will have been taken by this camera.
Downtown Toledo
Thu 20 January 2011, 9:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Imperial Flash Mark XII
The last time I used this camera was 2007 — this roll came out a lot better than that one did. I'm not sure what's up with the tobacco tint, but perhaps the negative sleeves I got at Goodwill didn't come from a non-smoking home.
More photos and camera observations below...
Along the Riverside
Thu 13 January 2011, 10:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Kodak Brownie Starmatic

[Taken 2 December 2010 | aperture unrecorded]
In November and December 2010, I finally tried out a test roll in my new-to-me Kodak Brownie Starmatic. Overall, I think it creates unique (and very mid-century) photos, but it's not necessarily my favorite.
Read on for more details (and more test photos)...
Ghostly Conversation
Fri 7 January 2011, 8:40PM | posted in photosCamera: Diana Mini

[Taken 25 Dec 2010 | 5 seconds @ f/cloudy (~f/8)]
Brought my new Diana Mini to Christmas in Cleveland; thankful that it has a long exposure setting for these indoor photos. More images from the initial Diana Mini test roll are posted on my Flickr.
Next roll, I'm going to use the half-frame setting instead of the square setting, and I'll try to take more shots in brighter light. Not sure what I think of the trademark "dreamy focus," but I do think I like my new little camera.
Greek Salad
Thu 30 December 2010, 8:55PM | posted in food; photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 11 Dec 2010 | iPhone 4]
Enjoyed at Gem Coney Island in Toledo.
Christmas Portrait 2010
Thu 23 December 2010, 8:10PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 12 Dec 2010 | 1/60 sec @ f/6.3 | ISO 400 | 38mm]
Season's Greetings from Diana, Aaron, and Mei!
Kodak
Thu 16 December 2010, 10:05PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 9 Dec 2010 | 1/60 sec @ f/2.8 | 50mm | ISO 400 | bounce flash]
Close-up of my Brownie Starmatic. One exposure left on the initial roll...
Sleepy Eyeball Reflection
Thu 9 December 2010, 8:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 9 Dec 2010 | 1/60 sec @ f/3.5 | 50mm | ISO 400 | bounce flash]
Not the most flattering photo of myself, but the reflection of the camera in my eye is cool.
Restarting a Habit
Mon 6 December 2010, 9:00PM | posted in writingI tend to approach blogging like I approach speaking: if I don't have anything to say, I won't say anything. I'm not going to speak (or write) simply to fill the silence. In some situations, I've found that it makes people more inclined to listen when I do have something to say.
Aaron asked me this weekend if I was planning to post to my blog every weekday for just the month of December. I had originally thought I should start in December, but then make it like my Photo Thursday agreement with myself: all year long. Now that I think about it, though, it might be a better idea to just commit to one month of blogging every weekday, then to sit back and see if the content quality matches the quantity. I don't want to be posting drivel, after all.
It's not like I don't have plenty of topics to cover; some topics have been in the queue so long that they're no longer even relevant. The problem is figuring out when to write. Do I sit down right after my run? After dinner? After chores? At what point will I be finished with my other responsibilities of the day, but still have enough mental capacity to focus on writing? And how do I successfully unplug from my iPhone games, my blogs, my Twitter, long enough to write something coherent?
Writing is a habit and a skill that I'm going to have to redevelop over time. As with all writers, though, Rule #1 is to just get my butt in the chair and start writing.
Dear Diary
Fri 3 December 2010, 8:00PM | posted in writingI've kept a diary or journal off and on since I was about seven years old. My first diary had a classically late-'70s/early-'80s red corduroy cover, and my first entry was about how I was "nervice" to get my tonsils out.
As I got a little older, I was allowed to stay up a little past my bedtime if I was writing in my diary; looking back on my journal entries, a lot of them tend to either be typically elementary-school, starting with "Today I..." or a short excuse: "Nothing happened today. Memaw's watching, though, so I need to write some more..." Very rarely did I manage to record any major life events — mainly because I didn't recognize their importance at the time, or because I was too busy living it to record it.
In Junior High (and to a degree during High School), most of my journal entries recorded how outcast I felt and how depressed I was. I also recorded the stupid and immature things I did and said, without realizing how stupid and immature they were at the time. All that means that I can barely stand to read my own journals from about 1987 through 1990, with many cringe-worthy entries up through graduation in '94. And again, when I go hunting for Major Life Events, they're conspicuously MIA for the most part.
Once I hit college, my journaling was much more... journalistic, I suppose you could say. This event happened on this day, and this was my response, and these are my thoughts about it. Major life events were covered, even if I didn't realize they were major at the time, because I just wrote every night out of habit.
My private journal shifted to a public blog in late 2002, but my style hadn't changed yet. I still wrote about daily events and my reactions to those events, without any thought of the public nature of blogging. It wasn't until a few years later, when the Internet became a much more crowded place and everyone was online, that I realized my blogging topics were occasionally inappropriate (about the time I discovered Dooce®, now that I think about it).
Since the mid-2000's or so, I've been much more guarded about my choice of topics. I no longer write to complain about my job or about certain people by name. In fact, I haven't been writing much at all. I'm almost reverting back to my early diary days of missing out on documenting major life events in writing, just from failing to journal every day. I post a photo every Thursday, but sometimes that's the only post (other than tweets) all week.
I don't need a new year to start a new habit. Starting in December (that's two days ago), I'm going to post a blog entry every weekday. (I'll cut myself some slack on weekends.) I don't want to turn this into a Tumblr-style reblog, though, so I'm going to sit down and write every night, just like I used to. Granted, it was more relaxing and cathartic to write whatever I wanted into a journal as I lay face-down on the bed in my dorm-room, but times have changed... and I'm not writing an entire blog post from my iPhone or our clunky legacy laptop, no matter how much I'd like to blog from bed.
Self-Portrait
Thu 2 December 2010, 8:35PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 2 December 2010 | 1/60 sec @ f/2.8 | ISO 200 | 50mm | Nikon Speedlight SB600 off-camera]
Playing around with lighting and posing ideas for this year's Christmas Portrait, and reminding myself of the details of using my lighting kit. Yes, I know the strobe umbrella is visible in the reflection; I think it adds to the charm.
Happy Thanksgiving
Thu 25 November 2010, 5:18PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 25 November 2010 | Apple iPhone 4]
Turnip Cakes
Thu 18 November 2010, 9:41PM | posted in food; photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 14 November 2010 | Apple iPhone 4]
One of my favorite offerings from our local purveyor of dim sum.
View of Manhattan
Fri 12 November 2010, 10:25PM | posted in photos; travelCamera: Holga 120N (modified)

[Taken 15 July 2010 | modified Holga 120N]
Another shot with the modified Holga, this time from our trip to New York City.
First National Bldg, Ann Arbor
Thu 4 November 2010, 9:30PM | posted in photos; roadtripsCamera: Holga 120N (modified)

[Taken 16 October 2010 | modified Holga 120N | f/cloudy (~f/8)]
Finally mastered the Holgamod light leaks with gaffer's tape! See more on Flickr.
(Note: I scanned these while still in their nifty negative storage sleeve, so I picked up a lot of dust and cat hair and other indignities, of which I only removed the most offensive. If I ever decide to print them, I'll rescan, but not until.)
Sunset, Greenhouse, Grapevine.
Thu 28 October 2010, 9:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 27 October 2010 | iPhone 4]
This was my view upon returning home from my Wednesday evening run.
Grass and Sky
Thu 21 October 2010, 9:15PM | posted in photos; toledoCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 21 October 2010 | iPhone 4]
Seen during my lunch walk on the Owens-Corning campus. No color correction necessary; it was just that beautiful.
Autumn Sky
Thu 14 October 2010, 9:55PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 7 October 2010 | iPhone 4]
I love the color of the autumn sky.
iPhone Self-Portrait
Thu 7 October 2010, 8:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 5 October 2010 | Apple iPhone 4 | Processed with Tilt Shift Generator]
The front-facing camera on my new iPhone, although it's not of the best quality, has gotten me taking more self-portraits than usual. Contemplating starting a 365-day self-portrait project.
Belly up to the Coffee Bar
Thu 30 September 2010, 7:55PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 4

[Taken 25 Sept 2010 | Apple iPhone 4 | HDR mode]
Under a Harvest Moon
Thu 23 September 2010, 9:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 22 Sept 2010 | 13sec @ f/3.5 | 18mm | ISO 200]
I spent 45 minutes with my Nikon D50 and tripod in my front yard, shooting the moon (as it were). Trying out all the tricks I'd read and settings I thought I knew: using the "Sunny 16" rule to capture a crisp image of the full moon and all that. Finally, after peering at my previews and not knowing if I actually got a decent image of the moon itself, I dialed the aperture back to wide-open and took a single shot in my normal, narrow-depth-of-field style before turning to go back inside.
A moment after I picked up the camera and tripod and took a couple steps toward the front door, the noise reduction algorithm finished doing its magic and showed me a preview of what I'd just captured — the image pictured above.
Dammit, I thought, now I have to go back and take some more like that! I turned back around and set back up, but only got one more shot composed and taken before the neighbor's dog started barking. I realized at that point that the mojo was gone, anyway, and that it was time to wrap up and call it an evening.
Seems to be how all my intentional photo shoots go: the final shot is usually the best. Does that mean I know when to quit, or that I quit just when things are getting good...?
Ants on a Tree
Thu 16 September 2010, 9:50PM | posted in food; photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken on 27 April 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | processed with TiltShiftGen]
Also known as Ants Climbing a Tree, this dish is made from bean thread noodles and minced pork cooked in soy and chili sauce. Delicious!
Note to readers: ask for the Chinese menu at your favorite Chinese restaurant, and you may discover treasures like this one.
Ground Level
Thu 9 September 2010, 8:35PM | posted in photos; toledoCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Apple iPhone 3G | processed with TiltShiftGen]
One chocolate chai and one sugar-free toffee latte, enjoyed at the Ground Level Coffeehouse in Toledo.
Baked Pasta with Butternut Squash and Ricotta
Thu 2 September 2010, 7:45PM | posted in food; photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 30 August 2010 | iPhone 3G | processed with TiltShiftGen and Photoshop CS2]
I decided to be all domestic on Monday and bake some pasta for dinner. It's not as decadent as you might think, either: whole wheat rotini, low-fat Ricotta, fat-free milk, and only five Weight Watchers Points® per one-cup serving.
Tomukun Pork Buns, Ann Arbor
Thu 26 August 2010, 10:15PM | posted in photos; roadtripsCamera: Pentax Auto 110 SLR

[Taken 7 Aug 2010 | Pentax Auto 110 SLR | ISO 400 | 24mm ]
The test roll for my new Pentax Auto 110 was a rousing success!
(The pork buns were delicious, too.)
More test photos after the jump...
Confluence
Wed 25 August 2010, 9:45PM | posted in creative; geekspeakAs a Business Intelligence professional, David McCandless's TED talk about the beauty of data visualization really struck a resonant chord for me. I aspire to be a designer who has a solid background in programming and database concepts, but I don't find many opportunities to work on data visualization at my 8-to-5, as I'm focused mainly on straight-up reporting.
Last year, in lieu of one of my normal and customary Year In Review blog posts, I created a series of graphs that represented the easily-trackable data in my life: weight loss, music listening habits, miles walked, photos taken, things like that. In going back and re-reading my past Years In Review this week, I realized that my "infographic" review didn't actually give as much information about what I'd done during the course of the year. It didn't do an effective job of presenting the highlights like I'd previously done in verbal form. The idea had been along the lines of "show, don't tell," but it didn't manage to do either very well.
Looking back objectively at my 2009 Year In Review, here's what the graphs and numbers tell me:
- I went to Japan. I walked a lot one of the days I was there (14 miles), and I took lots of pictures.
- When I ate out (back at home), I had mainly Asian food (Chinese, Japanese, Korean).
- I tried to lose weight, but didn't do very well.
- I took lots of pictures. Some of them were with my iPhone. Most of them were from vacations and trips, including Japan and Chicago.
- I listened to music, and my musical taste was stuck squarely in the '90s, for the most part.
That's kind of lame. I can do better than that.
With these two experiences rolling about in my brain, I've decided to try creating personal infographics over the course of the year, but keep the standard prose-style Year In Review for next year.
Practice is the only way to learn and improve, be it creating data visualizations, or writing, or photographing. We'll see how long it takes me to successfully find my own style, and to successfully identify and convey relationships between datasets.
Black and Chrome
Thu 19 August 2010, 7:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 18 August 2010 | f/5.3 @ 1/60 sec | 60mm | bounce flash ]
Set up my new computer yesterday. Took a bunch of unboxing and setup photos, but they didn't end up being as interesting as I'd hoped, for the most part.
Adventures in Cross-Processing, Take 1
Thu 12 August 2010, 8:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

[Taken 27 June 2010 | Lomo LC-A | XPro expired slide film]
Yes, this week's photo was taken by Aaron!
Walter Konstantin Bura, 1918-2010
Thu 5 August 2010, 10:05PM | posted in family; in memoriam; photosCamera: Minolta X370s

[Taken 5 May 2002 | exposure unrecorded]
Walter Bura, 91, of Lakewood Ohio. Husband of the late Betsy (nee Hamlen); father of Peter, Elaine Eschbach and the late Christine Schnuth; grandfather of Megan, Alex, Natalie, Joseph Bura, Aaron, Matthew Schnuth, Nathan Eschbach; great grandfather of 2 passed away on August 2, 2010.
Love ME
Thu 29 July 2010, 10:00PM | posted in photos; travelCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 15 July 2010 | 1/1000 sec at f/8 | ISO 400 | 30mm]
Seen in SoHo, New York City.
Across the East River
Thu 22 July 2010, 11:15PM | posted in photos; travelCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 14 July 2010 | 1/200 sec at f/8 | ISO 400 | 34mm]
As seen from the sheltered upper deck of the bus, during the second part of our Downtown Tour in New York City. Luckily, the pre-Chinatown part of the tour wasn't as rainy and dismal.
Manhattan
Thu 15 July 2010, 3:11PM | posted in photos; travelCamera: Apple iPhone 3G
As seen from the 72nd floor of the Empire State Building.
Mustang
Thu 8 July 2010, 8:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N (modified)

[Taken 12 June 2010 | modified Holga 120N | f/cloudy (~f/8) | ISO 100]
Seen during the Waterville Community Garage Sale, 12 June 2010.
Although it's not visible in this photo, the annoying light leak made a reappearance in many of the frames I shot. Light leaks are not one of the aspects of Holgas (and toy cameras in general) that I find endearing, so I've ordered some gaffers' tape to seal the seams for my next roll.
Bicycle
Thu 1 July 2010, 10:50PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 12 June 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | processed with PS Mobile and Tilt Shift Generator]
Seen in Waterville OH during the community garage sale.
Pink
Thu 24 June 2010, 8:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 17 June 2010 | 1/1250 sec at f/6.3 | ISO 200 | 200mm]
More from last week's trip to Wildwood with Mom.
I might have to start taking evening photo trips out there on my own during the week — while flower photography isn't exactly cutting-edge, it would help me improve my composition skills.
Yellow
Thu 17 June 2010, 7:35PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 17 June 2010 | 1/2000 sec at f/6.0 | ISO 200 | 125mm]
Mom and I went to Wildwood Metropark for a photo walk this afternoon, and spent a goodly amount of time in the flower garden.
Garage Sale Find: Expired Film
Sat 12 June 2010, 10:55PM | posted in photographyFor 10¢ each, I got three rolls of expired slide film and two rolls of (assumedly expired) print film. Looking forward to experimenting with these in my Lomo LC-A, Blackbird Fly, and maybe my Holga or my Olympus XA.
Other finds from today's trip to the Waterville Community Garage Sale included a Pat Paulsen LP, an LP of steel drums from St. Lucia in 1977, a copy of Sid Meier's Gettysburg!, and a tank top. Not the most awesome yield from an afternoon of garage sales, but the best we've had in a while.
Old West End Festival, 2006
Thu 10 June 2010, 9:44PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N

[Taken 3 June 2006 | Holga 120N]
Last weekend was the Old West End Festival in Toledo, where we always enjoy the yard sales more than the art show or the fair food. Alas, this year we got rained out of our afternoon of yard sales and lo-fi photography, so I'm posting a photo from four years ago, instead.
Lamps, Ann Arbor
Thu 3 June 2010, 7:35PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N (modified)

[Taken 22 May 2010 | modified Holga 120N | f/sunny (~f/11) | ISO 160]
W Washington St, Ann Arbor
Thu 27 May 2010, 9:49PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N (modified)

[Taken 22 May 2010 | Holgamod | f/sunny (~f/11) | ISO 160]
This was one of my favorite shots from the recent Holgamod test roll. Aaron bought me my modified Holga for Christmas, and I never got around to testing it until last weekend. I expect that I'll post in depth about it once I get another roll or two through it, just to get a feel for its little quirks and sweet spots.
I got my film developed locally, at Taylor Photo, as I've had one two too many rolls of film lost in the mail from mail-order shops online. The owner is a friendly and personable guy who knows photography (and also develops black and white!).
Once I get some anti-Newton ring glass for my scanner, I'll save money by paying for processing only — no prints. Even with paying for prints, though, it's likely that I'll be burning through my stash of freezer-stored film a lot quicker than I'd expected.
Sun Protection
Thu 20 May 2010, 9:43PM | posted in mexico 2010; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 25 April 2010 | 1/1600 sec at f/6.3 | ISO 200 | 200mm]
During our final afternoon on the beach in Playa del Carmen.
Our Waiter, Jorge
Thu 13 May 2010, 10:05PM | posted in mexico 2010; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 22 April 2010 | 1/13 sec at f/3.5 | ISO 1600 | 18mm]
At Maria Marie, the French-Mexican fusion restaurant at the Royal Playa del Carmen.
Nightly Candle
Thu 6 May 2010, 9:15PM | posted in mexico 2010; photosCamera: Nikon D50
Each night, while we were out at dinner, housekeeping would come by and turn down our bedding, light a candle under the scented oil burner, and leave Bon-Bons on our bed.
When We Arrived
Thu 29 April 2010, 8:00PM | posted in mexico 2010; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 20 April 2010 | ¼ sec at f/4 | ISO 200 | 18mm]
There was a cake made out of towels on our king size hotel bed, sprinkled with real rose petals.
Nohoch Muul, Coba
Thu 22 April 2010, 7:09PM | posted in mexico 2010; photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 22 April 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | processed with PS Mobile]
Seen during the Maya Encounter tour with Alltournative.
O-Jing-A Bokeum
Sun 18 April 2010, 1:18AM | posted in food; photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G
Aaron and I introduced his brother to Korean food on Saturday, by treating him to lunch at Korea Na. He had the bulgogi as his first-ever try at Korean food, and seemed to really enjoy it. I ordered the spicy squid stir-fry; as always, it was delicious.
Michigan Theater, Ann Arbor
Thu 15 April 2010, 9:55PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 10 April 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | processed with PS Mobile and Tilt Shift Generator]
New Manicure
Thu 8 April 2010, 9:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 8 Apr 2010 | 1/8 sec @ f/3.2 | ISO 800 | 50mm]
My too-expensive professional French manicure didn't last as long as I would have liked, so my friend Sheryl offered to redo my nails over our lunch break today. I think they turned out just as good as my overpriced manicure.
Sheryl, I owe you lunch! :-D
Pre-Vacation Haircut
Thu 1 April 2010, 9:40PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 1 Apr 2010 | 1/15 sec @ f/3.5 | ISO 800 | 28mm]
Growing my hair long again, but keeping some shape to it. Kudos to Kristie at Attitudes in Toledo for keeping my hair looking fabulous!
Memaw
Thu 25 March 2010, 8:05PM | posted in family; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 23 March 2010 | 1/5 sec @ f/2 | ISO 200 | Lensbaby 3G]
Just a little younger than I remember her...
More about Memaw (aka Jessie Mae Fay Mickler Taylor Cook Lowe) in my genealogy research.
Jefferson and Huron
Thu 18 March 2010, 9:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 17 March 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | processed with Tilt Shift Generator]
Car Wash
Thu 11 March 2010, 9:35PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 7 March 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | post-processing in Adobe Photoshop CS2]
One Perspective On Starbucks
Thu 4 March 2010, 9:50PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 28 February 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | post-processing in Adobe Photoshop CS2]
As seen from The Comfy Chairs at the Starbucks in Levis Commons, Perrysburg.
Another Sunday Morning
Thu 25 February 2010, 10:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 31 Jan 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | processed with PS Mobile]
Icewalkers
Thu 18 February 2010, 6:40PM | posted in photos; toledoCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 18 Feb 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | post-processing in Photoshop CS2]
I watched these men walk out onto the frozen Maumee River as I was taking my lunchtime walk. I got out my phone 1.) to take a picture, and 2.) just in case I needed to call 9-1-1 if one of them fell through.
New Nightly Ritual
Thu 11 February 2010, 8:50PM | posted in photos; reviewsCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 11 Feb 2010 | 1/25 sec @ f/6.3 | ISO 800 | 50mm | ambient light, handheld]
Just ordered some new facial products from SpaGoddess on Etsy, after reading an interview with her in Ready Made magazine. I'm not usually one to get overly excited about such things, but these are definitely worth trying. I'm not ashamed to admit that, the day these products arrived, I washed my face RIGHT AFTER DINNER. I just could not wait.
I purposely bought several sample sizes of different products, to give them a test drive. I already have an idea of what I may be ordering again in the future (including one item she included for free!), and what I may pass on next time. Even the products that haven't completely sold me, though, feel better than the over-formulated, chemical-laden commercial products I've been using. These products from Angel Face Botanicals (aka SpaGoddess on Etsy) literally make it a joy just to wash my face at night. Highly recommended.
Sunday Morning On The Couch With Mei
Thu 4 February 2010, 10:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

[Taken 17 Jan 2010 | Apple iPhone 3G | processed with PS Mobile]
Having some Sunday morning chill time with my kitty.
Gotcha...
Thu 28 January 2010, 10:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken 14 Jan 2010 | 1/60 sec @ f/3.5 | ISO 800 | 18mm | off-camera flash, bounced]
Oh, yes. When you stop in to talk to me while I'm taking pictures, you'll get your picture taken, too.
Old Leather
Thu 21 January 2010, 10:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken on 21 Jan 2010 | 1/60 sec @ f/6.3 | ISO 800 | 200mm | off-camera flash, bounced]
Getting ready to re-leather my Yashica FX-D. Expect a full report in the next few days...
Lain Figurine
Thu 14 January 2010, 9:45PM | posted in otaku; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Taken on 14 Jan 2010 | 1/60sec @ f/6.3 | ISO 800 | 200mm | off-camera flash, bounced]
Serial Experiments Lain was one of the first anime series Aaron got me to watch, over ten years ago now. If you're into anime or sci-fi, especially thought-provoking (or even mind-fucking) plots and universes, you owe it to yourself to watch it through. It's only 13 episodes, so it's not a huge time investment, but the experience is worth it.
Photo Thursday
Thu 7 January 2010, 9:40PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
Last year, I resolved to post a photo to my blog every Thursday for all of 2009. Thursday was a totally arbitrary day; New Year's Day was on a Thursday, and I happened to post a photo that day, and decided to run with it (instead of the Photo Friday that many bloggers seem to observe).
I succeeded, for the most part, only missing one Thursday (and I think that was because my webhost had temporarily hosed my blog).
The idea was for me to start photographing more, to make photography a priority in my life. Over the course of the year, I moved away from my original plan of spending Thursday evening photographing, then posting the results that night — I started pulling older photos, or taking up an entire month of Thursdays with the best photos from our vacation(s). Still, I definitely feel that Photo Thursday was an impetus for me to get out and photograph, and I think my skills have improved because of that. I've also had more experience with post-processing, and I'm getting a feel for what I want my photos to look like and how to get them there.
This year, I'm going to continue Photo Thursday. I have new toys to try out, like my Holgamod and my Gorillapod and my lighting rig, all of which Aaron got me for Christmas.
For the photography buffs in the house, read on for my lighting geekery. Everyone else, continue to enjoy the weekly photos!
Second Best
Thu 31 December 2009, 5:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G
If there were a branch of my favorite coffee franchise downtown, I might go there every day. As it is, I visit its runner-up on occasion, since it's right across the street from my work.
Christmas Portrait 2009
Thu 24 December 2009, 7:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
Joy to you and yours this holiday season and throughout the new year!
Angry Pho
Thu 17 December 2009, 8:25PM | posted in photosCamera: Olympus XA

To celebrate Aaron's 35th birthday last month, we drove up to Ann Arbor for dinner. There are (at least) two kinds of cuisine there that we can't get in Toledo: Vietnamese and Ethiopian. Aaron chose Vietnamese.
As an aside: As we were driving from the highway to campus, a carload of college guys pulled up behind us and saw the Trek fish on our car (it's like a Jesus or Darwin fish, but it says Trek... and has nacelles like the Enterprise). These guys loved it so much, they took cameraphone pictures of it, and were embarrassed/geeked when Aaron flashed them the Vulcan salute.
Mistress Of Her Domain
Thu 10 December 2009, 8:25PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
And a few moments later, it was OM NOM KITTY NOM:
(Taken with my Nikon D50 and the Lensbaby 3G)
Stalking the Presents
Thu 3 December 2009, 9:55PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Nikon D50 with Lensbaby 3G and Nikon Speedlight SB600, f/2.0 @ 1/60 sec, ISO 800]
Thankful
Thu 26 November 2009, 11:28AM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G
For all the little things that make life enjoyable -- and the big things, too.
Dessert Centerpiece
Thu 19 November 2009, 9:35PM | posted in photosCamera: Olympus XA

Taken at the Fertel Reception, 27 October 2007. (Happy Belated Anniversary!)
Fresh From the Salon
Thu 12 November 2009, 8:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

Self-portrait in my bathroom. Taken one month ago, immediately after after my last trip to Attitudes, 13 October 2009.
Empty Chairs At Empty Tables
Thu 5 November 2009, 7:55PM | posted in photosCamera: Blackbird Fly

Taken at our local Starbucks, using the bulb (long exposure) setting on my Blackbird Fly TLR.
It took me forever to adjust this in Photoshop (I'm still not quite satisfied), and I didn't realize what was throwing me off until I was almost done. Look closely, and you can just barely see the person who walked in front of the counter during the three-second exposure, then paused at the right side of the frame. (Easier to see at a larger size — look especially at the legs of the left-most chair.)
A Narrow Writing Window
Wed 4 November 2009, 9:45PM | posted in site-related; writingIt's funny: I have, let's see, no less than fifteen ideas for blog entries written in my faux-Moleskine notebook, yet I can't make myself sit down and write.
Part of the problem, at least for today, is that I let myself get sucked into video games during my tiny bit of productive, brain-is-working time. Part of the problem is that my body has reacted unusually strongly to the time change this year, and demands to be put to bed an hour earlier.
If I want to write a coherent blog entry that's worth reading, I need to get my ass in my desk chair shortly after dinner, without any TV or gaming. If I want to watch TV or play games, I need to resign myself to that being the only thing that gets done that evening.
Tomorrow is Photo Thursday. That I can do.
Halloween, 2003
Fri 30 October 2009, 10:55PM | posted in memories; photosCamera: Minolta X370s
Halloween that year was on a Friday night — and, as with all Friday nights, I was home alone, instead of out being social. I'd just started the Atkins Diet, so I wasn't about to have bags of candy in the house to pass out to the trick-or-treaters. Plus, I knew from experience that trick-or-treaters actually didn't come down our street very often.
As I remember it, the decision to go out and photograph was a spontaneous one. I was in an especially good mood as I affixed my trusty Minolta to my tripod and headed out to squeeze off a roll of Halloween pictures.
These are some of the better ones...
Lamppost (Sprocket Photography)
Thu 29 October 2009, 7:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Blackbird Fly

Taken at Levis Commons with the blackbird,fly twin lens reflex camera I bought in Japan. The Blackbird takes 35mm film, but has a removable mask specifically to allow sprocket photography.
The double-exposure at the top and bottom of the frame was completely unintentional, but adds to the charm, in my opinion.
Autumn Window
Mon 26 October 2009, 9:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

We've officially hit the height of Autumn color. Glad I actually managed to catch some of it on film and digitally this year.
Stuffed Lobster, 2003
Thu 22 October 2009, 8:56PM | posted in photosCamera: Minolta X370s
This has to be one of my favorite photos from our honeymoon — specifically, our trip to Boston. Yes, Aaron is a good 70 pounds heavier here than he is now, but I still love this picture.
Granville Platform
Thu 15 October 2009, 8:35PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
[1/8 sec @ f/3.5, handheld (braced against wall), 18mm]
Seen during our Labor Day Weekend in Chicago, on our way back from dinner at the Ethiopian Diamond.
The Old General Store
Thu 8 October 2009, 11:00PM | posted in family; photos; travelCamera: Minolta X370s
My first major project since getting my new scanner has been to digitize the photos from our honeymoon, back in May 2003. (The process went surprisingly smoothly, which bodes well for future scanning projects.)
This is where we stayed for a good part of our trip: Aaron's grandmother's house in Cummington, Massachusetts. The house had long since been parceled out into apartments, and Grammie kept one in reserve for herself, in case she had need to go visit her rental property. She graciously let us stay in her apartment for the week, using it as a home base of sorts.
As far as the honeymoon photos go, I still need to properly date and geotag them all... but that's a follow-up project for another day.
Elf Shot The Food!
Tue 6 October 2009, 9:25PM | posted in writingI have a tendency to forget how much mental energy it takes to write a coherent blog entry. I'll do other things I want to get done earlier in the evening, not realizing that, once it gets to that point in the late evening when my creative juices once flowed most freely, my brain and body now find themselves to be shutting down for the night.
I suppose I'll just have to wait until tomorrow to tell the tale of this weekend's fun times with Amy, and how I still lost 0.2 pounds this week, despite eating Korean and Ethiopian and Dim Sum and making multiple trips to Starbucks.
Spontaneous, But Not Really
Sun 4 October 2009, 9:30PM | posted in photographyThis past week, two people directed me toward a $40 film & slide converter on woot.com. After checking out reviews of it, both at woot and elsewhere, I opted not to pull the trigger on it.
However. It did get me thinking about scanning film again.
Our Epson Perfection 1670 scanner has been holding up well. It even scans 35mm negative strips, but it only does so one strip at a time, and it only scans that one kind of film. Its transparency-scanning ability is limited to a small area in the middle of the scanner. I've been craving either a film scanner that scans various sizes of 35mm and medium format film or a scanner that scans full 8x10 transparencies, thereby allowing it to scan any damn size of film I want, including 35mm, 120, 127, or any other obscure film size I might end up with later.
So, when given an excuse to look — again — into transparency-capable scanners, I gladly took up the search. After less than a day of searching, using such jumping-off points as photo.net, I decided on the Epson Perfection V700.
One of the first things I did after the scanner arrived on Friday (after setting it up) was to experiment with scanning a proof sheet — a full 8x10 page of sleeved 35mm negatives. Since I haven't been properly storing my negatives lately, I beelined for my old VCT 282/382/465 notebook, full of negatives from Photography I, Photography II, and Commercial Photography. The sheet I chose was from my final project in VCT 282, where I photographed Aaron and his videogames in his basement apartment one August night in 1999:

It'll be fun to scan some of my old negatives from Photography class (from which I never had prints made, except the ones I turned in for class) and other slides and negatives I have stored in boxes and books. Plus, I'll be able to have my odd-sized film processed without prints, then scan them myself later. I'll also be able to try some of that sprocket-hole photography I've never bothered to try out because I couldn't have properly seen the final result.
I don't usually drop $500+ so easily... but it was something I'd been thinking about for some time.
Navy Pier Park
Thu 1 October 2009, 7:20PM | posted in photos; travelCamera: Nikon D50
As seen during our Labor Day Weekend in Chicago, 5 September 2009.
Brownie Starmite Test Roll, 2007
Thu 24 September 2009, 10:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Kodak Brownie Starmite
I was recently cataloguing my camera collection, figuring out which ones I like to use in various situations and which ones hadn't even been tested yet. (For the record, I currently own 16 film cameras and two digitals.) Some of them I was unsure of, so I scanned my blog for reference — and, oddly enough, there was one camera that I had mentioned acquiring and finishing a test roll with, but never posted any photos from.
Long story short, I managed to unearth the test prints from the disaster that is the area beside my desk, and am now posting a test roll two years tardy.
On The River, Chicago
Thu 17 September 2009, 8:25PM | posted in photos; travelCamera: Nikon D50
Taken from the upper deck of a double-decker tour bus in Chicago, Illinois: 5 September 2009.
Lomography.com
Wed 16 September 2009, 10:45PM | posted in photographyI was just poking around in my photography category on my blog, and clicked on a link to go to my lomohome on lomography.com.
404 Error? Hmm, looks like the site got a redesign. Oh, look — I can migrate my old account. All is not lost.
Or is it? All my photos are gone. Huh. Good thing I have local copies, eh? Ah, well. I can reupload.
Then I read the legalese:
5. Use of IdeasIf you send any communications or materials to the Site by electronic mail or otherwise, including any data, questions, comments, suggestions, or the like, all such communications are, and will be treated as, non-confidential and non-proprietary. Anything you transmit or post may be used by Lomography, its parent and/or its affiliates for any purpose, including, but not limited to, reproduction, disclosure, transmission, publication, broadcast, and posting. Furthermore, Lomography, its parent and its affiliates are free to use, without any compensation to you, any ideas, concepts, know-how, or techniques contained in any communication you send to the Site for any purpose whatsoever, including, but not limited to, developing, manufacturing, and marketing products using such information.
I'm reading this as saying that I lose the rights to any photos I upload — or, rather, they gain unlimited rights without me getting any kickback or even acknowledgment. They might mean this to refer to unsolicited product ideas, but it comes off as ANY upload to the site ANYWHERE.
See ya, lomohomes. Check my Flickr for my Lomo pics from now on.
Spartus Full-Vue Test Roll
Thu 10 September 2009, 8:55PM | posted in photosCamera: Spartus Full-Vue

The good news is that the Spartus Full-Vue works and takes some decent photos. The bad news: a.) The long-exposure toggle is in an unfortunate spot versus the shutter release, and b.) It's a bitch to get 120 black and white film developed anymore.
Selling Myself Short
Wed 9 September 2009, 8:40PM | posted in photographyThis evening, over the phone, my Mom was telling me that my photography has gotten so good that I should be photographing for a magazine or something. I'd just uploaded the first half of my photos from our Chicago trip, and she'd been paging through them as we talked.
Now, mothers are known for exaggerating the talents of their progeny. However, being that mine is a portrait photographer by trade, I'd like to think that gives her opinion a little more weight. Still, though, I see the other photos on Flickr — the ones that make the Explore page, or have high ratings of Interestingness — and I realize that I'm nowhere close to being in their league, for the most part.
Then, again, sometimes I look at photos on Flickr, or photos for sale at art shows, and I think, "My photos are easily that good!" Maybe I just don't give myself enough credit. Maybe I don't pimp myself out enough on Flickr by posting to relevant groups. Maybe I should start submitting my work to stock photography websites/companies. After all, I've been published in a magazine (Tricycle) and in an online travel guide (Schmap Baltimore), among others.
Then the question becomes: when will I feel satisfied with my photography? When I'm making a steady income from my photos? When one of my photos is recognized by Flickr's super-secret Interestingness algorithm for the Explore page? And how much time and effort do I put into these goals, just to satisfy my own ego?
Maybe, for now, I can simply remain satisfied with my continuing progress as an amateur photographer, and just enjoy taking pictures.
Yashica FX-D Quartz Test Roll
Thu 3 September 2009, 11:05PM | posted in photosCamera: Yashica FX-D Quartz

I mentioned last month that I was planning to get a new battery cover for my Yashica FX-D Quartz. It cost me $25 for a Yashica FX-3 off of eBay (which doesn't seem to work, incidentally), plus a $10 battery from Radio Shack, but it was totally worth it.
Gulls on the Maumee
Thu 27 August 2009, 10:05PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

Seen near One Seagate in downtown Toledo, this past Monday.
Pictures of Mom
Thu 20 August 2009, 10:45PM | posted in family; photos
My Mom asked me to scan in some pictures of her over the years, since the family photo albums are all at my place now. I posted over a dozen of them over on my Facebook... but this is one of my favorites. She's probably about 18 years old here, and I'd like to think that the family resemblance is obvious, even though I was never quite that thin.
Catbus In Flight
Thu 13 August 2009, 10:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

I bought this miniature catbus-on-a-stick during our last trip to Tokyo. Now he happily guards my jade plant.
What's New With Me
Mon 10 August 2009, 10:25PM | posted in photography; randomness; runningI rarely do these catch-all blog posts anymore, but since I've committed to blogging every weekday for a while, I figure I can let one of these slip in.
Last night I bid on (and won) a Yashica FX-3 35mm film camera on eBay. I bought it specifically so I could have a battery compartment cover that will also fit the Yashica FX-D Quartz I already own — I think that's all that's wrong with it. This particular model of camera won't work with a dead battery, and the battery cover is completely stripped out, so it's nigh on impossible to remove the cover once it's screwed in. So, if a fresh battery fixes it, then I have two cameras to play with, and I just have to swap the battery cover between them. (Also? Once I get the FX-D working, I'm planning to re-leather it for cheap.)
Today I finished running a test roll through the Spartus Full-Vue. Brought it to work, in fact, and got several comments about the fancy/old camera sitting on my desk. The test roll will include photos from my house, the Hindu Festival, and downtown Toledo. I really hope I kept the camera on "instant" exposure instead of "time" exposure — when I went to remove the film this evening, it was on "time", which could mean that the last part of the roll will be especially blurry and overexposed. Crossing my fingers that I didn't accidentally fuck up my test roll...
I mentioned the Hindu Festival — Aaron and I went to see my supervisor perform a Bollywood-style dance with a group. Well, to be fair, that wasn't the only reason we went — we wanted to try the food and see the sellers' stalls, too — but it was the main one, and the reason I knew the festival even existed. My supervisor, it turns out, once did classical dance (she's built for it like I never was — my height, but long-limbed), and she was a joy to watch.
And now for something completely different: I went on my first walk/jog in a VERY long time yesterday morning, and I'm feeling it today. I only ran for a total of maybe three or four minutes out of the 20 I was outside, but I'm OK with taking baby steps. My plan is to walk/jog — or do "interval training," as it were — on Sunday mornings and Tuesday and Thursday evenings. How I do it: I have an exercise playlist set up on my iPod, where the songs are mostly four minutes long, and between 100 and 150 beats per minute. I run through the first verse and chorus, then see how I feel — run through another verse, or switch back to a walk? I should probably stick to more brief jogging stretches for now, and not try to push myself too hard in the middle of my jog like I did on Sunday (damn you, Kool and the Gang). I also should add more songs in the neighborhood of 150 bpm, as I think that's about the pace I jog (gauged from running around the basement for less than a minute just now).
Well, It may not be terribly coherent, but that's the latest in a nutshell. Looking forward to the International Festival this coming Saturday, going to King's Island with Amy and Aaron in a few weeks, and going to Chicago over Labor Day Weekend. Which reminds me: I need to go research the conveyor belt sushi joints in Chicago...
Camera On-Deck
Thu 6 August 2009, 9:50PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

Next up for a test roll: the Spartus. It's basic, it's old, and I think it's actually supposed to take 620 film, although I managed to successfully load a roll of 120.
Perusing the Jewelry
Thu 30 July 2009, 10:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

At the Ann Arbor Art Fairs, Saturday 18 July 2009.
Actually, Amy is perusing the jewelry, while Aaron is looking bored out of his gourd.
Miniature Diners
Mon 27 July 2009, 9:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

Seen at the Ann Arbor Art Fairs, 18 July 2009.
Front Porch Barbershoppers
Thu 23 July 2009, 10:10PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N
Seen during the Toledo Old West End Festival, 2 June 2007.
Street Musician in Alley, Ann Arbor, 2008
Thu 16 July 2009, 8:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N
Taken at The Ann Arbor Summer Art Fair (The Guild) on 19 July 2008.
We'll be heading to this year's art fairs on Saturday. Since I've taken photos of Ann Arbor with my Holga 120 film camera (photo above), DiMAGE X50 digital point-and-shoot, Nikon DSLR, and my iPhone, I figure it's time to bring my trusty (?) Lomo to the fairs.
Digital Memories
Sat 11 July 2009, 8:55PM | posted in photographyThe last time I put photos into a physical photo album was June 2005, from my step-brother Philip's high school graduation.
I purchased my Nikon D50 DSLR in December 2005.
Coincidence? Definitely not.
I didn't completely stop using my film cameras once I bought my DSLR, of course. I still regularly used my Lomo LC-A — and, later, my Olympus XA and Holga and some vintage cameras. So, now I have two photo storage boxes full of photos from Jan 2005 (and two with photos from 1994 through 2004, in addition to multiple photo albums). Since I get my photos developed by online mail-order photofinishing, I get scans of my photos before the prints arrive in the mail, which is helpful for blogging and Flickring, even though they're not super-high-res.
Now that the majority of my photos are digitized (except the occasional roll from the Holga or another vintage camera), I sometimes forget that my switchover to digital wasn't so long ago. Our honeymoon photos aren't digital. Our photos of our apartment in Bowling Green aren't digital. I did take digital photos when we first moved into our house in Toledo, but with the point-and-shoot we had at the time. Plus, like I mentioned, I have scans saved of all my Lomo and other 35mm photos that I sent to Snapfish or other services.
But there are events I'm remembering that I don't have digitized, like previous years' fireworks photos (which sparked the thought in the first place). I'm definitely going to go through and start scanning and posting notable photos from years past — I'll have to go through my boxes and albums to see what rates being scanned and what can just stay analog.
Stay tuned to my Flickr photostream to see what gems I unearth...
Fireworks, 2009
Thu 9 July 2009, 9:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
Aaron and I enjoyed our evening of Myles Pizza and fireworks in Bowling Green this year. It had been a few years since we'd done the fireworks thing, and we enjoyed ourselves, even though the fireworks weren't especially spectacular.
This was the first year I shot digital for fireworks photos; I think they came out great, and photographing fireworks with instant feedback was a lot of fun! Check out other fireworks photos from years past, including 2005 (in Holland, Ohio), 2004 (in Bowling Green), and 2002 (at Hemlock Lake in Michigan).
Bonus shot from 2002: Diana incredibly fat and sunburnt. Yikes.
Quick Nap
Thu 2 July 2009, 11:37PM | posted in japan 2009; photosCamera: Nikon D50
Seen from the window of Okonomi Yukari, in Akiba Ichi.
Tokyo Tower Sunset
Thu 25 June 2009, 11:28PM | posted in japan 2009; photosCamera: Nikon D50

As seen from Room 950, Tokyo Prince Hotel, in that brief moment between sunset and the illumination of the Tower (6:15 PM).
In other news, all of my Japan 2009 photos are finally uploaded to my Flickr account, so feel free to peruse, if you haven't already.
Jizo and Pebbles
Thu 18 June 2009, 8:15PM | posted in japan 2009; photosCamera: Nikon D50

Seen in Nikko, west of the Annex Turtle Inn Hotori-An, where we had stayed the previous night.
From Wikipedia:
In Japan, JizÅ, or OjizÅ-sama as he is respectfully known, is one of the most loved of all Japanese divinities. His statues are a common sight, especially by roadsides and in graveyards. Traditionally, he is seen as the guardian of children, particularly children who died before their parents. Since the 1980s, the tendency developed in which he was worshipped as the guardian of the souls of mizuko, the souls of stillborn, miscarried or aborted fetuses. In Japanese mythology, it is said that the souls of children who die before their parents are unable to cross the mythical Sanzu River on their way to the afterlife because they have not had the chance to accumulate enough good deeds and because they have made the parents suffer. It is believed that JizÅ saves these souls from having to pile stones eternally on the bank of the river as penance, by hiding them from demons in his robe, and letting them hear mantras.JizÅ statues are sometimes accompanied by a little pile of stones and pebbles, put there by people in the hope that it would shorten the time children have to suffer in the underworld (the act is derived from the tradition of building stupas as an act of merit-making). The statues can sometimes be seen wearing tiny children's clothing or bibs, or with toys, put there by grieving parents to help their lost ones and hoping that JizÅ would specially protect them. Sometimes the offerings are put there by parents to thank JizÅ for saving their children from a serious illness. JizÅ's features are also commonly made more babylike in order to resemble the children he protects.
This Jizo must have been part Wicked Witch, or made of sugar, as it seems to have melted...
Blackbird Fly Test Roll
Thu 11 June 2009, 11:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Blackbird Fly

I purchased a new toy camera at Kiddyland in Harajuku while I was on vacation. I hadn't expected to find any such thing there; we had other cuteness on our agenda. But when I saw that camera on display, I couldn't say no.
I had planned to take a test roll in Tokyo and Nikko, but I forgot the Blackbird Fly in Aaron's backpack at the inn, and once I realized what I'd done, wasn't about to walk all the way back to the edge of town to get it. So I finished the roll at the Old West End Festival on Saturday, instead.
Overall impression: I like it. It makes distinctive photos, which is a big plus; also, it's just manual enough to keep me on my toes, while being forgiving enough that my slip-ups don't ruin everything.
More photographic geekery follows — and more pictures, too.
Tokyo Tower, Thursday Morning
Thu 4 June 2009, 9:15PM | posted in japan 2009; photosCamera: Nikon D50

As seen from the Tokyo Prince Hotel, room 950, on 18 May 2009 at 7:45am JST.
Why I Don't Do Event Photography
Mon 1 June 2009, 12:55PM | posted in photographyI had been planning to write an entry about the strong and weak points of my new "walkaround" lens, and why I'm contemplating buying a similar but more expensive version of the lens. After some reflection, though, I realized that I just need some more real-world experience, both with my Sigma 18-200mm and with my DSLR in general.
Don't get me wrong: I got some great shots in Japan. My new, wider lens allowed me to get everything I wanted in the frame without backing way up: meals, quick snapshots, and self-portraits all turned out a bit better for the wider angle. The zoom factor also helped on occasion, and allowed me to choose how to frame a shot, instead of just getting in as tight as I can and composing what I've got in frame.
The major downside, apart from some bigtime distortion at the 18mm end, was the speed of the lens -- that is to say, how well it performs in low light. It's not a particularly fast lens, meaning that it can't "suck light out of a black hole." This can be problematic, since I tend to do a lot of available-light photography.
My knee-jerk reaction? I need a better lens. One that's faster, or that has vibration reduction. The truth? I need to learn to use my camera to its fullest before I go maxxing out my consumer-grade equipment.
The whole time that I was mentally complaining about my slow lens, trying to use a slow-sync flash or brace the camera or whatever -- that whole time, my ISO was set to 200. I could have cranked it up to 1600, if the thought had ever occured to me. Better to have a sharp and grainy picture than a blurry and unusable picture, after all. But the thought literally never occured to me.
I guess I'm still living in a film world, to a degree. ISO? Set it and forget it. I should have set it to auto and let the camera decide, if I wasn't going to keep up with it myself.
I still got plenty of neat pictures, even so. (And, yes, I'll be posting them over the next while. Check my Flickr for the latest.) I just still have a lot to learn.
Playing Field, Tokyo
Thu 28 May 2009, 9:05PM | posted in japan 2009; photosCamera: Nikon D50

Seen from the Main Observation Deck of the Tokyo Tower, 13 May 2009 at 6:55pm.
Second-floor Light
Thu 7 May 2009, 6:46PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G
Seen from the upstairs of PizzaPapalis in downtown Toledo.
N University and State St, Ann Arbor
Thu 23 April 2009, 10:55PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

Sanja Matsuri, Asakusa 2007
Thu 16 April 2009, 10:45PM | posted in japan trip 2007; photosCamera: Nikon D50

Seen in Asakusa during the Sanja Festival, 19 May 2007.
We never did find out what mythology was being played out here, and were slightly disappointed that the main characters never actually enacted the swordfight that kept being alluded to.
Party Like It's 1996
Thu 9 April 2009, 11:59PM | posted in photos
Heather, me, Liz, and Mary at Drew's party, March/April 1996. (Or thereabouts.)
From back in the days when friends were plentiful and my love with Aaron was new, shortly after Mary introduced the two of us. This party involved watching the Star Wars Christmas Special, drinking Everclear mixers, and playing Risk.
(Taken at the same party this photo was from.)
Exactly 13 years ago... Damn.
Candle Composition
Thu 2 April 2009, 11:15PM | posted in crafty; photosCamera: Nikon D50

Pictured: Cosmopolitan, Amaretto Sour, and Lavender. Wish I would have played with this composition a little more; I didn't try this particular angle until the very end of this evening's photo session.
The candles are, of course, made by Yours Truly and are for sale — $5 for the Cosmo, $4 for the Amaretto Sour, and a mere $1.50 for the cute 2oz Lavender. Other scents that would be smashing in a cocktail glass: Piña Colada, Fuzzy Navel, Green Apple (appletini, anyone?).
High-Level Bridge
Thu 26 March 2009, 9:52PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G
As seen from the fitness path by the Owens Corning building.
This was originally going to be a test of posting a photo to my blog from Flickr via my iPhone... until I discovered that I can't blog photos via Flickr Mobile. D'oh!
I can, however, "moblog" by e-mailing a photo to my Flickr account. Flickr will then automatically post it to my blog at the same time, which is handy. I'll give that a try sometime soon.
I do wish that Flickr had more specific settings for category and excerpt and a few other minor tweaks. It's a pain to have to go in and assign a category after blogging a photo from Flickr (which is why I rarely do it that way).
Attentive Kitty
Thu 19 March 2009, 11:05PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
Mei always gets so excited when the windows are opened for the first time in Spring. It's like her Cat TV turns into Cat HDTV.
On My Candlemaking Hobby
Tue 17 March 2009, 11:50PM | posted in craftyOne of the many things I record and track in my life is the income and expense from my hobby of making soy candles. Since September 2006, I've recouped in sales about half of what I've spent on candlemaking supplies.
This is not a lucrative hobby for me, mainly because I keep it as a hobby. I'm not willing to spend time and money to make this a viable second income. I don't need a second income right now.
I tried selling on Etsy, just for shits and giggles, and only had one customer. Granted, I only sold my standard wares, and didn't do anything fancy or eyecatching with the packaging, so my candles were basically lost in a sea of craftiness. It also didn't help that candles are heavy and relatively expensive to ship, compared with their per-unit cost.
Mainly, I have two repeat customers, both friends, both local. They've been responsible for the majority of my sales (15 out of 24 total sales, or $130 out of the $300 total I've made in the past 2½ years). I've had some sporadic decent-sized orders from other people — one gift basket, ordered by a former supervisor of mine; and one batch of stocking-stuffer candles with custom labels, ordered by a friend and former co-worker — but I subsist mainly on my two repeat customers and a few random co-workers who discover (or remember) that I make and sell candles.
I recently had the chance to kick things up a notch. A really BIG notch.
I got an e-mail last week from a potential candle buyer in New York state, who requested a quote on a custom batch of candles for a party she was throwing at her church. It was a 1950's-themed party, so she wanted root-beer-scented mini-mugs (which she must have found via Google, since they're no longer linked from my candle site) and parfait/sundae glasses in vanilla. There would be three to four candles per table, and 35 to 40 tables.
I about passed out when I did the math. That's roughly 140 candles. At $4 apiece (minus a bulk discount of 10%), that comes out to $500.
I seriously considered doing it. Then I kept doing the math.
Mine is a very low-volume operation. I don't even have a proper wax-melting vessel; I use a Pyrex measuring cup I got at Goodwill years ago. I can make about 18 ounces' worth of candle in one batch. That means I'd be making candles for literally two weeks straight. Every night. Unless I took a weekend to just make candles ALL DAY LONG.
And that's not even considering the initial monetary investment I'd have to make in bulk fragrance oils, dye, and soy wax.
I e-mailed the woman back and politely declined, telling her that I just am not equipped for such a large order. Granted, I probably could have done it. Would it have gotten me more return customers and expanded my business? I doubt it; not from New York.
I'm content to continue making custom hand-poured candles for my friends and acquaintances, and to keep my hobby as a hobby. Although I must admit that I wouldn't be upset to see myself break even one of these years.
Built By King Bridge Co.
Thu 12 March 2009, 10:05PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50

Seen in downtown Toledo, 1 February 2008.
Stalking the Wild Totoro
Thu 5 March 2009, 7:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

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Too Many Hobbies
Tue 3 March 2009, 11:25PM | posted in creative; houseI'm fighting the urge to embark on too many projects at once. This is normal.
Would you believe that I still haven't finished scrapbooking our honeymoon? From 2003? Or that I have 8mm videocamera footage from back in April 2000 that I never managed to edit together into a final montage? IKEA kitchen accessories purchased a year and a half ago, and never installed? Photos and art moved from our apartment back in 2004 that I still haven't hung on the walls? Art that I've purchased, and photos that I've gotten enlarged, and haven't yet framed?
I'm trying to make a concerted effort to finish these orphaned projects before I start on anything new. I'm also coming to terms with the fact that some things, like my three unfinished novels, may never be done.
I'm on Day Two of a new initiative to prioritize and get things done, and it's going well. One chunk at a time, and nothing too overwhelming — that's how everything will get done.
Maybe, someday, my desk will even be clean and organized.
Pshaw.
Weekend Hangout
Thu 26 February 2009, 11:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50

As seen on 26 April 2008.
Lensbaby 3G
Thu 19 February 2009, 10:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

The Lensbaby 3G that I purchased on eBay last week arrived yesterday — just in time for me to have only a few minutes to play with it before heading off to Zen. I spent all of today looking forward to having time with my Lensbaby this evening... then found myself fresh out of ideas for still life setups in my house after only an hour (which, honestly, didn't seem like that long).
Two more photos and some product commentary after the jump...
Fantasy
Sun 8 February 2009, 10:45PM | posted in humor; photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G
Seen in Barnes & Noble, at the Shops at Fallen Timbers in Maumee.
Someone was making an editorial comment about these elusive male multiple orgasms... Cute.
Published
Thu 5 February 2009, 9:45PM | posted in photos; spiritualityCamera: Nikon D50

Many thanks to the fine people at Tricycle Magazine for offering me my first real opportunity to be officially published. My photo, Zen Altar with New Bowl, was printed in conjunction with a brief article on Setting up your home altar in the Spring 2009 issue of Tricycle.

I'm published!
Review Addendum: Sigma 18-200mm Lens
Wed 4 February 2009, 11:30PM | posted in photography; reviewsMy husband was surprised when I gave such an uncomplimentary review to the Sigma 18-200mm lens I recently purchased. True, I did originally drool over the idea of having a wide-angle and a telephoto in one lens. It's also true that the entirety of my "test" involved only low-light interiors: a sushi restaurant, a coffee shop, and our living room.
Before passing final judgment on this particular lens, I thought it only fair to research the other comparable lenses. By "comparable" I mean similar focal lengths and maximum apertures. I had thought to find a faster and more expensive lens but, as I discovered, even the most wide-open superzooms or walkabout lenses aren't suited for low light photography.
I do own a Sigma 50mm macro lens with a maximum aperture of f/2.8, so I thought it would be only fair to compare the new superzoom with the 50mm prime lens, just to make sure I would be able to get the shots I was after with a faster lens. Earlier this week, I took a few identical photos with each lens to see how they compared.

This image basically embodies what I found: the results from the 50mm prime lens were definitely more passable, due to the faster shutter speed, but were still nothing to write home about.
If I were to want to take ambient light photos in this kind of lighting situation, I would likely brace myself and/or my camera against something stable, rather than shooting handheld alone. I would also crank up the ISO as far as possible — something I failed to do in either test.
I'm planning to give the walkaround lens more of a walkaround, learn to use it properly, and develop a steadier hand. I really am looking forward to having such a wide range of composition options open to me... although this will force me to consider all of them, rather than just working within what my 28-70mm (and my feet) can give me.
Review: Sigma 18-200mm f/3.5-6.3 AF DC II Lens
Sun 1 February 2009, 9:00PM | posted in photographyI've been wanting a longer lens for my Nikon D50 for some time. I've owned this camera for over three years now, and have been making do with my Sigma 28-70mm zoom for most of that time.
My previous "good" camera was the Minolta X370s 35mm SLR. Over the six or so years that it was my main camera, I acquired a 28mm wide-angle lens, 50mm standard lens, 80-200mm zoom, 2x teleconverter, and three macro filters. I've been jonesing to be able to get in close to the action like I once could.
So, I went online, seeking out the zoomiest zoom for the most reasonable price, and I found the Sigma 18-200mm. First, I found one with Optical Stabilization, but when I saw how much that added to the price, I opted against it and ordered one without.
It really is true, what they say: you get what you pay for.
Winter Walk Triptych
Thu 29 January 2009, 2:40PM | posted in photosCamera: Apple iPhone 3G

Self-portraits during my lunch walks in 2006 (Arrowhead Park in Maumee), 2008 and 2009 (both downtown Toledo).
I always seem to be scowling in my self-portraits, except when I'm being deliberately cheery (or cheesy). Makes me wonder if I always look like that, and if everyone around me always thinks I'm pissed off.
She's Ready For Her Closeup
Thu 22 January 2009, 10:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

Thanks to the dedicated flash that Aaron bought me for Christmas, I can now take photos of my kitty Mei without weird shadows and otherworldly glowing eyes. I also love the soft catch-light in Mei's eye, from the bounce-flash off the ceiling.
See Mei larger-than-life on Flickr.
How Far We've Come
Thu 15 January 2009, 11:05PM | posted in memories; photos
Diana, Kris, Mark, and Aaron pose in the parking lot after the Dirtbombs show on 21 September 2002, at the Magic Stick in Detroit. We sat the camera — whose was it? — on the roof of the car, set the timer, and posed together behind the back bumper.
Diana and Aaron are both at maximum girth (and still engaged), Mark is younger and skinnier, and Kris... well, he's just Kris. At least some things never change.
(Incidentally? I officially started blogging the day after this photo was taken.)
Sophie and my iPhone
Thu 1 January 2009, 10:40PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A
On Christmas Day, Aaron's cousin Sophie was playing with my iPhone, checking out the photos I'd posted to Flickr from Thanksgiving.
Twitter Update (#1081854694)
Sat 27 December 2008, 11:51PM | posted in photography; status Quote found in my saved mail from Nov 2005: "Luck favors the patient photographer." -Brooks Jensen
Christmas Portrait 2008
Fri 26 December 2008, 10:05PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
Season's Greetings from the Schnuth Family - Aaron, Diana, and Mei.
Cozy Thanksgiving
Mon 15 December 2008, 11:35PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A
Curled up on the couch after a pleasant Thanksgiving.
Quiet Night At Home, December 2007
Mon 1 December 2008, 9:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
This is how I still see myself in my mind's eye, even though this is how I really look now: 20 pounds lighter and with 13+ inches less hair.
MC Frontalot @ Howard's
Sun 16 November 2008, 8:49PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
Aaron and I went to see MC Frontalot and his nerdcore friends at Howard's in BG on 6 November 2008. Right up front. Awesome show.
I also took some video from our front-row vantage point, and Aaron posted a review of the show on his blog at schnuth.com.
Lomo LC-A: How Do I Love Thee?
Tue 11 November 2008, 7:45PM | posted in photographyI realized before I went out to the Fulton County Fair out in Wauseon that I hadn't used my Lomo LC-A in a good three years, since the Bob Mould show in Detroit back in October '05. So, I loaded up with two cameras for the fair: the digital point-and-shoot, for pics to post online ASAP; and the Lomo, for artsy, low-light pics of carnival rides.
I took a whole roll of hopefully-artsy photos of people and rides and buildings, trying to recapture the look and feel of my old Wood County Fair pics from back in 2002. Burned through the whole roll, sent it off to Snapfish, and awaited my scans and photos.
Alas, it appears I should have tested the camera first. The shutter isn't firing. I got back not a roll of artsy photos, but a replacement roll of film.
So, after the disappointing performance of the XA at the Matthew Sweet show, I decided to look into fixing my Lomo. See, the Lomo is fully automatic, while the XA is aperture-priority, so the Lomo actually might have performed better in those conditions. Anyway, I Googled "lomo shutter repair," and found a site I'd actually used the last time I had to repair the Lomo (again, three years ago), which reminded me that maybe I just need to get some new batteries. *facepalm*
But. If it's not just the batteries...
Maybe I should look for a new Lomo.
Checked on lomography.com: $250. Heck, no. Checked on eBay: $150-ish. Not entirely OK with spending that much, either. I mean, it does make unique pictures, but I only use it a few times a year, if that.
I'm hoping that it's the batteries.
Matthew Sweet at the Beachland Ballroom
Tue 4 November 2008, 8:34PM | posted in music; photosCamera: Olympus XA
Unfortunately, the usually-trusty Olympus XA didn't handle the lighting very well, so this is the best photo I got from the show on 25 October 2008.
What I Do For Fun And Profit
Tue 28 October 2008, 11:50PM | posted in crafty
This candle will soon be going up on my Etsy store, assuming I don't sell it to someone at work first.
I'm planning to do a bit of a holiday sales push on the candles, reminding all my friends and former co-workers that my candles are perfect Christmahanukwanzakah gifts. I can't really do discounts, since the whole point is to actually break even on this hobby of mine... but I have been known to cut deals on gift basket sets.
I've gotten some sample scents from my newest supplier, and have been highly disappointed to find that their Cranberry scent smells like port-o-john, and their regular Basil scent smells like Seabreeze astringent. From what I can tell so far, though, their Eggnog and Christmas Pine and Candy Corn and Caramel Apple and Fresh Basil are double-plus awesome. We'll see for sure when I make test candles out of them.
Think of me when you get your Secret Santa going on at the office, and suddenly need a selection of anyone-will-like-this gifts! (The four-ounce candle in the picture is $4 plus shipping, if you're interested..)
I Used To Be Able To Draw
Mon 27 October 2008, 11:35PM | posted in creativeI think I want to pick up drawing again, just so I can make ad-hoc webcomics of funny things that happen to me, or things that Aaron says. I mean, some things are just funnier visually.
Case in point — and I probably shouldn't even blog this until I have a three-panel comic to go with it, but I will anyway: Aaron and I were standing on the floor before the Matthew Sweet show at the Beachland Ballroom, chatting and being bored until the opener came on. So, I pulled out my cell phone and updated the world about how we'd just eaten Vietnamese with Aaron's cousin, and were now waiting for the show to start.
"You know," I told Aaron, "since I haven't been able to tweet from work, my blog has really gone down the shitter." It's true: when I would tweet six times a day from work, I'd feel obligated to put some "real" content on my blog on a daily basis. Lately, though, I haven't, and content has gone, as I said, down the shitter.
Aaron looked at me and said, "The Twitter Shitter?"
Immediately, in my mind, I had the flash of a three panel comic detailing our exchange, ending up with a great font-perfect parody of a Twitter Shitter, with appropriate and obvious signage.
This isn't the only time I've thought that, man, I should really draw this and put it online in a comic/flash animation. If only I could *really* draw.
My Queue
Mon 13 October 2008, 10:30PM | posted in geekspeak; writingMy plan had been to get a move-on with migrating my blog to my other server tonight. I'm planning an entire redesign, and am finally ready to sit down and do it.
My hosting provider had other plans.
Turns out that, somehow, I didn't get the Past Due Notice that I'm *sure* they must have sent before charging me a late fee. So, when I tried every possible password combination to log into my Cpanel and nothing worked, I decided to log into the Members section of their site, where I discovered that my account had been suspended. I promptly PayPal-ed them my annual $85 for 5GB of webspace (plus a $9 late fee), then contacted Billing (via a support ticket, since they had no e-mail or other contact form on their site) to confirm that my payment had been received and that my account would be un-suspended.
To their credit, they responded within an hour and reactivated my account — while I was writing this blog entry, in fact. I was seriously considering whether I wanted to continue my business relationship with a company that doesn't seem to notify its customers before suspending their accounts... but this is the first real issue I've had with them (besides their initial data entry error in calling me "Dina"), so I'm willing to stick with them for another year. After all, dianaschnuth.com has been hosted there for the past three years with no major snafus.
I hadn't been planning to go off on my web hosting provider, though. I'd been planning to detail my project plan for the next couple of months.
November, as usual, is National Novel Writing Month. I've never "won," meaning I've never successfully completed a 50,000-word novel in the month of November. I've never finished a 50,000-word novel at all. I have three unfinished novels, though: the first, started in 1999 (I think) and clocking in at 19,400 words, I haven't touched since 2004, according to Windows. The second was my first real attempt at NaNoWriMo, back in 2005 — between my NaNo wordcount and subsequent additions, it's up to 16,000 words, and hasn't been touched (besides the story bible) since late 2006. The third was last year's half-hearted attempt at NaNo, which only made it to 10,000 words, despite being a plot idea I'm particularly fond of.
I'm going to pick one of these to write on this November. Since I haven't successfully completed NaNoWriMo with 50,000 words in 30 days, I'm not going to be invoking the Zokutou Clause by finishing a previous work and still claiming to be officially participating. See, the rules clearly state that all actual writing must be done within the month of November (of the current year) in order to qualify. So, technically, I'm not planning to do NaNo this year. I am, however, planning to devote much of my November to writing.
Which means I need to get my blog redesigned (or well on its way) in the next 2½ weeks. And then decide which story I want to finish this November.
Oh, yeah, and after that? I should really update my portfolio and resume.
One Thing I Saw This Weekend
Sun 5 October 2008, 11:05PM | posted in otaku; photosCamera: Nikon D50

Seen in the dealer room at the Providence Anime Conference, 5 October 2008.
More photos (and con report) to come...
Fear of Rejection
Sun 21 September 2008, 11:20PM | posted in craftyOut of my previous list of candle inventory for sale, I managed to sell three: two Kahlua and one Hazelnut Coffee. The rest are in the process of being posted to my new Etsy store:
There are a LOT of soy candles for sale on Etsy, though, and mine don't really stand out for any particular reason. I guess I just wonder how long it's going to take before I actually sell anything.
I know that nothing has really changed about my little operation: I still melt 18oz of wax at a time in my thrifted Pyrex measuring container. I still measure my annual sales in single-digit quantities. But now that I've put items for sale on a much more public scale... I don't know.
I'm really just dabbling in a hobby, and making money to offset what I spend on said hobby. I have no right to feel like I'm a "candlemaker" or a "craftsperson," really. If my candle sales took off, it's not like I'd actually ramp up the operation or anything. So that means I shouldn't feel bad if my three little votives don't sell, right?
Right?
Twitter Update (#928946003)
Sat 20 September 2008, 10:08PM | posted in crafty; status Just put my first item up on Etsy! It's a lilac soy votive candle; not very unique. Link
Downtown BG
Tue 16 September 2008, 11:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
Seen during the Black Swamp Arts Festival, 6 September 2008.
Twitter Update (#915133244)
Tue 9 September 2008, 10:45AM | posted in crafty; status Damn. I can't edit blog entries from work. The Hazelnut Coffee candle and one Kahlua are now spoken for. Still have Coconut, Lilac, more...
Twitter Update (#915105474)
Tue 9 September 2008, 10:22AM | posted in crafty; status Hey! Who wants some homemade soy candles? I'm blowing out my current inventory: Link
Candle Sale!
Fri 5 September 2008, 11:50PM | posted in crafty
It's time for the First Annual Soy Candle Blowout! (No pun originally intended... but that does have a nice ring to it, doesn't it?)
See, I figure I can justify my candlemaking hobby if I actually recoup some of the money I spend on supplies. My losses have been steadily declining over the years, until 2008 is finally looking like the year I might actually turn a profit on this hobby. Granted, I've spent only a fraction of what I spent on supplies in previous years, but still. It's all about learning how to maximize profit while still having a good time and making smelly-good candles for me and mine. Right?
I've had this idea in years past that I should really make a big push for Christmas sales, since that's when I usually sell (and gift) the most candles. Last year, 72% of my annual sales were made in December alone; the year before, 65% were from November and December combined. So, I figure that if I can increase my visibility in the months leading up to the holiday season, all the better.
I've considered putting up an Etsy store to try to sell my candles, but I have the feeling I'd probably only sell to my friends and family (and co-workers), anyway. So, best to skip the middleman and just try selling direct from my blog!
For sale to the first people to e-mail me (since comments have been wonky lately), I have up for sale the following 3oz votives from my current inventory:
- Kahlua (
threetwoone available) - Cool Citrus Basil
- Creamy Coconut
Hazelnut Coffee[SOLD]- Vanilla Mint
- Lilac (available via Etsy)
The price is $4 per candle. If you need your candles shipped, we can discuss shipping charges via USPS. Along with your purchase, you also will receive a FREE tealight sample of another fragrance (of my choosing). These samples come two to a box and are perfect for deciding whether you like a scent well enough to buy a votive or mason jar candle. (Not so good for smelling up a whole room, though.) Also excellent stocking stuffers. These tealight samples usually sell for 50¢ for a box of two.
My normal M.O. is to take custom orders: say, two eggnog candles in quilted mugs, or a 10oz cranberry candle. I prefer not to have too much inventory laying around for too long; since I don't have very many customers, I'd rather not make candles in advance and just hope they'll sell. But, while I'm making these custom orders, I like to make additional small votives and tealights, either for myself (why do you think I got into this hobby?) or as gifts, or to sell like this. It's helpful to have SOME inventory when a former boss e-mails me and says, "I need a holiday gift basket for the Secret Santa exchange — what can you do for me?" Since I'm such a small operation, I don't exactly have the equipment to make multiple batches of candles, so a gift basket could take me a week to create, you know? Nice to be able to pull out a Cranberry and a Pumpkin Pie and some boxes of tealights and only have to make one or two "big" custom candles.
Point being, if you ever decide you want a soy candle, and you have a particular scent in mind (even a Bath & Body Works or Yankee Candle scent), just ask. Chances are, I'll be able to oblige.
OK, enough rambling about candle crap that you probably don't care about. Who wants some?
Twitter Update (#910987593)
Fri 5 September 2008, 1:50PM | posted in crafty; status One 16oz Drakkar candle sold to Rob Woz for $12. He even approved of the fruity sample I included. ...I miss my coworker-friends.
Prayer... Warriros?
Wed 3 September 2008, 10:25PM | posted in roadtrips; writingThus saith the Lord: When thou makest thy signs in the manner of Microsoft Word, surely shalt thou heed the line of red, which marketh thy misspellings.
Seen at the Fulton County Fair, 31 August 2008.
Grandpa Pants
Sun 24 August 2008, 11:35PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
This is especially funny because my Grandpa Cook seriously does wear pants like this.
Found the Typo... Again.
Mon 18 August 2008, 9:54PM | posted in writingSomething tells me that the "S" in OSHA doesn't stand for "spelling."
Rainy Church Rainbow
Tue 12 August 2008, 12:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
Seen on Nebraska Ave, en route to downtown Toledo for a Mud Hens game this past Saturday.
Zen Altar with New Bowl
Fri 8 August 2008, 10:04PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
I purchased this bowl on Etsy.com from Bridgeman Studios. Beautiful workmanship, simple design — exactly what I was looking for.
The flowers in the background are clay flowers purchased at the Ann Arbor Art Fairs... but they deserve their own close-up later.
Graffiti Conversation
Mon 4 August 2008, 11:11PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50
Seen on William Street during the Ann Arbor Art Fairs, 19 July 2008.
Etsy (or, Who Knew I'd Buy Homemade Crafts?)
Sun 3 August 2008, 6:10PM | posted in craftyI first learned about Etsy from Dooce.com. Heather buys lots of interesting and kitschy prints and bags and whatnot, and posts about them on her site. Honestly, a lot of the things she posts about are a little too cute for me, so I didn't really go check out Etsy just on her recommendation.
Later on, Aaron pointed out some video game related items that were posted on Etsy: earrings, specifically, I believe. It was at that point that I realized that there are all kinds of crafty people that make all kinds of crafty things, and I started looking for things that would suit my own style.
While I've found some interesting items that I haven't actually bought, I have purchased an etched Buddha pendant, and I have some more purchases on the way this week, including a hand-thrown bowl (for burning incense on my Zen altar) and a cup/mug, and a triptych of Zen-inspired gicleé prints.
Maybe I'll pull a Dooce and photograph my finds and post accolades as appropriate. We'll see...
P.S. - I can't deny the fact that I've considered making things to sell on Etsy myself — specifically, my soy candles, and maybe prints of my photographs. Honestly, though, I'm not sure they'd sell very well. I'd have to come up with some sort of gimmick to make them more saleable — holiday gift sets, or unique packaging, or something like that. I haven't ruled it out, but I have plenty of other projects to keep me busy right now.
P.P.S. - Along those lines... If I were to start offering a weekly candle sale on my blog, to liquidate my current inventory (and actually make some off-peak income to keep funding my hobby), would I have any takers? Or would it really depend on the price? Leave feedback in the comments...
Eagle-Eye or Anal-Retentive?
Wed 16 July 2008, 11:05PM | posted in writing

I see these all the damn time online. I suppose I shouldn't be so continually surprised that professional organizations are apparently bereft of their copy editors in the rush to get news posted online. But typos in ads? This banner ad ran on CNN.com for several weeks before a corrected one appeared.
I'm such a stickler for typos anymore. I guess I always was, but I'm finding them even more lately. I just finished reading a trade paperback — a Sci-Fi Book Club printing, I believe, of The Dragonriders of Pern — that was embarrassingly rife with typographical errors. They're like speed bumps; they take me right out of the story. I can't fathom how a three-in-one book like that got published with so many typos. Don't these companies have editors? Even for a reprint, mistakes happen, and I'd think there would be someone to catch them.
Simple errors like that can make or break a professional relationship, especially one so dependent upon the written word. Would you trust a newspaper that misspelled the word "missile"?
My Obsession With Photos
Mon 7 July 2008, 10:35PM | posted in family; memories; photographyThis weekend, Aaron and I spent an afternoon with his Dad and brother. We went out to lunch, then spent a few hours just talking at their Dad's house.
Of course, me being such a sucker for photos, and being curious about Aaron's family, I started off the requisite photo album viewing by declaring, "I want to see pictures of Fat Grammie!" (Referring, of course, to the brief period of time in the early 1970s when Aaron's grandmother was quite overweight. She went on Weight Watchers and lost it all, and kept it off over the years.)
We ended up looking though nearly a dozen photo albums from the late '60s and the '70s, and I got to see not only Fat Grammie, but Poppa with a beard, and Baby Aaron at two weeks — and Aaron's mother, who passed away just about five years before I met him. I kept being amazed by the people and places I was seeing in these photos — "Wow, you really do look like your mother," and, "Is that the same rocking chair that's still at Grammie and Poppa's house?" and just looking over toward the kitchen to be sure that the linoleum in that photo from 1978 is really the same linoleum that's still there today.
It wasn't until then that I realized why I have such an obsession with photos, and candid, unposed shots in particular.
They're a time capsule.
Litres
Wed 2 July 2008, 9:55PM | posted in photosWorking gas pump, currently dispensing diesel, seen in rural Ontario in June 2008.
Hawaii Report #2
Thu 29 May 2008, 10:30PM | posted in hawaii 2008; photosFriday was our day to go to the Polynesian Cultural Center. When we'd bought our airfare and hotel package, the PCC was listed as one of the possible touristy things we could tack on for an additional price. Since we tend to gravitate toward cultural sorts of things anyway (like Behalt in Amish Country, for instance), we decided to go for it. It wasn't until after everything was bought and paid for that we read online that the PCC is owned and operated by the LDS church, and that the center is more of a theme park than an actual cultural experience.
Even without booze at the luau, though, we still had a great time:
Flickr'd!
Tue 20 May 2008, 11:25PM | posted in hawaii 2008; photosCamera: Nikon D50

The photos we took in Hawaii are now posted in a set on Flickr. If you go through the slideshow, it'll take you about 25 minutes, assuming you don't pause the slideshow and don't skip through.
Next on the agenda: scanning the two photos we bought — one before the Orientation Breakfast (OMG cheesy!) and one before Germaine's Luau (not really cheesy at all). Also, I plan to post some short videos ("moving pictures") to Flickr, as I think some video we took will adhere nicely to that concept. I'm also going to edit together the 100 minutes of video we took into something a little more watchable.
For those of you who have asked if we're planning a party to show off our pictures, here's your Save The Date notice: June 21st, the first day of summer. Start scouring the local Goodwill for your aloha attire!
Happy Birthday To Me
Tue 22 April 2008, 7:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
My husband sent birthday flowers to me at work! Aww!
Blast From The Past
Mon 21 April 2008, 10:57PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
This used to be one of our favorite antique / retro stores to frequent, before it went out of business. Now, about eight or nine years later, it is merely an amusing play on words.
Sapping My Will To Blog
Fri 18 April 2008, 9:33PM | posted in site-related; writingI think that being able to Twitter quick updates all day long is diverting my blog creativity. Well, maybe not my creativity so much as my desire. I mean, I still have plenty of topics to blog about. I have a list. But twittering quickies about how I feel or what I think about during the day is seeming to take the place of blogging. Which isn't what I'd intended at all.
So, for those who subscribe to the RSS and don't read my sidebar (wherein lies my twitter feed), here's what I twittered today (in reverse order, of course):
- 19 days until Hawaii. 26 minutes ago
- Longest Friday EVAR. Because I had nothing to do and had to look busy at my desk. And it was beautiful outside. Now I am home. about 3 hours ago
- last.fm appears to be mainly unb0rked now. we'll see when i go to scrobble today's listenings... about 6 hours ago
- iPod just shuffled from the Beasties to Bonnie Tyler (Total Eclipse of the Heart). WTF? about 6 hours ago
- o noes! @wilw sez that last.fm asploded. well, their datacenter lost power, anyway. ungood - i'm addicted to tracking my listening habits. about 8 hours ago
- New live-action Speed Racer by the Wachowski bros looks sweet: http://tinyurl.com/6absre about 9 hours ago
- Still can't concentrate on work. Doesn't help that I'm waiting on someone else before I can actually do what I need to do. about 10 hours ago
- Can't concentrate on work. Want to be outside! Argh! about 12 hours ago
- Just found out how to set Windows Movie Maker to widescreen mode. AFTER I already captured and uploaded the video wrong. Fix it after work. about 12 hours ago
See the fun crap I post all day? My tweets seem to be par for the course: mainly self-centered updates about the status of me, occasional interesting linkage, and random observations about life in general. Kind of like my blog, but shorter.
My 8th-grade English teacher, Mr. Jay Falls, signed my yearbook (or was it a comment on an essay of mine?) that, like a world-class athlete, a writer like me should practice every day. So, in honor of Mr. Falls and his wisdom, I'm going to make a concerted effort to write a blog entry every day, from now until I go to Hawaii (on May 7).
That doesn't mean I'm going to stop twittering, though...
Edited to Add: Just for kicks, I Googled Mr. Falls to see if I could find out what he's doing now. I think I found him... so I wrote him a "thanks for being a good teacher" e-mail. Am I a goober? I think I might be...
Building Dreams at BGSU
Mon 7 April 2008, 6:43PM | posted in humor; photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
I found this juxtaposition amusing. What kind of dreams are they building?
Butt In Chair
Wed 2 April 2008, 8:30PM | posted in writingI like to write, but I am not a writer.
I have several unfinished stories of various scopes and degrees of completion sitting in the Writing folder on my computer — a dozen short stories, two potential novella-length works (19,500 words and 10,100 words so far, respectively), and one completed piece of short fiction that I wrote seven years ago, trite and utterly predictable though it may be. (I believe it was Ray Bradbury who said that a writer's first million words are just for practice.)
I'd like to try my hand at short fiction, especially since I don't seem to have the mental stamina to stick with a novel-length work long enough to finish it. (I'd love to know how both of my books end! I'd love nothing more than to pick one of them up at a Barnes & Noble and thumb through it in one of the comfy chairs in a corner, learning about my characters and their worlds... but that's not how it works.) Short fiction, though... that takes a certain amount of wit. Savvy. Planning. All of which will take some time to develop.
Unfortunately, the base issue I have with my writing is the same base issue I have with my Zen practice. Call it Butt In Chair, call it Tush To The Cushion, or (in photography parlance) call it f/8 And Be There. It all boils down to just doing something. Do something, and keep doing it until you get better at it.
Until I get better at it.
Photo: Walker Texas Retard
Tue 1 April 2008, 8:25PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
Seen on the BGSU campus, 29 March 2008.
Business Trip #2, Wrap-up
Tue 4 March 2008, 8:00PM | posted in photos; roadtripsCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
The short version: Hotel was what I expected. Training was what I expected, and exactly what I needed. Time spent with co-worker was what I expected, yet not quite, in many ways. Chicago was as cool as I expected, and I expect to go back someday soon.
The detailed version follows....
New Toy
Thu 21 February 2008, 9:05PM | posted in otaku; photographySince I've had a little extra money to throw around, I've been treating myself here and there to things I've been wanting, but haven't really been able to justify. This time, it was a macro lens for my Nikon D50.
I'd noticed recently that the lens I usually use didn't work so well with close-up photography. This is unfortunate, as I really enjoy finding small and/or unusual things and photographing them as best I can. Granted, I do think my "old" lens is in need of cleaning (OK, I know it is), which would explain the weird glow in the comparison photos I took tonight:

I can get in so much closer now, and the images seem to be crisper and have more contrast. I can also narrow the depth of field waaaaay down, throwing everything but my subject out of focus. (Which, for those of you who have seen a decent amount of my photography, is my usual MO.)
So, now I can give you the marimokkori photo I really wanted you to see:
Note the pronounced, um, mokkori. Yeah. That's what I'm talking about.
View From the 12th Floor
Fri 1 February 2008, 9:41PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
Per my mother's request: a view from 12 South Conference Room.
Haiku: Winter Commute
Tue 15 January 2008, 6:15PM | posted in writinggiant fluffy flakes
(this is the way it should be)
drifting down to earth
Toledo: City of the Future
Thu 3 January 2008, 10:55PM | posted in photosCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50
Found at Promenade Park on the Maumee River in downtown Toledo.
City of the future... now there's a scary thought. o.O
Christmas Portrait 2007
Mon 10 December 2007, 8:30PM | posted in photosIt's going to be a long time before I take a Christmas family portrait that I don't have any qualms with. I must say, though, that this year's portrait session went more smoothly than any so far.
If you'd like to know more, read on. Otherwise, accept our best wishes for a happy Yuletide.
(By the way, I've posted all six Schnuth family Christmas portraits, 2002 to 2007, in a set on Flickr.)
Maumee River, Toledo
Fri 30 November 2007, 10:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Olympus XA
Taken during my first week working downtown, over a lunch break. I hadn't realized how beautiful downtown Toledo could truly be, if you just look in the right places.
Writin' My Novel With A Stick In The Sand
Fri 30 November 2007, 8:25PM | posted in writingThe astute observer will have noted that my NaNoWriMo word count has not moved since the end of the first week of November. This is not for lack of updating — this is for lack of writing.
I had a strong start. I cycled between four subsets of characters, and wrote one chapter for each. I'll share their synopses, even though you may not care:
Character Set #1 is a married couple who has recently suffered a miscarriage (art imitating life? what?), which is nearly unheard of in this future society of DNA analysis and "selective progenesis". They go to therapy, as prescribed by their doctor, but it is unhelpful. The wife ends up submitting her late embryo's perfectly healthy DNA to an online service which is able to provide her with digital images of what her child might have looked like at various ages. She becomes obsessive and delusional, despite the therapy.
Character Set #2 is a teenaged couple; he was raised at home, she in a centralized government children's home — an orphanage of sorts, although her parents may very well be alive, but allowed her to come to term without having successfully applied to have a child. This couple ends up experimenting with multiple simultaneous partners and drugs — basically, the girl invites the boy and his friends to an orgy at the children's home.
Character Set #3 is another married couple, but this couple has had their child application denied. The buggy DNA belongs to the husband, who is summarily sterilized so as to prevent his mutation from spreading into the gene pool. His wife is unable to face the prospect of a childless future, and serves him divorce papers.
Character Set #4 brings back a familiar face: the doctor from Sets #1 and #3. This doctor has been practicing since before "selective progenesis" became government policy, and hates having to have people sterilized and having to terminate pregnancies for a few shady genes (or SNPs, if you prefer — Amy, I'm looking at you). He joins an underground society whose focus is saving fetuses which would otherwise be "reclaimed," or terminated and collected for research purposes.
There was almost a Set #5, involving a law enforcement official who specialized in finding people who attempted to subvert the progenesis laws. After writing about a paragraph, I realized that I didn't know enough about the process of detective work or about the inner workings of law enforcement officials and their driving sense of justice. ("Think Javert," I have in my notes on this character.)
When I started the cycle anew, I got to a roadblock. I didn't know what happened next with Set #1. So, I skipped them and moved to Set #2, whom I liked better, anyway. Then I realized that my NaNo could so easily turn into a smut book, even though I did have a focus for their story (guess who gets knocked up and ends up connecting with the rebellious doctor to save her baby?).
Then I just got distracted, and, well, there went the NaNo. Now I have decent starts to three, count 'em, three stories. And that doesn't count the dozens of shitty false starts I have, too.
I'm not overly disappointed. A little, sure, but think about it. This ended up NOT being the month I could or should have concentrated all my effort on writing. New job, mainly, plus stuff with the sangha and trying to wrap up some of my other long-term projects (which I haven't officially wrapped up yet, and I'm feeling kind of guilty about... but more on that later, probably).
I'll get back to it eventually. I'll try to plow through it, too, NaNo-style, and not think too hard about the details. That's what editing is for.
The Happy Couple
Wed 21 November 2007, 10:05PM | posted in photosCamera: Olympus XA
October 27, 2007
Brio at Polaris, Columbus OH
NaNoWriMo 2007
Thu 1 November 2007, 8:45PM | posted in writingSo, who's in?
I have Amy, Beth, and Aaron on my Writing Buddies list at NaNoWriMo.org. Anyone else I should add? Post your NaNo username in the comments, and I'll add you as a Writing Buddy.
Last year, in 2006, I didn't officially do NaNo; instead, I tried adding to my incomplete NaNo from 2005. I didn't get terribly far with that. In 2005, I actually started a new story for NaNo, but petered out halfway through November. In 2004, I wrote on a previous story, but didn't officially do NaNo. This will be my first year actually successfully "winning" NaNoWriMo.
(Like my positive attitude? Me, too.)
I have 1800 words written for my first day. I've figured that if I can write six pages a day, with how I have Word set up, I should get between 1700 and 2000 words per day, which should get me to the finish line in plenty of time. It also makes it easier for me to break things into 2000-word chapters, so I can finish one complete thought in one sitting. That's going to make the month a lot easier to swallow, I think. My plan is to write several different characters' stories, and tie them up at the end into one big overarching story of how things work in one particular aspect of my future society.
So, again I put out the call: who's in?
Volunteering Again
Thu 25 October 2007, 11:35PM | posted in podcastingI had a slightly spontaneous (but not entirely unexpected) meeting with Sensei this afternoon. He called around noonish asking for some help with the podcast he wanted to start — mainly, where to start. So, we met at the dojo (a five-minute drive for me), drove over to Starbucks (another five-minute drive or so), and talked about podcasting over coffee. (By the way? If you're into corporate coffee, the Pumpkin Spice Latte is delish.)
After an hour of discussion, mainly about what podcasts are and how to create them and what we want to do with ours, I went home with his new H2 recorder, a CD of original music, a password or two, and some other vital info.
This is the result.
I spent two hours on the editing and tweaking of the files (which will get progressively easier as I (we) learn the appropriate level settings for the recorder), and I spent considerably longer than that setting up the domain name and the libsyn account.
Now, I know I don't need anything else on my plate right now, especially since I'm a.) job-hunting and b.) revamping the drum corps website. Oh, yeah, and c.) planning to do NaNoWriMo in a week. But, really, I could streamline this to a one-hour operation after zen on Wednesday nights. Aaron suggested I barter for a discount on my aikido, but Sensei suggested that this could be what I contribute to the sangha (zen community). I don't want to get sucked into more than I should, but I know that my talents are best used, rather than left to languish. Plus, like I said before, I like to feel... not so much important, but needed, I guess.
We'll see how this pans out. I want to be helpful, but I know that sometimes that translates to being used, depending on who I'm "helping." I may have to cut some other projects free soon to make room for this one.
Candle Redux
Tue 16 October 2007, 10:15PM | posted in craftyJust got done making a batch of Kahlua candles. Now the kitchen smells like coffee with a hint of chocolate. Mmm.
I really hate having multiple time-sensitive project ideas in my head, especially when I'm so under-motivated to actually *do* any of them. But... I'd really like to make a minor push for candle sales this holiday season. I have e-mail addresses for all of my former co-workers, and I know they like my candles, and I'd like to offer them some sort of deal — maybe a choice between free shipping and a tealight sampler pack or something.
Thing is, my candle website is horribly out of date, and needs a facelift and a new backend — um, that came out wrong. I mean, I need to redesign the site as well as make it database-driven instead of manually-updated. I need to photograph all the containers I have available, plus include other containers I can order online at a moment's notice (these hex votives have been favorites of mine, for example).
That's going to take some time, and I already have more vital things to tackle. Finding a job, retooling the LSM website (per the Board of Directors and Executive Director's instructions), and NaNoWriMo, which isn't so much an imperative as it is a personal goal/desire.
So, if I ultimately decide to do a sales push, and I don't make time to get the website redone soon, it'll have to be with some sort of catalog-style one-time thing. And I'll have to hope that my former co-workers don't get pissed at me for spamming them.
The Flaming Lips at the Agora Theatre
Sun 7 October 2007, 9:50PM | posted in music; photosThe Flaming Lips at the Agora Theatre, originally uploaded by dianaschnuth.
The Flaming Lips in Concert
Mon 1 October 2007, 3:45PM | posted in music; photos; reviews
[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
This was quite possibly the most fun I've ever had at a concert.
Not only are the Lips an incredible band from a musical and lyrical standpoint, but they put on a great show. The audience participation bits actually don't seem cheesy or silly. —Well, I guess they do seem a little silly, but no one really seems to mind. Who cares, when you're beaming a laser pointer (provided by the Lips) off of a giant mirror, or participating in a "scream-along," or bouncing a giant balloon through the crowd up to the very top of the upper balcony?
You MUST check out the rest of my Flaming Lips photos. They tell some of the story. As for the rest of the story... you really just had to be there.
Best concert EVAR.
ETA: Here's the first couple minutes of the show, recorded by Yours Truly:
A Quickie
Mon 20 August 2007, 7:55PM | posted in aikido; crafty; jobhuntI pulled my groin in aikido on Saturday, while trying to roll. I'm getting annoyed with myself for not "getting" it yet. At least my leg seems to be on the fast track, and feels like it should be healed by Wednesday's class. It really put a damper on the weekend's other extra-curriculars, though.
This week, Monday through Thursday afternoons, I'm attending an outplacement workshop paid for by Sky/Huntington. I was dubious about its actual value, but it actually seems like it's going to be helpful. Among some of the highlights will be resume-crafting, networking and job-searching, and negotiating a job offer. I'm actually looking forward to some of this... plus, it gets me out of the office for half a day.
Rob has requested another manly candle, to be picked up this week. In looking at my records, I realize I haven't made any candles since February (which was the last time Rob requested a manly candle). Candle-making is definitely a seasonal thing for me, being that I don't like to have the oven on in the summer, and my timing mojo gets thrown off if I melt candle wax in the microwave instead. Maybe I'll have to ramp up the seasonal candle-making a little earlier this year, and be sure to give everyone at work a going-away candle with my name and URL on it. :-)
Update, 11:45pm: Rob's candle came out well. I used a blow dryer to even out the surface — I should have tried that long ago.
In other news, bumping up the difficulty in Civilization IV really makes a difference: from me beating all the computer players in Chieftain mode to me getting my ass kicked and barely making it to the end of the game with one city intact in Warlord mode. If it weren't almost midnight (and if I weren't gainfully employed and due at work at 8am), I'd start another game.
Samurai Statue, Imperial Palace
Thu 5 July 2007, 9:45PM | posted in japan trip 2007; photos
I'm overdue for another Japan Trip installment, I know...
In lieu of that, for now, I present this photo of the statue of Kusunoki Masashige, just outside the Imperial Palace grounds in Tokyo.
Writer at Heart
Tue 5 June 2007, 10:10PM | posted in writingDespite my assertion that I would get to bed early after a day of being exhausted for no good reason (except lack of sleep, I suppose), I'm still at my computer, twiddling with my "story." Well, my most recent long and unfinished story, anyway. The one I worked on for NaNoWriMo 2005, I believe it was.
I've been listening to my backlogged episodes of I Should Be Writing, and have (unfortunately) started getting the writing bug again. I say this is unfortunate because I have a list of other creative and quasi-creative projects that are much higher on the priority list than fiction-writing. So, in lieu of getting wrapped up in my world of love-struck vampires (I really should read up and see how effing cheesy my premise is, compared to other valid plots within the genre), I went technical and decided to reformat the 16,000 words I have into standard manuscript format.
The last time I had touched my story was November 2, 2006 at 10:46pm. I'm sure I'd edited the wiki since then jeez, maybe not. Only a few days later. Guess I really haven't worked on this in quite a while. At any rate, going through and adding a pound sign in all the scene breaks allowed me to skim through the story and see things that jumped out either as ridiculous or as needing more detail.
My start of a manuscript was 35 pages before reformatting. Now, double-spaced in Courier font with one-inch margins, it's 75 pages. I'm so used to seeing computer-generated type that looking at a layout that simulates the typewritten page seems odd and blocky.
Once I finish my laundry list of job-hunting-related and other website responsibilities, I have a good part of my story in my head, ready to go. I just need to type it out. And make it sound right. (Aye, there's the rub.) I have my offline wiki "story bible" underway (thankfully there's a lot I can forget in a year), and I really, REALLY want to finish this story.
Remember, this is my second attempt at a potential novel or novella. My first "real" attempt at novel-length fiction is a good premise, but I'm afraid it's going to need a complete rewrite, and I'm not even halfway through it yet, and I haven't touched it in... *checks file* ...wow. Almost three years. Main setting/plot points to that one: Matrix-esque Arthur-C-Clarkian headgear for direct information transfer, mobsters infiltrating the police, virtual crime and violence, a subplot of racism vs. cultural pride, and the requisite love interest. The trouble with that one is the setting, really. And all the crazy subplots. I want it to be something I would enjoy reading, but I don't know how it all fits together yet. I want to jump into the future and read it and be entranced by the story, instead of having to figure out the story myself. You know?
One other thing I wanted to write here before I go crash out without making my lunch: I was listening to the Motivation to Move podcast the other day, and Scott Smith rattled off a quick but fascinating list of questions to ask yourself about a situation or decision you may be having trouble resolving. I thought these questions would also be great writing questions to determine character motivations and plot possibilities:
- What would happen if I did?
- What would happen if I didn't?
- What wouldn't happen if I did?
- What wouldn't happen if I didn't?
Seems bizarre and circular to just look at the questions, but think about what they really mean. You could use these for plot points, for character decisions, for all kinds of writing-related issues. Just wanted to throw those out there, so I'd remember them later.
And with that, my readers, I am going to sleep.
P.S. - Is it bad form to ask your First Reader to read your work-in-progress? I feel like I want feedback on where the story is going before it gets there, so I can rein it back and take it elsewhere if it's getting dumb and cliché.
Laughter
Fri 27 April 2007, 8:35PM | posted in photos
Somehow, I really like this picture. I think the blur adds to the photo, rather than detracting from it.
Productive
Thu 19 April 2007, 10:20PM | posted in photography; randomness; webdesignFinished the initial roll of film in the Brownie Starmite. Today was appropriately sunshiny, so I took identical photos to yesterday's overcast ones, plus some others to pad out the roll. Wrote a check to Dwayne's Photo for $14, packed up the film, and will be shipping it off tomorrow morning. I expect to have twelve 4" x 4" prints in my hot little hands by May 1st.
Put away the mess of clothes on the floor by the bed. Went into the small bedroom and arranged all of our board games on a small plastic shelving unit in the closet. (Damn, we have a lot of board games. Trivial Pursuit especially.) Moved my empty steamer trunk from the small bedroom to beside my nightstand. Sometime in the near future, I'll be going through the linen closet and moving blankets into the trunk to make room for the new sheets I intend to purchase.
Submitted the new freelance site to Google for spidering and indexing. I'm planning to use a Google search for the site search, so a good spidering by Google would be a definite plus. Still have a lot to do... I'm not going to end up getting everything done this week that I told them I would. I knew I was giving myself a mighty tall order, what with the laundry list of stuff I had yet to do. Not to worry. It'll get done well before the Japan trip. Hopefully by the end of April, if not sooner.
Paid my credit card bills. A simple task, but still one that makes me feel... satisfied? Relieved? Accomplished? Meh. It's done, anyway.
Paying bills is going to get more interesting in July, when Sky changes over to Huntington's payroll system. Bi-weekly instead of semi-monthly. This will take some getting used to, after being paid on the 15th and the last day of the month for the past 4½ years.
Kodak Brownie Starmite
Wed 18 April 2007, 9:55PM | posted in photographyA couple of days ago, my cubemate James told me that he and his wife had found a couple of old cameras while they were cleaning their house. Since he knew I collect old cameras, he saved them both from the landfill and brought them in to work yesterday for me to check out. One was a simple late-70s / early-80s Instamatic 110 camera, which I dismissed as passé.
The second camera, though, piqued my interest.
It was a Kodak Brownie Starmite camera from the early 1960s (an "instamatic" of sorts itself, as it has no adjustable settings). I gladly took it off of James's hands, and offered him five bucks for it, which he refused. I just so happened to have a roll of 127 film leftover in the freezer from testing the Brownie Bullet a couple of years back, so I brought the camera home, cleaned it off, and loaded it up, then brought it to work today to test it out during my lunchtime walk.
The research I did online said that the Starmite has an aperture of f/11 and a fixed focus at infinity. That basically means that I'm limited to sunny landscapes, so today's overcast weather didn't bode well. I went ahead and took the standard test shots, though: gazebo, telephone pole, path. I'll take similar or identical pictures in a day or two, when it's sunnier out, and we'll see how the camera (and film) reacts to different levels of light.
Note to self: This time, when I'm done with the roll, I'm going to have individual prints made, rather than a contact/proof sheet. The proof sheet for the Brownie Bullet didn't turn out so good. Maybe I'll do some searching for a different place to process, too... but I'm not really dissatisfied with Main Photo. I'd just like to find someplace a little closer to the Midwest, for some quicker turnaround.
Imperial Flash Mark XII Test Roll
Sat 14 April 2007, 10:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Imperial Flash Mark XII

Part of the fun of buying antique cameras, or even just crappy plastic cameras, is that you never know what kind of results you'll get. Could be the focus is off. Could be some crazy vignetting. Could be that those things add charm. Could be that the images are just crap.
I'm not quite sure with this one. I think I need another test roll...
The Perils of Film-Based Photography
Fri 16 March 2007, 10:00PM | posted in photographyYou will have noticed the photo post from earlier today — a rare bird these days, as a.) I haven't been photographing much lately, and b.) I'm not particularly smitten by much of my photography... enough to post it here, anyway.
So, how did it come to be that I waited nine months to get this particular roll developed? Well, I'll tell you...
Drum Corps Cameraphone
Fri 16 March 2007, 7:40PM | posted in drumcorps; photosCamera: Olympus XA

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
Taken at the Toledo All-Star Review, 17 June 2006.
(Yes, I just got the film developed...)
Ohayocon7 Retrospective, Part I: Fried Bologna Sandwiches
Mon 8 January 2007, 6:20PM | posted in food; otaku; photos; reviews; roadtripsCamera: Konica Minolta DiMAGE X50

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
I haven't blogged about the last few cons Aaron and I have attended, mainly because I prefer to save my opinions and narratives for Aaron's podcast. This time, though, there are enough other random, un-anime things that deserve mention that I think I'll go ahead and blog about the weekend. And I will begin at the beginning, with fried bologna sandwiches in Waldo, Ohio...
Christmas Portrait 2006
Mon 11 December 2006, 9:40PM | posted in photos
[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
After ten minutes of experimenting on myself, and ten more minutes of throwing a less-than-thrilled husband and cat into the mix, this was the resulting Schnuth Christmas Portrait for 2006. Not quite sure what I think of it, although it is definitely the best of the set. I think it might be an improvement on last year's photo in some ways, although it's still way ahead of what I did in the past.
What follows are notes to myself for next year and general photography rants and wants. If you're down with that, read on...
A Photo Retrospective
Fri 17 November 2006, 10:15PM | posted in memories; photos
[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
My drumcorps buddy Paul just started a Flickr account and, like so many new Flickrites, has started scanning and uploading photos from his past.
I had been using my Flickr account for artsy photos I was proud of... but Paul inadvertently made me rethink that decision. So, I've started scanning and uploading old photos of my own, starting in 2002. (I was going to start at the end of college in 2001 and work backwards, but 2002 was still a lot of fun.)
Expect more retrospective photos in the near future!
PS - Kris. I must borrow and scan your photo album with the photos of Aaron's move out of Lake of the Schnuth. Especially the one with the giant long brown couch strapped to the top of the Taurus station wagon. Holy shit, that was priceless.
Crunching Numbers
Fri 10 November 2006, 8:30PM | posted in craftyListen. I know everybody who reads this isn't all excited about candlemaking. I know this isn't a candle blog. However: this is where I write everything I'd normally write in a journal — well, almost everything. I do have a private file for potentially embarrassing dreams and rants about people who might read my blog and things like that.
But I digress. My point is that I know you're not all keen on my candling exploits. So, if you'd care to read my stream-of-consciousness number-crunching, continue reading beyond the cut. If not, simply enjoy a picture of my 3.75oz hexagonal votives:

More Candle Crap
Wed 8 November 2006, 10:00PM | posted in craftyWell. I'm finally getting some income to balance out the $100+ expenditure on candle supplies in the past couple of months. It's slow going, but I have faith that Gena will singlehandedly pimp my candles to the entire building where I work.
Sight unseen — or, rather, scent unsmelled — Gena decided that she wanted four, count 'em, four eggnog candles in the quilted cups like I made a few years back. She also told me that she's a total nut about Christmastime, and has something like seven trees up in her house during the holidays. She sets up an annual gingerbread-themed display, she said, which got me thinking about making gingerbread candles, too.
So, I ordered eggnog and gingerbread scents, among other fragrance oils, from my new favorite scent supplier. I also hit the local Goodwill for more cups, as I only had two. Good thing that the quilted cups are among the glassware you will *always* find at Goodwill; I ended up buying four matching cups out of the 20 or so they had. All matching.
Made two eggnog candles Monday evening, and brought one to work on Tuesday for Gena's approval. When she drooled her OK (and it *did* smell pretty damned good), I made two more, plus a votive jar for me. Or for selling later, whatever. Brought those to work today, all wrapped up in tissue paper and packed into a gift bag. Got paid in cash. Good deal. Fun times were had by all.
Later in the day, someone else in our department happened to be hobnobbing in Gena's cube, and saw the candle she had sitting on her desk. Gena gladly volunteered that I made the candle, and that I sell candles, and sent Julie over to my cube to smell my wares. Now, my tealights' scents have faded from being in such close proximity to other scents, so most of my tealights had just kind of mushed together into a generic soy candle smell... but the cranberry tealight was apparently strong enough and fresh enough to spark Julie's interest. She requested a cranberry candle, once I told her how much I charge for various sizes. (Four bucks for a four-ounce large votive, BTW.)
In making Julie's candle (and one for me) this evening, I have officially used up all of my cranberry scent. If this is a hit, I'll be needing to make another candle supply order, even though I had told myself that I wouldn't buy more supplies until I absolutely had to. But, shit, if cranberry sells for the holidays, I'm gonna buy more cranberry.
Maybe tomorrow night, I can finally get around to testing that gingerbread... God, I've turned into a craft geek.
Cla-Zel Theatre, Bowling Green OH
Mon 6 November 2006, 8:53PM | posted in photos
[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
Haven't posted a photo in a while, so I figured I'd post one of the Black Swamp Art Festival pics I just got around to getting developed.
I need to use my Olympus XA more often. Most of the photos on this roll came back out-of-focus, which was *very* disappointing, since it could have been remedied with a steadier hand and more practice at rangefinder focusing.
Day Two of Not-NaNo
Thu 2 November 2006, 10:55PM | posted in writingI wrote nearly 1,000 words tonight, and came up with a more detailed backstory about one character's genealogy. I also wrote out a timeline of events, so I can decide in which month each event happens, so I can more accurately present the setting and all that shit.
Basically, I'm filling out the interpersonal part of the story, because that's what I'm feeling right now. Later on, I'll add in more of the supernatural bits, the backstories, the setting and more characterization and all that. For right now, I'm being very juvenile and wanting to write my more emotionally charged scenes — and no, they're not all love scenes. Actually, I'll end up having very few of those, all told. I'm going for more tension than actual fan-service. Y'know?
I ended up writing for around three hours tonight, and I wouldn't have stopped if my brain hadn't wanted to go to sleep already.
This weekend, I'll be in Michigan at Youmacon, so that'll put the kabosh on any writing for a few days. I'm sure I'll get back into the groove when I get back, though. I'm finally starting to get over my "what do I write next" hurdle, and am just writing *around* the story until I figure out the exact logistics of everything, and the backstories of all the characters and such.
I remember why I enjoy this now.
Day One of Not-NaNo
Wed 1 November 2006, 10:30PM | posted in writingI am officially NOT participating in NaNoWriMo this year. I am, however, budgeting at least one hour per day (preferably two) during the month of November to work on last year's NaNo.
Tonight, I successfully rearranged my story bible wiki into a more navigable tree; I fleshed out my female lead's background and personality; and I rewrote an argument between my male and female leads that had been bothering me and was a big part of why I'd stopped writing on this story. I'd painted myself into a corner, and I've successfully unpainted myself with this rewrite. Making the male lead do what he wanted to do, instead of walking off silently and meekly without even a "fuck you," really added some dimension to their relationship and to their personalities.
I also did some more succubus/incubus research online. There are several resources on the internet that start with, "the only way to kill a succubus is" — and they all end with something different. Burning her. Starving her of sex. Trapping her in her own reflection. And so forth. With all these ideas, though, I'm finally coming up with a halfway decent idea of how my Guild of immortals probably hunts down and destroys incubi and succubi.
I'm not sure what I'll do tomorrow evening, but I'm sure I'll make some more headway of some sort.
In Over My Head?
Wed 25 October 2006, 10:15PM | posted in craftyI just got an e-mail from a friend of a co-worker, asking if I do parties.
?!?!
I had to reply that I don't have enough candles made at one time to do a party, and that's the truth. I'd be making candles every night for two weeks to have enough to give a candle party. I remember how those Partylite parties were, back in 1995. They had so many awesome fragrances, and neat candle holders, and overpriced doodads, and you *had* to order something! You just *had* to! I don't know if I have that kind of draw yet.
For that matter, I don't have a large enough bank of OMG-this-is-so-good fragrances yet, either. So far, it looks like this:
Favorites
* Amaretto
* Amaretto & Coke (my own special fragrance combination)
* Spiced Apple
* Drakkar
* Chocolate Java Beans (another special recipe)
* Cranberry (I'll have to make a bigger candle to be sure, though)
Untested So Far:
* Balsam Sandalwood
* Chocolate Brownie
* Lilac
* Very Vanilla
* Patchouli (Essential Oil)
* Lavender (Essential Oil)
* Cinnamon (Essential Oil)
WTF Not Even Close:
* Basil
* Evergreen (smells like fake evergreen, according to one person)
Everything Else That's Nothing Special:
* Banana (intended to use in making a Banana Cream Pie combo, along with the...)
* Coconut (which could also be good with pineapple for a pina colada candle)
* Chamomile
* Eggnog
* Coffee (excellent combined with the Hershey's Chocolate scent, which I may or may not reorder)
* Hazelnut (not bad with the Eggnog, although I need to try some different eggnog scents)
* Pumpkin Spice
* Spearmint
* Toasted Marshmallow
* White Shoulders
As I said recently, I have more stuff on order from various places, so there are more possibilities in store in the coming days and weeks.
I guess I'm feeling kind of like I'm spinning my wheels; but even if I managed to get a bite (like, say, someone wanting a party, or someone wanting me to be their wholesale soy candle supplier — both things have happened), I'm not prepared for "success". But I don't want to stock up for something that's never going to happen... and I don't want this to be the next big idea I have that never comes to fruition... and I don't want to overthink it, either. :-)
I guess the thing is that I feel like I'm on the verge of a fun and creative supplemental income, and I don't want to blow it by trying too hard and not being able to deliver, or not trying hard enough and missing the boat.
Jesus Christ, Diana, it's just candles. Don't sweat it. *rolls eyes*
Candle Speedbumps
Mon 23 October 2006, 10:40PM | posted in craftyI know it's to be expected and all, but I can't help but be frustrated when things don't turn out right.
Tonight, I tested out my new Cranberry scent, and made five tealights and one teeny votive for myself. The scent seems to be OK, but the color is off. I made the "cranberry" color as vivid as I could, and it ended up coming out more pinkish than cranberry. Maybe next time I'll try my "red berry" dye and see how that turns out.
Last night, I made up a super-quickie batch of Eggnog tealights. They smelled OK, if a bit weaker than I'd wanted. I totally screwed up the color, though. I'm not used to working with *that* small of a batch, and I'd thought that a little touch of caramel color would look good mixed with the "sunshine" dye in the eggnog candles. Nope — they all turned out looking like somebody left the eggnog on the stove to burn or something.
On top of that, I put five different fragrances of tealights in one container, and the scents overpowered one another overnight. The Coffee totally made the Eggnog smell like nothing, and the Coconut was just barely there. Maybe I should look into a little bitty shrink-wrap machine for the individual tealights in my tealight multi-packs? I dunno.
On Friday night, I tested my Evergreen fragrance. One votive for me, and nine tealights. Doesn't smell like evergreen at all, and the hunter/moss green dye I used came out more on the mossy side than the hunter side.
At least Mark's Amaretto and Coke candles came out pretty good. The color wasn't exact, since I ran out of the french vanilla dye and had to make do with caramel instead, but the scent was just as I remembered it. I also made myself a votive of it, and burned that tonight, and the scent throw is awesome on that one. I lit it in the basement, and the smell came all the way up into the living room. Nice.
Note to self: Don't advertise a fragrance on your candle site until you've thoroughly tested it, approve of the fragrance, and have the dye ratio figured out. I now have some people interested in Evergreen and Eggnog candles, and I'll have to just hope they forget about them until I've come up with something better than what I've got right now.
Pine essential oil, anyone?
Business May Soon Be Booming
Sat 21 October 2006, 12:45AM | posted in craftyRemember when Rob asked me to make him a manly candle? Well, that jump-started me back into candlemaking, and I made a batch of Amaretto and Coke candles last night. I ended up taking one of them to work with me, and quizzing my co-workers about what alcoholic beverage they thought it smelled like. Now I suddenly have major interest in my little enterprise — well, four potential buyers, anyway, and at least one person who might just buy a crapload of candles from me as Christmas gifts. Considering I've only ever sold one pack of tealights and one candle, that's major interest.
Now I have to decide: do I gear up for a big run, and potentially have a bunch of candles and containers and scents and packaging material that might just end up taking up space; or do I keep my operation on the down-low, and only make custom candles as requested, keeping my inventory of premade candles at a minimum?
I've already decided that I want to SQL-ify my candle website, making it more easily updateable as I sell candles and as I get new fragrance and container inventory. Not redoing the design, just managing the content.
I guess the big question is, do I ramp up my production, at least of sample tealights? I'm saying that's a yes. On the samples, I mean. Samples are good. Also, do I wait and see which of my current scents sell, and just focus on those, or do I branch out and get even more scents for diversity's sake?
I don't really expect answers from the peanut gallery — I'm just asking them to give myself something to think about, I guess. If you have any pearls of wisdom, though, I'll gladly take them.
I do have a request, though. Name me off some mixed drinks that would smell good as a candle. Ones that I've already thought of:
- Amaretto Sour
- Amaretto and Coke
- Cosmopolitan (Cranberry, Orange & Lime)
- Sex on the Beach (Cranberry, Orange, Pineapple & Peach)
- B-52 (Kahlua & Bailey's Irish Cream)
Any other ideas?
Update, 10/22/06: Additional ideas from my friends/readers:
- Mojito (Lime, Mint, Rum)
I have on order Lime, Kahlua, Bailey's Irish Creme, and Bay Rum fragrances. I already have Amaretto and Cranberry and Coffee and Spearmint on hand. If I can come up with a way to make a White Russian (Mary) or a Jäger Monster (Fries), I'd definitely be up for those. For now, I think I'm going to focus on drinks that are a.) fruity or b.) include Kahlua.
Damn — now I'm going to have to do some "field research" to discover new candle scents... ;-)
Grammar Geek
Thu 19 October 2006, 11:35PM | posted in geekspeak; humor; writingJames: Which is right: "you or I" or "you or me"?
Me: In what context?
James: "Let me know if it is you or I."
Me: *pauses* "You or I" is right.
James: OK. It sounded right, but I wasn't sure.
Me: Yeah, it's "you or I," because it would be "me" if it were an object, but "is" is a linking verb, so the object would take the same...
*pause*
Me: I just totally geeked out on you, didn't I?
James: Yeah.
In Lieu Of NaNoWriMo
Thu 12 October 2006, 7:45PM | posted in writingI now have two unfinished stories — at least two, that is — which I think are worth finishing. One I began in 1999, and one I began officially during last year's National Novel Writing Month, although I had the ideas brewing for a couple of years before that. I also have... *counting* ...twelve unfinished stories and one complete short story.
The last thing I need is to start a new project for NaNoWriMo.
If I'd ever successfully "won" NaNoWriMo — that is, written 50,000 words during the month of November — I could invoke the Zokutou Clause, which states:
You have to start your novel from scratch, unless you are a previous NaNoWriMo winner. If you have already attained the status of Winner, you do not need to start a new novel, as your main aim is now to finish one. You can now consider yourself a winner if, by midnight on the 30th of November, you have either:
- Written 50,000 words on one or more previous works.
- Completed your novel's first draft.
I have, however, not written the requisite 50,000 words in one month, so I do not qualify.
So, this November, I intend to work on last year's NaNoWriMo story. I've found a sturdy little piece of software to help me write my "story bible"; in fact, it's already helped me locate one continuity error in the 32 pages (1.5-spaced, not double-spaced) that I've written so far.My plan is to research where my characters hail from, discover their individual backgrounds, and figure out precisely how a team of vampires can capture and kill an incubus without seriously injuring themselves. Hopefully, by the end of November, I will at least have enough backstory figured out so that I can continue writing without worrying about the details that form the basis of the intrigue.
Don't be surprised if I come to you for help, like I have in the past. I suck at dialogue, which is only a symptom of my general social ineptitude, so I'll be needing some guidance along the way.
Return of the Soy Candles
Wed 11 October 2006, 11:15PM | posted in craftyI have a kitty on my lap and the smell of Drakkar candles in the air. Sometimes, life is good.
I hadn't made candles for several months. Then, last week, one of my co-workers approached me and asked, "You make candles, right?" I answered in the affirmative, and he went on to say that he had been disappointed by his most recent Yankee Candle purchase, and was seeking a new supplier of smelly-good and long-lasting candles.
He explained that he required a big, manly-smelling candle. So, I had him sniff the Drakkar tealight I keep at my desk, and he was sold. (I had referred him to the somewhat outdated list of fragrances on my website, and he'd decided it was either that or evergreen.) We agreed that I would make him an appropriately large and smelly candle, and he would give me ten bucks for said candle.
Of course, I was almost out of wax, so I had to make a run to Michael's tonight; and, of course, the pint-sized mason jars I bought at Big Lots for the purpose of candle-making didn't look quite as big when I unpacked them. But that's OK. The price listing on my site says that 16 fl. oz. candles are $10.99 plus shipping, so I'm actually cutting him a deal. ;-)
I always have a problem actually *selling* my candles, being that the only people who buy are people to whom I feel I should just *give* candles. Then there's the random e-mail I got a year or two ago, asking if I do wholesale. o.O Um, I melt wax in a glass three-cup measure in my oven, dude. Sorry, but I can't be your primary candle supplier.
I'd forgotten how much I enjoy making candles, though. It's really a cold-weather pastime for me, since I have to have the oven on for a good part of the evening, so I haven't done any candle-making for a while. Tonight was probably the first time in... *thinking* ...maybe close to a year.
Making candles also helps me be more productive in other realms, too, since I have to keep myself occupied while the wax melts, then again while it cools to a good pouring temperature. I ended up going to Kroger while I was out at Michael's, and getting stuff for Friday's potluck (OMG ice cream cone cuppie-cakes with white chocolate chips). When I got home, I made my dinner (also purchased at Kroger — I haven't had imitation crab in ages), did a load of laundry, put the dishes away, cleaned up my desk, and did some maintenance to the LSM website, all while either waiting for the wax to melt or to cool.
I'll have to order up another 10lb bag of soy wax and maybe some essential oils to experiment with. I have a crapload of votive-sized containers in a cupboard in the kitchen, just begging to be made into random gifts...
"Published" Photos?
Wed 27 September 2006, 7:10PM | posted in photography
I received a message on Flickr today, from an Alexandra Moss at schmap.com. It seems that these two photos are to be included in the second edition of an electronic guide to Baltimore — with my permission, of course.
How neat!
It somehow validates my meager talent and boosts my self-esteem when I get non-solicited praise on my photography. I forget sometimes that I really am OK.
Incidentally, these Schmap Guides seem to be pretty cool. If I could put one of these on my Palm IIIc, or even an iPod Photo, that would really be the bee's knees.
New Podcast Episode Coming Soon!
Fri 18 August 2006, 10:45PM | posted in podcastingI was sitting here tonight, feeling like being a lazy slug, when the sudden urge to podcast struck me. I hooked up the handy-dandy MXL 990, printed off the notes I'd written myself TWO MONTHS AGO, and sat down to podcast about why I hadn't been podcasting.
I'm so kewl, I even figured out how to make Movable Type post entries at a scheduled time in the future. So, Episode 11 of the Low Carb Lifestyle Podcast will be up at 8am tomorrow morning.
I'm going to try to keep a weekly schedule, complete with main topics that are recorded weeks in advance (what a concept!). I have... *counting* ...eight show topics right here on a list by my desk, with two book/diet reviews ready to go and a couple more books to read yet.
So, miracle of miracles, my podcast is back! And, for those of you not eating low-carb... it's really not going to be totally about low-carb eating. Some of my future show topics include:
- Vinaigrette
- Average Your Weight
- Disappearing Low-Carb Products
- Throwing Away Food
- Setting Yourself Up For Success
- Order An Appetizer
- Positive Thinking
- Stop When You're Full
(or, it doesn't do any good to put your fork down between bites if you're going to stuff yourself anyway) - Moving Outside Your Comfort Zone
- Review: Body For Life
- Review: Carbohydrate Addict's Diet
- Review: Protein Power
Basically, I'm writing down ideas that come to me at random times, and planning to write an outline about each of them and jabber about them for about 10 minutes each. Resources and references will be used heartily.
Oh, speaking of resources... I have a voicemail line! 206-984-2-EAT (2328). If you're into the diet thing, and have some diet or exercise advice or commentary you'd like me to include on my show, please call! You're also welcome to e-mail me mp3 files, too, if you so choose. But you know those free night and weekend minutes are eating a hole in your cell phone pocket. ;-)
My New Hair
Wed 16 August 2006, 9:27PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
I donated 10 inches of my hair last weekend. I haven't had hair this short in three years, and I'd forgotten how fun it is.
I have a new 'do, and I've helped a cancer-stricken child get a new 'do. It's a win-win situation.
Self-Publishing
Tue 15 August 2006, 9:40PM | posted in writingThere's only one work of writing that I've actually a.) finished and b.) felt was acceptable overall. I wrote it back in 2001, and I will admit that the first paragraph or two was loosely based on my own real life. After that, I let the story do its thing, and if elements of myself appear in the main character... well, it happens.
I've decided to post it here, under a Creative Commons license. I think it's entirely too cliché to ever be published anywhere, but deserves to see the light of day somewhere. I did post it on my website years ago, and got some positive feedback about it, so here it is again.
I know my writing-related limitations. If you feel the need to critique, I'll try not to take it too hard, but I'm not specifically calling for critique. I'm just sharing, for whatever fucked up reason. Remember, this is a sample of my writing from five years ago — not that my writing style has changed *that* much since then. Although I was hard-pressed to keep myself from making minor edits as I plugged in the HTML for italics and such.
[Update: I didn't mean you shouldn't leave any comments... If you read it and liked it, or even if you were ambivalent about it, feel free to leave your thoughts.]
Please be aware that this story contains sexual situations, occult hocus-pocus, and ending dialogue adapted from a chapter of one of my favorite Star Trek books. If you aren't turned off yet, read on...
Records For Sale
Wed 9 August 2006, 8:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
Haven't posted a photo for a while, so here's one from the Old West End Festival back in June.
Nothing Special
Tue 11 July 2006, 9:40PM | posted in ruminations; writingdianaschnuth.net is never going to become an internet giant. It's never going to earn revenue (or at least, not of job-quitting calibre). Hell, it's probably never going to get even 100 hits a day on a regular basis.
It's just an excuse for me to write almost-daily. Who knows if I'd still journal if I didn't have my blog?
I have volumes of journals dating back to when I was seven years old. Most of my life is documented in journals of one form or another, be they bound volumes of lined paper in fuzzy bookcovers, stacks of notebook paper with single metal rings holding them together, or electronic text files. The years that aren't documented seem almost lost to me. The important events that I skipped over sometimes seem hazy in my memory. Then there are memories that I'd completely managed to push into the farthest corner of my subconscious and had almost forgotten, but were documented at the time, and later read and remembered.
This is really just an open journal. For you, and for me. For you, so you can laugh at my funnies and muse with me about stupid shit. For me, so I can look back later and remember what it was like before [insert major life event here]. The only thing that differentiates this from what I would write for myself alone is that I can't (or won't) go off about any particular person for any particular reason. The internet's a big place, and a potentially permanent one, and I don't need people (or their friends or family or bodyguards) coming to me years later, after I no longer have a beef with them. Or while I still do.
I don't make a concerted effort to always be witty, or to have a great punch line, or even to maintain coherent structure in my entries. I try to effectively get out what's in my head. If you like it, that's cool. If all I've got to say is, "Man, I'm really in a mood tonight," then I'm just going to say it and not put some sort of interesting spin on it for my readers. I'm not Dooce or Wil. I'm just me.
My English teacher, Mr. Falls, wrote in my 8th grade yearbook something along the lines of, "Like a world-class athlete, a writer like you should write every day!" Well, Mr. Falls, here I am. Getting it out of my head. Trying to express myself. My fiction has gone by the wayside (dusty and neglected, but not forgotten), but my little essays about my life keep on keeping on.
Honeywell Pentax Test Roll
Thu 15 June 2006, 9:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Honeywell Pentax ES

As promised, photos from the Pentax test roll. Taken 7 May 2006 at Wildwood Metropark.
Voigtländer Test Roll
Wed 14 June 2006, 8:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Voigtlander Vitrona


I purchased a bag full of camera equipment from my friend Kris about a month ago. This bag contained a 1970's-model Pentax camera with three lenses; an electronic flash and other accoutrements; and a Voigtländer Vitrona rangefinder camera, circa 1964.
Neglected NaNo
Fri 2 June 2006, 10:10PM | posted in writingI want to write.
I have part of a story done — my NaNo from last November.. I need to do some character studies and some research and figure out what happens next.
Thing is, this is the second time in a few months that I've read my story, to get a feel for where I'm at... and still didn't know what happens next. I can't get excited about doing research on undead myths of various cultures, and I can't get excited about writing background pieces, although both are very necessary at this point.
Maybe this is my social inadequacy coming into play. I don't know what happens next in this scenario:
- man falls in love with woman
- man does (non-sexual) favor for woman
- man gets no love (so to speak) but stays faithful
- woman hears gossip that man is sleeping around
- woman gets pissed and sleeps with the gossiper, despite not having made her feelings known to the man
- man goes to see woman and gets an earful
- man walks out on woman mid-rant
- man refuses to do favors for woman any more, despite being in love with her
...And then? Who's zoomin' who?
Wait. This is my story. Am I not supposed to know what happens next? WTF?
It has a happy ending. I know how it ends. I just don't know how to get there. The supernatural bits I can deal with. It's the interpersonal bits I have a problem with.
Any ideas?
P.S. - It also sucks that I have these characters brewing in my head as anime/manga characters... and I CAN'T DRAW MANGA OMG. But how I want to. My heroine would look like Haruhi in makeup and goth clothes, and my protagonist would be a tall, lanky, pale-skinned bishonen type with narrow, evil-looking eyes.
What's also funny? The setting of the story in my head is Bowling Green, even though I don't mention it in the text.
Podcasting Vacation
Fri 2 June 2006, 7:30PM | posted in podcastingI finally did it. I posted a message on my podcast site admitting that I may or may not be continuing my podcast.
I just have so many other things demanding my attention. The LSM site. Genealogy (sometimes). Blogging. Housework (again, only sometimes). And I tend to be really unmotivated anymore when I get home from work. I haven't even exercised in a couple of weeks.
I actually feel as if something's been crossed off of my perpetual to-do list. Now I have room for something else, like finishing one of my stories or writing letters to my family or cleaning my desk or my corner of the bedroom. We'll see which gets done first. Hmph.
Black and White Film Photography
Sun 28 May 2006, 5:00PM | posted in photographyLike I mentioned earlier, I had loaded up my Olympus XA with black and white film a few months back, in preparation for Beth's wedding. I was curious about shooting black-and-white with my XA, and it's great in low light. I had also planned to test out the proprietary flash, but I realized too late that I'd forgotten to put a battery in it.
When I saw how dark the reception hall was, I thought for sure that none of the pictures would come out with no flash. So, I only took half the roll, not wanting to waste a relatively expensive roll of Kodak.
That was a mistake.
Had I just gone for it, and not worried about wasting film, I could have gotten so many great images. As it was, I only got about ten. This is where digital has definitely spoiled me: had I been able to see that the images were in fact good, I would have continued to shoot. As it was, I shied away from using up my film, because I'd started thinking of it as such a commodity as compared to my reusable memory card. I can't let myself do that when I'm shooting film instead of digital, even if I'm not positive the pictures will come out. I have to take chances. After all, it's just money, right? Besides that, I ended up blowing the rest of the roll on pictures of trees and shit, just to finish it up and get it sent off for processing.
I can also see the allure of black and white photography now. The last time I shot in black and white was my very first photography class, I think, and I truly didn't appreciate the artistic possibilities back then. Shooting in black and white forces your brain to look at the scene a little differently, to see the tones and the composition, rather than the colors and the literal scene in front of you.
It's difficult for me to see what would make a good black and white image when I'm looking at a color print (or jpeg). I know that people say you should shoot in color, then convert the image to black and white later if you think it would work better that way. If left to my own devices, I would focus on isolating the subject of a given photo using depth of field (having only the subject be in focus, and the rest of the photo be blurry). Using b&w, though, I don't necessarily find that the only (or easiest) way to isolate my subject. Lighting conditions and composition can help create a powerful image, as well.
I should set my Nikon to black and white mode and go out photographing. Get some practice, see some different compositions, so that next time I'm faced with a film-based situation, I won't feel so frugal with my frames.
Beth's Wedding
Thu 25 May 2006, 11:12PM | posted in photosCamera: Olympus XA

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
Finally got my pics back from Beth's wedding back in February. I had experimented by loading some black and white film in my Olympus XA... but I forgot my flash. The pictures actually came out extremely well, though — I'll have to post the rest here shortly.
Update, 5/27/06: I scanned in my negatives and posted them to Flickr. You can now view a slideshow of the ten good photos I took at Beth's wedding. When I did my post-processing on the photos (i.e. Photoshop adjustments), I purposely left them a little dark, just to keep the ambiance. I was honestly surprised that so many of these came out — I don't think they would have if I'd been shooting color.
Return Of T-Shirt Surgery
Fri 19 May 2006, 10:55PM | posted in craftyIt had been almost a year since my last t-shirt surgery, so I was getting that hankering for some sewing action. I've managed to collect a decent number of XL t-shirts that fit, but are kind of boring. I'd like to turn these into cute Diana-sized girly tees. (Unlike Threadless XL girly tees, which are about two inches' circumference shy of being comfortable for me to wear out of the house. That does not stop me from ordering them anyway and hoping to shrink into them.)
My first reshaping attempt was using my Otaku Generation t-shirt. Aaron and I got matching Otaku G shirts free from the Otaku G crew at Ohayocon in January, and I've been meaning to surgerize it for a while now. It fits just fine, but I wanted to do something to make it a little more distinctive, and easier to tell my shirt from Aaron's in the wash. :-)
I followed this tutorial on resizing a t-shirt, for the most part, although I didn't really have any resizing to do. Mainly, I just wanted to shrink up the armpits and make the sleeves smaller and more girlish. First, I lopped off about an inch and a half from the length of the shirt. Then I put the shirt on and figured out how much smaller I wanted the armholes to be, and pinned the armpit of one sleeve. I then marked the spot with white fabric pencil and removed the sleeves.
Enter the Singer Tiny Serger. While I watched my Logan's Run DVD, I sat on the living room floor and serged up the armpits of my t-shirt torso a couple of inches. Then I adjusted the length and width of each of the sleeves, serging them up the armpit seam. Finally, I serged the sleeves back onto the t-shirt torso — inside-out, of course, so the seams were on the inside.
Three hours later (including movie-related distractions), this is how it turned out. I haven't hemmed up the bottom yet (the "real" sewing machine was having bobbin tension issues), and I'm considering altering the collar and adding white bias tape. Until then, though, at least it's all girly on my figure. I know it doesn't look all that different, but it definitely *feels* more fitted.
As usual, I did have one or two screw-ups. I accidentally sewed the left sleeve on wrong-side out, so the red-and-blue serged armpit seam on the sleeve shows when I lift up my arm. I decided it adds to the character, though, so I'm not redoing it. I also serged some of the sleeve-to-torso seams a little loose (although I'm unsure how to do it any differently with my Tiny Serger). Once I get the Giant Singer (aka the "real" sewing machine) going right, I'll probably straight-stitch next to my serges while I'm hemming the bottom of the shirt. And maybe fixing the collar.
For my next attempt at restyling a t-shirt, I'll probably make the sleeves a little shorter and cuter, and maybe make the shirt itself a little shorter. I'll also adjust the shoulders, so the sleeve attaches a little farther up my arm. I'm thinking my next victim will probably be either my Relay For Life 2005 shirt (once I find it) or maybe my Youmacon 2005 shirt. Should be fun!
Heathbar's Final Move
Mon 8 May 2006, 10:00PM | posted in photos
[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
Aaron, Mark and I helped Kris and Jamie move stuff from Waterville to their house in Maumee on Saturday. See the whole move in my Flickr set "Moving Kris And Jamie."
Alternatively, you can browse my "moving" tag, or view all photos I took on Saturday 6 May 2006.
Forty Pounds Ago
Thu 4 May 2006, 11:00PM | posted in health & fitness; memories; photos
[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
As a reference, this is what I looked like when I was 40 pounds heavier. Amy, Aaron and I were going to the Dayton Air Show back in 2003.
I hunted down this photo because I'm thinking that I want to cut my hair and donate it again, and was wondering if I wanted to go with the standard bob again. I think it was cute, but man, I can't get over my hugely round face.
Weeds I'd Be Happy To Grow
Wed 26 April 2006, 9:25PM | posted in gardening; photosAs I've mentioned in my weekly diet updates, I like to take a half-hour to 45-minute walk every day during my lunch hour. There's a short path through a small wooded area in the middle of the business park, and I've walked it almost every day for... gee, probably seven or eight months now. I feel like my day is incomplete without my walk through the woods.
Since this is the first year I've walked the path in the early spring, I'm seeing all kinds of new wildflowers and plants I never noticed before. They all just melded together into a fantastic wooded greenness. Now, though, after walking in the winter and seeing everything bare, the new growth is really catching my eye. Especially flowers and things with splashes of color or unusual shape.
Now, I figure that if these plants are growing in the woods with no help from Man, they must be native to the NW Ohio area and able to thrive on their own in a shady environment. That's pretty much a definition of my back yard: shady and neglected. :-) If I could identify these plants, and could procure seeds or seedlings (I'd rather not remove them from the walking path), I could very likely grow quite the kick-ass wildflower bed along one of our hedge walls. Assuming Aaron wouldn't nix the idea due to his allergies.
I wish I could do a reverse Google Image search: plug in an image and have it search for images like it, or a definition of what I photographed. But alas (and alack), the only thing I can do is take pictures of the pretties and post them for my good readers to help me identify.
For pretty pictures of weeds wildflowers, read on...
Podcast
Fri 21 April 2006, 11:30PM | posted in podcastingHave all the components of a 20-minute show recorded, despite my less-than-optimal sickly voice. Have music bed and ID bumper selected. Have list of links to include in show notes. Have "April 21st" in intro to podcast #10. Have it half-edited together.
Have to go to bed. Can't stay up another half-hour to complete the editing and post the show notes. My clamoring public will just have to wait another day, and pick up the new episode in the Monday morning rush (when my stats invariably jump by 50 listeners or so).
So tired. Ugh. Time to go to bed.
Under the Radar
Thu 6 April 2006, 10:55PM | posted in photographyI was just updating my About page to reflect my upgrade in digital cameras and blogging software, when I noted that one of my links was broken. So, I went to the Konica Minolta site to find a new link to my camera's info, and found this instead:
Konica Minolta Photo Imaging, Inc. ceased the camera business on March 31, 2006.As of April 1st, 2006, Sony Corporation is providing customer service for Konica's, Minolta's, and Konica Minolta's cameras (excluding single-use cameras) and camera-related products except for the binoculars.
Apparently, somebody must be behind on reading her photography magazines. I'm sure I should have heard about this before now. Ah, well. That sucks.
Incidentally, it looks like the specs on my manual-focus Minolta X-370s are no longer available online. You can, however, read about my new Minolta point-and-shoot. Hmm.
Seedling Update
Thu 6 April 2006, 6:00PM | posted in gardening; photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
The seedlings are just over two weeks old, and they're starting to show me what they're made of. The catnip (above) is growing like mad, and I'm seriously contemplating planting it in a container, rather than in my soon-to-be herb garden. If I actually plant it in the ground, I expect that it will run rampant and destroy all growing things in its path.
The parsley is finally coming up, the sweet basil is growing tall and stately, and the lemon basil is about on a par with the parsley.
I've managed to kill four out of six hollyhocks, thanks to us being out of town during an apparently crucial watering weekend. (Who knew?) One had already died from damping-off, and three others just died of thirst. My two remaining hollyhocks are about 2-3" tall and not very strong. One already needs staked, which can't be good. I'm hoping they'll grow out of it (so to speak).
Growing Things
Tue 21 March 2006, 8:25PM | posted in gardening; photos
This weekend, I drug Aaron out with me to purchase some planting supplies — most notably, a seed starting kit. I'd purchased several packets of seeds last year, and decided that this is the year I start my own plants from seed.
I ended up starting five plants each of hollyhocks, lemon basil, sweet basil, parsley, and catnip. Well, each peat pellet pot has two or three seeds in it, but they'll be thinned to one per pot, so we'll just say it's five plants apiece.
I've never done this before, so I had no idea how peat pellets worked. It is SO COOL. They start out as little flat discs. You water them with warm water, and poof! They become little miniature biodegradable pots! How cool is that?
And what's cooler? My hollyhocks and my basil are already starting to germinate, after only two days. There are little, pale green stems curling up out of the soil. I opened up the lid of my mini-greenhouse, and it smells like those bean sprouts we planted in first grade. *squee*
So, what's my diabolical plan? Well, I'm planning to plant the hollyhocks close to the fence that borders the neighbors. This will hopefully act as a bit of a privacy screen, as I understand that hollyhocks can grow pretty tall. Beside the hollyhocks, farther away from the fence, I'm hoping to plant one or two of the potted Rose of Sharon bushes/twigs I've been trying not to kill for the past two years. I'm hoping to manage this in a way that doesn't complicate Aaron's lawn-mowing mojo.
In the NE corner of the backyard, I'm planning to plant a little herb garden, with my basil and catnip and parsley and maybe some store-bought plants. There's a decent little patch of sunshine by the fence and the gate, so hopefully I can nestle a little corner of herbalicious goodness there — and, again, not complicate Aaron's lawn-mowing mojo. I'm hoping that my strategy will reduce the amount of edging for me to neglect.
As much as I'm tempted to go buy myself a nice climbing rose, I know I should hold off. I've already just about killed one rosebush from neglect; I don't need to continue my murderous rampage of flora until I can take care of what I've already planted. Plus, goodness knows how much I'll be able to take care of any of this once we pop out a kid. I can't help but assume that infant care and gardening are not particularly compatible.
But that's not for some time yet. For now, I'll be content in watching my baby plants germinate and make condensation inside their little greenhouse.
Wanted: Men Who Like To Sing
Sun 12 March 2006, 12:10PM | posted in photos
...They didn't mention that the men needed to sing *well*.
Taken in Sylvania OH by
sheryls, while we were walking off our J&G's pizza and gyros.
I'm in the Toledo Free Press?!
Wed 8 March 2006, 9:40PM | posted in podcastingCheck out what I found when I looked at my website referrers today:
Blog it, Toledo!
By Lisa Renee Ward
Special to Toledo Free Press(exclusive online content: 3/8/06)
Most of the blogs out there are personal ones, people write not just to communicate with each other but to share what is happening in their life. Diana Schnuth's blog is personal in nature. However she's taken her blog beyond just the mere journal of life aspect. She has also created a pod cast and a second blog related to that called The Low Carb Lifestyle. There are a few people in my life that follow a low carb diet, I've downloaded and listened to a few of Diana's pod casts and have found them very informative/helpful.
Some personal blogs are more like diaries, Petey P takes you thru the happy and sometimes the less than happy moments in Pete's life. Another thing about visiting blogs is checking out some of the people a blogger links to which led me to the next featured blog.
They say a picture is worth a thousand words, I'd have to agree with that, especially when it is done in humor. The Peep series of posts and photos on Iron Duke had me not only snickering but glad that Peep season was just around the corner.
Another thing about personal blogs is that it seems from time to time a blogger will step away from blogging because real life gets too busy. Joshua at One Bad Website is at that point, "Lack of motivation and school has prevented me from posting. I'm sure this blog has fallen off of most radars. Meh." Au contraire Joshua?radar is still operational.
Most of these personal blogs are not meant for those under 18, Omar the Great is one of these. He writes about almost everything from his having the flu, dating adventures and personal exchanges he has with people that make me think at times?Gee, I hope none of these people read your blog?
Then we have blogs like Mind Matter where in her posts titled, "Through The Rabbit Hole" and "Blogging Under A Magnifying Glass", some of the reasons why people decide to not go into too much personal detail are discussed.
So there we have this week's adventure into personal blogging, from diets to dating to break ups to peeps, someone out there in our area is blogging about it. If you have a blog you want to share with me, email me at glasscityjungle@gmail.com. When I'm not out surfing the net you can find me at Glass City Jungle.
I've had at least two people check out my podcast from today's Toledo Free Press article, and one extra hit to my blog, so thanks to Lisa Renee for directing some traffic my way.
In other website referral news, at least eight people have visited my podcast from the Burning Twenty podcast. Adam Tinkoff from Burning Twenty plugged my podcast to his 9000 — yes, nine THOUSAND — listeners in his Episode #11, and my stats have actually increased a little since then. Adam kind of dogged low-carb dieting right after saying how great my podcast was, so I think his listeners might have gotten a mixed message on that one. To each his own, though, and any publicity is good publicity.
View From The Hornline
Thu 2 March 2006, 10:09PM | posted in photos
[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
Taken at the February 19th rehearsal of the Lakeshoremen Drum & Bugle Corps.
I Think I'm Dumb
Wed 22 February 2006, 8:00PM | posted in anecdotes; photographyAfter several years of use, our trusty Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom is finally starting to call it quits. The clamshell-style lens cover no longer latches closed, and it's difficult to open it far enough so that the camera knows it's open. Besides that, it still takes decent pictures... but it's really kind of a pain to deal with.
So, I took it upon myself to research and purchase a new digital P/S (point-and-shoot). After the general annoyances from the Fuji over the years, I had an idea of features I wanted. The new camera had to be an ultra-compact. Fits in any pocket. Unobtrusive. It also had to have a *fast* start-up time and minimal shutter lag. Too many photo ops were lost while waiting for the Fuji to power up. The new camera only needed to be more than two or three megapixels, so discontinued models were fine. Keeping it on the cheap, preferably around $200. It needed to take SD Memory Cards, which my new Nikon D50 uses (as no cameras seem to use the SmartMedia cards the Fuji used). And finally, it had to have positive reviews from "real" photographers who use the camera as their own P/S.
I finally narrowed the playing field down to two contenders: the Canon PowerShot SD300 Digital Elph, and the Minolta DiMage X50. After checking eBay, I decided to go with the DiMage X50, since it is regularly at least $50 cheaper than the Elph.
Next step: do some bargain hunting. I figured out early on that my best bet would actually be to go with eBay, since both of the cameras I was looking at were discontinued models. I found some for parts, and some with cracked screens, but I finally found a DiMage that I thought looked good. I bid $115 plus shipping, and won.
I told Aaron about it that weekend, and showed him the completed auction.
And saw the fine print.
My camera had a cracked LCD. D'oh! I couldn't believe I'd missed it! I could only wait until the camera arrived and hope that it wasn't as bad as it could be.
Today, my wait was over.
I opened the carefully-packed box as Aaron watched, lifted out the retail camera box from within, and opened that box to see what awaited me. The camera looked great from the front: amazingly small, stylish. From the back? A small black mark spidering from the lower left corner of the LCD.
I thought I'd gotten all worked up over nothing. Surely the LCD would still work!
Not quite.
If I tilt the camera just so, I can see enough of the menu to know that I'm changing, say, the resolution or the white balance. There are several features that are impossible to find, due to the nearly inoperable screen.
There are two particularly good things about this, though. First: the camera does work. I can test it out, quality-wise, and I have every intention of posting it back on eBay and trying to get some of my money back. Which brings me to the second high point: there was a 256MB memory card in the camera when I received it. This card was *not* listed in the auction.
So, as long as I resell the camera (sans 256MB card) for around $90, I'll actually come out even. In truth, though, I'm assuming I'm going to take a loss for this one. Karma is going to bite me in the ass for being stupid and not reading the auction thoroughly before bidding. And I'm OK with that.
Next time, though, I'm bidding on a refurbished camera with a 90 day warranty...
Update: Both the cameras I was considering have video capture capability. Fun! I took a test video to see if it would work... and, lo and behold, it does. Fun stuff.
Happy Birthday, Carrie (er, Carolyn)!
Wed 15 February 2006, 9:50PM | posted in memories; photos
Carrie and I were best friends in Middle School. We sat next to each other in the first day of Choir in seventh grade, completely by chance, and ended up as friends. We were both awkward adolescents in our own ways, rejected by the majority of our classmates, and that fact was probably our biggest bond. I was a new kid at the school that year, too, and shy to boot, so finding friends wasn't easy for me.
As with all friendships at that age, we had our ins and outs. Carrie had a very peculiar sense of humor, and if you didn't know better, you might think that her jibes and insults were really meant. She liked to call me "Tech," because I always used long, technical words, and she often poked fun at me for my long strides and fast walk. At dances, the term "wallflower" somehow morphed into "Wall Idiot," her endearing term for my tendency to never actually dance, and especially not with boys.
She also never failed to badger me during the two months between her birthday and mine. Her mantra would be, "Ha, ha — I'm older than you!" (If you know how old I am, you can already see where this is going.)
During the summer after 8th grade, Mom separated from my stepdad, Tom, and so ended my stint in the North Central Local School District. Carrie (who opted to go by her full given name of Carolyn in high school) and I still stayed friends, visiting one another during the summers between school years. Even into college, I would borrow Mom's car and drive from Medina to Creston to visit during breaks, especially summer.
We started to lose track of one another later in my college years, especially as she became involved with her then-boyfriend, now-husband Jeff. Still, though, we made sure to keep in touch somewhat, always making sure that we knew how to reach one another, should the occasion arise.
Not long ago — well, over a year now, I guess — I received baby photos from Carolyn's mom, Candy. Shortly thereafter, I received an invitation to attend a baby shower for Carolyn. Of course, I Mapquested the directions to Carolyn's house in West Bumfuck, Ohio, and drove the two and a half hours out to see her and her new son, armed with a soft and fuzzy teddy bear.
The coolest thing about the visit, besides seeing Carolyn's new son, was hearing her call me her best friend again. It's like that, isn't it? Once best friends, always best friends, even if you have other best friends in the interim. Sure, we hadn't seen one another in probably four years, but I still have the right half of our "Best Friends" necklace from circa 1988. :-)
Tomorrow, I believe, Carolyn turns 30. I have a card all ready to send to her. My inscription?
"Ha, ha! You're older than me!"
I've been waiting over 15 years to say that. Now I just need to unearth her mailing address...
Update, 10:35pm: Found it. Had to clean (well, sort) my entire desk area, but I found the baby shower invitation. Carolyn's address is now in my Palm Contacts, synched to my iPod, so I won't lose it again. :-P
Happy Valentine's Day
Tue 14 February 2006, 9:36PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
I was running late this morning, and hadn't even considered what day it was.
Until I saw the white carnations sitting on my purse. ^_^
I have the best honey-muffin in the world! :-D Happy Valentine's Day... even if it is a Hallmark Holiday.
Constructive Podcast Criticism
Mon 13 February 2006, 7:25PM | posted in podcastingI do appreciate constructive criticism. I can always pretend to take it in stride, even if it bruises the perfectionist in me.
After beating up on myself about my diet, though, hearing from a listener that I tend to go off-topic, and plug too many other podcasts (or "blogs," as she called them), and that my musical interludes are too long... that didn't feel as constructive as it was probably meant.
I got kudos early on for my musical selections, and I thought they were a high point of my podcast. And I thought that referring my listeners to other podcasts that might help them would be... well, helpful. And I thought that broadening my topics to include low-glycemic and fitness issues would bring more listeners into the fold.
I know that one person out of 150 having qualms about the tightness of my production doesn't necessarily mean that I suck. I have to wonder, though, how many people aren't saying anything.
I might consider throwing in the towel if I weren't the only low-carb podcast out there. I've gotten plenty of positive e-mails in past weeks, though. It's just that this tidbit of constructive criticism was poorly timed. I'm already in a slump, and being reminded of my shortcomings — or, rather, having new ones brought to my attention — doesn't really help matters.
Not Feeling It
Fri 10 February 2006, 8:05PM | posted in health & fitness; podcastingThe beauty of being an independent podcaster is that, if I decide I'm really not excited about producing a show on a given day, I can just say "fuck it" and opt to wait a few more days.
I have a topic I'm excited about — debunking the myth that the Atkins Diet will cause kidney failure — but I'm really not into recording tonight. Maybe I'll do some more research and script some stuff out, but I really can't get into recording and editing today.
I'm feeling frumpy and headachy and tired and I'm just not down with it. I'm also feeling a little bummed that I may not make my first weight-loss mini-goal. I keep wavering between 211.5 and 210 — my goal is 209 by Tuesday.
It would be so easy to, again, say "fuck it" and go eat Chinese this weekend.
Portrait By Aaron
Thu 9 February 2006, 9:51PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
I had just shown my husband Aaron how to use the D50 in Auto mode. This was Aaron's very first picture with the new camera.
He is no longer scared of the D50, and now thinks the camera is tres cool.
Yawn
Thu 19 January 2006, 8:45PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
It's been a while since I posted a cute Mei photo... so here you go.
I do have a question for anyone who uses Flickr and blogs their photos: What are your feelings on blogging your photos directly from Flickr versus uploading separate versions to your own webspace?
I'm hesitant to use Flickr as my main photo repository, just because I've had bad experiences with storing my files online and having them go poof (ahem, Angelfire). Although it's not like I won't keep copies of my own... but it's easier to archive a website when the photos live the same place as everything else.
Plus, Flickr doesn't offer thumbnails in the size I prefer, and they don't support categories. I'd have to edit my entries, anyway, by uploading my own thumbnail to my server and adding a category. I'm thinking it's more trouble than it's worth... but I also don't know why the heck I have a Flickr photostream if not to share and blog my photos.
Thoughts?
Ohayocon6
Tue 10 January 2006, 10:25PM | posted in otaku; photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
I can't seem to think of a witty introduction, so I guess I'll just give you a link to my Ohayocon 2006 photos.
I've found one photo of Aaron and me posted online so far. I'm sure there will be more eventually, though.
Aaron and I recorded a con report in the car on the way home from Columbus on Sunday. The audio didn't turn out quite as well as Aaron had hoped, being that we didn't take into account the sensitivity of his mics and the acoustics of the car. Still, though, if you haven't already, check out our Ohayocon report on the Weekly Anime Review Podcast, scheduled for release this Thursday.
Inflatable Snowman
Thu 22 December 2005, 9:25PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[also available on flickr]
I was coming home from my 45 minutes of photographing Christmas lights in the 'hood, and I had just about given up. An occupant of the first house I had photographed had come to the door, ostensibly wondering what a honkey with a camera and a tripod was doing in the dark in front of their house. That kicked up my normal photography paranoia an extra notch, and really threw me off for the rest of my shoot.
Anyway, as I said, I was coming home after not having gotten very many good shots. I almost turned the camera off, but decided that I would leave it on until I got back to my house (another block away). Almost as soon as I said that to myself, I saw this wonderful inflatable snowman and his tree-friend.
This turned out to be the best shot of the evening.
Thoughts on Flickr
Mon 19 December 2005, 10:00PM | posted in photographyI had mentioned earlier that I wasn't sure how often I would actually use Flickr, being that I have my own MO for posting pics.
Tonight, I discovered the Flickr Groups.
This is going to be a treasure trove of project ideas. I've joined groups like Nikon D50 Users, "I love my cat," the Tips From The Top Floor podcast group, Night Images, Bowling Green OH, Toledo OH... and, finally, one for which I WON'T be using my D50 to take photos, "Camera Toss."
If I ever run out of ideas for things to photograph, I need only pick a group, and I'm on my way.
Portraits of Christmas Past
Sun 18 December 2005, 11:55AM | posted in memories; photosCamera: Nikon D50
Since Aaron and I moved in together and bought ourselves our very own plastic prelit Christmas tree, I decided to initiate a new tradition: Christmas family portraits. This year, with the arrival of the new Nikon D50 digital SLR (read: fancy camera), I decided it might be fun to look at the photos of our Christmases so far.
It's interesting to see how we've changed, and how my craft has improved over the years.
I do have to mention, though, that one thing remains constant. After witnessing my mother trying to pose the two of us for portraits way back in '97, I know that the basis of getting a good portrait with Aaron is making sure he is comfortable. Mom can pose portraits well — she worked for Olan Mills for 10 years or so, and continues to work in a portrait studio — but Aaron's back doesn't deal well with the kinds of sitting and twisting she requests sometimes. Make sure Aaron's comfy, then fit me and the cat in the picture, and everything's on it's way to being good. :-)
My Grandparents, May 2003
Fri 16 December 2005, 8:50PM | posted in photos
As promised, a photo of my grandparents at my wedding. I think they look pretty damn good for being 70-whatever years old.
Aaron and I, on the other hand, were 50 pounds overweight. Yeesh. Too bad the wedding photos had to be the "before" pictures.
Christmas Ornament Self-Portrait
Thu 15 December 2005, 8:30PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

[Posted on Flickr by dianaschnuth].
So, I finally succumbed to the Flickr thing. Actually, I didn't succumb — I think it was Yahoo that automatically signed me up for a free Flickr account somehow
I'm not thinking I'll be posting very many pics to Flickr, or posting photos to my blog this way, as I can't set the category to "photo" from Flickr itself, and I can't post photos in my preferred 480-pixel width.
Still, though, it's a cool function. If I decide to start an honest-to-god photoblog someday, this might be a quick and dirty way to accomplish that.
Brownie Bullet Test Roll
Wed 14 December 2005, 9:05PM | posted in photosCamera: Kodak Brownie Bullet

This should be a familiar sight by now, as I take this photo as one of my basic test shots with every camera, it seems.
After some online research, I discovered that the going price for developing and printing 127 film is about $15. With this in mind, I opted to order a proof sheet from Main Photo, instead of individual prints, just to save a couple bucks. Unfortunately, it didn't occur to me that this would totally eliminate any chance the lab had of adjusting the tonality of individual frames (that is, making sure all the different pictures came out right).
So, I now have a particularly dark proof sheet, all but the above picture, and three negative strips that won't fit into my scanner. However, I did some experimenting with the scanner, and discovered that scanning black and white negs in reflective mode isn't a complete loss:

Although I don't think my scanner has a very professional... what's it called? Delta-V? It's been a long time since VCT 208 or whatever it was. Anyway, I don't think my scanner is terribly good at capturing the differences in grays, especially when scanning transparencies in reflective mode, but it's a decent enough scan to help evaluate the camera, I think.
Basically, if I'm planning to do some shooting outdoors, in sunshine, and decide to go all artsy, maybe I'll get some more 127 film and bring the Brownie as a backup. Apart from that... I'm not in love with it. Maybe I'll change my mind if I get some reprints made of a few of the images on this roll, or if I try taking some snowy winter pics and get real prints made.
My opinion as of this moment, though, is that the Brownie Bullet is merely a neat and functional art-deco knick-knack I got for super-cheap at the thrift store.
Nikon D50 Test "Roll"
Tue 13 December 2005, 8:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Nikon D50

In which Mei seems to say, "My GOD, woman. You've been taking my picture for two hours. Give it a rest!"
Autumn Leaves
Tue 6 December 2005, 7:58PM | posted in photosCamera: Olympus XA

Autumn, Eppstein Park, Maumee OH.
Yet Another New Toy
Mon 5 December 2005, 9:50AM | posted in photographyAfter two years of pondering and saving, I finally bought a DSLR. (For the photography-impaired, that's a big fancy digital camera.) Amazon.com had the Nikon D50 kit listed for $709, which is about $90 less than B&H wanted for the same camera/lens. Throw in a 512MB SD memory card, a $25 Amazon Gift Certificate from using my Amazon Visa, and free Super Saver Shipping, and I'll have a usable camera arriving in about a week and a half for about $715.
I can't believe it. I've been wanting a DSLR for so long, and I'm really not one to make big-ticket purchases without days of deliberation. I saw this deal, though, and only took an afternoon to make up my mind. Plus, I've got $500 of the $700 in savings, so I'm really only going to charge up $200 of the purchase price, as I'm paying that $500 on my card tonight. Plus, I have a 0% APR on my Discover Card right now, so I decided to charge it to that one instead of one of my other cards with a "normal" rate.
I could blather on about the features of my new camera, but I think I'll wait to do that until I have it in hand. Suffice to say that I *will* be bringing it to Ohayocon in January, especially since it will be easy enough to operate that Aaron could even take pictures with it.
Early Christmas present for me! @whee!
*does happy camera dance*
Butternut Squash Pie, Mark II
Tue 22 November 2005, 9:39PM | posted in food; podcasting
Some of you may recall that, last Thanksgiving, I attempted to make a butternut squash pie. It was pretty yummy, although it didn't set up very well due to my forgetting to add the eggs.
This year, I remembered the eggs. Not only that, but I made the edges of the pie crust all pretty, and sprinkled the top with allspice.
But I'm taking the pie to Thanksgiving in Westlake, so I can't eat it for a day and a half. o.O
Mind you, I should have been podcasting tonight instead of baking, since my next podcast has already been promised to the listenership as "The Thanksgiving Survival Guide," and it's going to be pretty much useless if it comes out on Wednesday night before Thanksgiving...
NaNoWriMo Update
Thu 17 November 2005, 8:50AM | posted in writingWell, I cranked out 3,300 words last night, and that felt pretty good. I got up over the 10,000-word mark. Never mind that I should be past 25,000 by now. Baby steps.
My only fear now is that I'm plowing through my plot a little too fast. I'm already way too far through my outline for being only one-fifth done, and there are still details of the climax and resolution that I haven't quite worked out yet. I know how the story ends, I think, and I pretty much know how to get there, but there are a lot of flashbacks and explanations in the interim, and one main scene I won't be able to duck gracefully past.
For fight scenes and sex scenes, I've been using the ploy of writing up to the event, then skipping past it and writing the aftermath of the event. It's been working well so far — but for the denouement, a supernatural fight scene involving four to seven vampires, one human, and an incubus, I don't see me being able to dodge it so easily.
I think I've done well with my flashback sequences, finding places for them to live alongside the modern-day storyline without being too confusing. I'll probably continue along these lines, because I still need to include several Highlander-esque moments between my main character and his mentor, among other scenes.
If anyone would like a synopsis of the story so far, or maybe a snippet or two of the NaNo-in-progress (beyond the intro that's posted on NaNoWriMo.org), just post a shout-out. Oh, and you have to answer the question I posed yesterday, too. ;-) I've pretty much solved my character's motivation dilemma for now, but there are still some mighty cheesy moments that could do with some motivation assistance. And lots of editing.
NaNoWriMo By Committee
Wed 16 November 2005, 4:45PM | posted in writingOK, faithful blog readers. I require NaNoWriMo writing assistance.
So, without giving too much plot away... let's say you're a guy. You see this chick in the club, and you don't know why you're so attracted to her, but OMG, she just makes your stomach do a flipflop. Not in that I-want-to-sex-you-up-NOW sort of way, though; more of an I'm-totally-infatuated-with-everything-about-you sort of way. You don't end up hooking up at the time, though, and you're kind of unsure whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. She's quite a bit younger than you, though not jailbait by any means, and that (among other social reasons) makes you think that you two getting together would be a Bad Thing™.
Now, let's say you run across this girl again, later on, and you find out that she has a big problem. One that you know how to solve. It's actually your job and mission in life to solve these particular kinds of problems. You're still totally attracted to her, more so than you ever have been before. Love at first sight, even -- at least, on your side of the equation. You're still not sure how she feels.
What do you do, and why? Do you:
- help her solve her problem, and use the thank-you-so-much reaction to try to get together with her, and damn the consequences?
- help her solve her problem from arm's-length, because it's your job, but reject your desire for her, even if she ends up wanting you?
- try to find someone else to solve her problem for her, so you don't have to deal with the temptation of possibly hooking up?
- choose to banish her from your thoughts completely, and ignore her problem, even though you could help?
- or some other solution, or combination of solutions?
Yes, yes, I know I'm supposed to be half-done with my NaNo by now. I'm only 15% done. I'm dealing with the fact that I probably won't "win" NaNoWriMo this year. But that doesn't mean I'm not still going to try.
Youmacon 2005: Photos
Tue 15 November 2005, 7:46PM | posted in otaku; photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
Ladies and gentlemen, this is the moment you've all been waiting for: Youmacon 2005 photos!
For a list of other Youmacon photos, check out the Youmacon website. For other pics of our costumes, check out Fan's View (click "next page" to see Aaron's pic), Fiery Panda Studios (again, click "Next Image" to see Aaron), and Tastetheneedle's gallery on Cosplay.com, among others.
Listen to Aaron's and my con report on the Weekly Anime Review Podcast next week!
Mission Accomplished
Thu 10 November 2005, 8:49PM | posted in crafty; otakuMy Kujibiki Unbalance cosplay costume is complete.
Well, almost. I still have to cut my armbands to size and iron my skirt one last time. But everything else is ready to go.
I put my costume on as soon as I had the last circle of felt glued to the helmet. My shadow had a weird silhouette as I walked up the stairs to the bathroom, to look in the full-length mirror.
I only felt a little ridiculous in my big blue skirt and giant poofy helmet of flannel and felt. Even so, I think my cosplay kicks ass. It has its small flaws — but overall, I'm pleased with my very first cosplay attempt.
Unfortunately, the batteries in the digital camera are dead, so I can't post a picture of my cosplay yet. But we're going to get fresh batteries on the way to the con, and we'll take plenty of pics while we're there. My co-workers are demanding to see a large photo of me in costume, so I'll have to oblige both them and my general blog readership. :-)
So Tired
Tue 8 November 2005, 9:40PM | posted in podcasting; randomnessToday at work was a pretty blah day. Worked on some boring reports that are sure to put anyone to sleep. I made it through, though.
Then I walked out to my car and saw the flat tire. Nice. Waited for my two co-worker guys to walk out to the parking lot and asked them, "Do you think that's too flat to drive on?" Oh, yeah.
Borrowed James's cell phone to call Aaron and let him know I might be late, all while the manly-men are switching out the nail-ridden tire for the donut. They changed the tire in six minutes flat, while I was on the phone. I thanked James and Rob profusely and drove home on the donut.
I had about two minutes with Aaron before he had to leave for work. During that time, he gave me a hug and I got to open the Kujibiki Unbalance patches I ordered from Japan for this weekend's cosplay. Anyway, he took the other car to work, so he wouldn't be driving on the donut, and so the Contour will be in position for me to take it to work tomorrow myself, instead of the Kia.
Once Aaron left, it was time to go vote. I'm relatively new at this voting thing, having only become politically active at the last presidential election. Our polling place had changed, since the school where we voted last time is now under renovation. I had no trouble finding it, though, and beelined past the NBC 24 camera before they could get a shot with me in it.
I really, really dig the new touch-screen voting machines. Much better than the friggin' Scantron-style bubble sheets we had to fill out last time. Having people from the same neighborhood in the same room was kind of fun, too, and made me long for the days of real community. (The Browns fan behind me telling the Steelers fan in front of me that she shouldn't be wearing that Steelers jacket made for some surprisingly pleasant banter.)
So, voting done, I went home via the gas station to fill up. The Kia had less than an eighth of a tank left, and I filled it for $20.05, which is a welcome change from the $28 of yore (i.e. summer).
OK. Tire changed, husband hugged, voted, gassed up, and back home. Time for food. Threw some sausages in the microwave and voila, dinner is served.
Scarfed that down. Now it's time to get down to business.
This evening was supposed to entail me researching and outlining tomorrow's podcast and finishing up my Kujian helmet. Instead, I ended up talking on the phone with Ann, the new LSM Public Relations committee chair, for 20 minutes about what we should do for press releases. Started looking for some podsafe music for my podcast.
Aaaaand I'm done. I am completely exhausted, and it's not even 10:00 yet. I want to get my podcast done and uploaded tomorrow, so that my biweekly schedule isn't totally out the window by show #2, and so that I have Thursday to do the last-minute finishing-up of my cosplay outfit. I really wanted to work on that tonight, but I'm afraid I'd fuck it up at this point.
I'm so tired, I don't even want to add to my NaNo or play Civ 4. Now *that's* tired. Ugh.
Maybe I need to print out all my low-carb materials, bring them to work, and forego my lunchtime walk in favor of scripting out my podcast. Not a bad idea, although I'll miss my outside time.
*checks weather.com*
Hmm... mid 50s and windy. Not horrible weather for walking, actually. Oh, well.
Massive Update on Stuff In General
Fri 28 October 2005, 7:40PM | posted in crafty; food; health & fitness; randomnessI took my final half-day off of work today so I could go to lunch with two women I used to work with. We caught up on each other's lives (mainly work-related), reminisced about the Bad Old Days...
24 September 2002: Just Another Day...Hey, for once I worked an 8-hour day! Yeah, we were doing so well that we actually took a one-hour lunch and everything. Just for reference, yesterday I worked a 14-hour day. Seriously. My co-worker and almost-supervisor, Loni, worked an hour and a half more than me, since she came in at 6am. Damn, that sucked. Makes the normal 8-hour day seem like a luxury instead of a burden.
...and ate some yummy Mexican food. And despite my lack of a lunchtime walk, I still got my podcast-listening time in, since a.) our lunch meeting was a half hour south of where I work, and b.) I bought a Kensington FM transmitter for the iPod(s).
When I got home, I had intended to work on the LSM site, as it needs some stuff added and updated (like audition info). Instead, I ended up finishing off the cosplay skirt. Yes, indeed, the skirt is complete! Well, except for possibly adding some velcro for good measure, and the final ironing before we leave for Youmacon in two weeks.
Don't worry, I'll definitely post pictures of me and Aaron in costume. :-)
What else...? Oh, yeah, tonight's dinner. I know, blogging about what I made for dinner is certifiably lame, but this was really good. Ten-Minute Szechuan Chicken. It's really easy (even I can do it), and really good... but, now that I think about it, I think I'm going to put the recipe on my next Low Carb Lifestyle podcast, so I'm not going to publish it here yet. If you download this old-school DOS recipe filing program, though, I could be convinced to e-mail you the database file that this fantastic recipe came from. (Thanks, Uncle Pete!)
Yesterday, I told the Acting Executive Director of LSM that I've decided not to march next year. He was understandably disappointed, but he completely understood, which is cool.
I'm sure there's other stuff I should write about, but that's the overall rundown of everything I wanted to mention. Now I'm going to go work on the LSM page. Yay for contact info and audition info and pictures? w00t.
Cosplay Update
Sat 22 October 2005, 12:45AM | posted in crafty; otakuSince Aaron's Fullmetal Alchemist costume arrived today, custom-made in the mystical land of China, I decided I'd better start work on my skirt again.
I'm not sure how, I but I somehow miscalculated the number of pleats my skirt is going to have. I'd planned on 12 pleats in my six-paneled skirt, but... wait... *thinks real hard* No, that's right. It'll be twelve pleats. I'm thinking I might have sewn the pleats in a little too far, though, because the skirt is supposed to poof outward from the hips, and I have the pleats sewn in for about ten inches down from the waist. I didn't think about the poofy factor at the time; I was thinking about the fact that the heavy material I chose isn't going to hold a crease very well.
Well, if it comes down to it, I do have a seam ripper. I'll burn that bridge when I come to it, though.
I have an idea of how I'm going to make my helmet, but I haven't started it yet. The hardest part is going to be attaching the frame for the helmet to the ball cap I bought at Goodwill. First, though, I want to get the skirt finished. One project at a time.
Did I just say "One project at a time"?
*shakes head*
Tell that to my multiple webpages, soy candle backlog, neglected plants, and my upcoming podcast.
Give It Away Now
Wed 19 October 2005, 9:05PM | posted in writingSo, it's prewriting time.
The NaNo rules clearly state: "Outlines and plot notes are very much encouraged, and can be started months ahead of the actual novel-writing adventure." Therefore, my prewriting exercises are completely legal.
Now I have to decide whether to keep my plot ideas to myself, or to share them with my readership for comments and suggestions. Or whether to just share them with my Aaron and Amy (my husband and my old roomie).
I'll share the basic premise, anyway, I suppose: A vampire living in a modern-day college town falls in love with a mortal woman, while in the midst of attempting to avenge himself upon his father.
That's the almost-run-on one-sentence version, anyway. I'm kind of proud of how the major plotline finished writing itself while I was reading the alt.vampyres FAQ yesterday.
I don't know. I tend to be just as secretive with my prose as with my poetry and my music, so maybe making my NaNo public would do me good. Still, though, it's a big leap. NaNo attempts are inherently *bad*, being Very Rough Drafts. (Really — when you're cranking out 2,000 words a night, who has time to proofread?)
I don't know. We'll see.
Writing
Tue 18 October 2005, 10:35PM | posted in writingDespite my laundry list of things to do (various websites, mainly, and fabricating my cosplay outfit), I'm still seriously considering participating in NaNoWriMo. I participated last year (although I cheated by working on my existing story), and I'm already signed up for this year.
The interesting thing about my writing is that... well, it arouses me. Yes, in that special way. Back when I was pubertizing, writing was my favorite way to get my ya-yas out, and I wrote some really cheesy (and utterly unrealistic) soft-core porn during the summer of '88. (I wish my Mom hadn't made me tear it out of the back of my journal after she found it, because that shit would be worth a giant laugh 15 years later.)
I can look back on that and chuckle... but as that was my longest and most intense stint of fiction writing, it did make an impression. Now, when I sit down to write, I have to fend off the urge to write erotic scenes between my characters, even if it really does makes sense for them to hook up. Once I write the Big Scene, I lose all of my momentum, and my story suddenly seems stupid and vapid.
All of my old stories were still living on my Power Mac up until this evening (which might tell you how long it's been since I've written). In all, I have the beginnings of thirteen stories. Of those, sex scenes are a vital part of four and an incidental part of another three. In just the beginnings. Beginnings consisting of 1,000 to 19,000 words. (Most are between 2,000 and 7,000 words, FYI.) I feel like such a perv, admitting that I write smut a lot of the time... but admitting your problem is the first step to solving it, right?
According to the NaNoWriMo rules, you *are* allowed to do outlining and note-taking before November begins — but no actual writing. So this year, I think I'm going to flesh out a story idea I had years ago... and the few sex scenes, though integral to the story line, won't be overly graphic. Neither will they be early in the story (I refuse to call it a book or novel).
This year's NaNo will also not be related to my 19,000 word project that seems to be mortally stalled and in need of a major rewrite before it's even a third of the way completed. (Incidentally, I only managed to add 2,000 words to this story during November 2004.)
I'm going to give it my best shot this time, and I'm going to try to make it PG-13. If I'm not embarrassed when November is over, maybe I'll share my results.
Maiden Voyage of the Olympus XA
Wed 12 October 2005, 10:50PM | posted in photographyCamera: Olympus XA

Got these scans from Snapfish on Tuesday, five days after the film was postmarked. I have no complaints about their service, FYI, except that I wish they processed medium format. :-P
About the Olympus XA: OMG, a rangefinder! I've never owned one before. See, you look through the viewfinder, and there's a ghosted image of your subject superimposed on your little view of the scene. When the subject is in focus, the two images become one, giving you the focusing feedback that normal point-and-shoots lack. I like the fact that this will help train my eye regarding distance and focusing.
This is not a shoot-from-the-hip camera like the Lomo. This is a photographer's compact camera. The user sets the film speed (ISO) and the desired aperture, and the camera's light meter reads the scene and displays its calculated shutter speed in the viewfinder. This is a good feature, don't get me wrong, but I do like the Lomo's ability to do automatic exposure, as well. With the XA, there is no such option.
There are also several features you wouldn't expect on a compact camera, including backlight compensation, a self-timer... even the light meter is nice to have on such a tiny axe. The lens appears sharp and doesn't seem to require cleaning, which is good.
The test images were taken around the same time as the Argoflex pics: late September. For a camera comparison, compare the photo of the telephone poles (left) to the photo taken with the Argoflex, and compare the photo of the bench (right) to the Lomo version. (The Lomo version is a much better composition, though, IMO.)
Overall, I'd say I like my XA. It's all I was hoping for... except no auto mode. That's a small price to pay for a decent-quality compact camera, though.
Maiden Voyages of the Argoflex & the Brownie
Tue 11 October 2005, 6:50PM | posted in photosCamera: Argoflex 75


My turnaround time from Dwayne's Photo was much better this time around: 8 days total. Verra nice.
So, the maiden voyage of the Argoflex 75 was back at the end of September — around the 26th or so. I loaded it up and took it to work in my purse, and took a test roll of the path I like to walk during my lunch break. Same old photos, nothing overly original (which, IMO, is good for testing a new-to-me camera, as I know what the images "should" look like).
I noticed that there was some fogging and light leaks, although that could be from the 120 film spooling up on a 620 spool. The two spools have different diameters, so the paper backing and the film itself don't quite meet up correctly at the end, leaving a bulged and loosely-wound roll of film after exposure.
I also noticed a desaturation of color — as this didn't happen with my Holga pics, and I used the very same film type, I'm deducing that it's related to the Argoflex's lens. I'm actually OK with the saturation level, though, as it adds a certain mood and character to the prints. (Some of the brighter photos are of almost "normal" saturation, though, so it could even be a combination of the lens and the lighting conditions.)
I think I may also have smudged the lens once or twice, as the few out-of-focus spots on the images aren't always in the same place. ;-) I forgot that I'd taken some long exposures with the "time" feature — looks like the wind was blowing the tree around during the five-second exposure of my street (right).
After seeing the results of the test roll, I think the Argoflex will get a decent amount of use. More so than the Holga, possibly, since the Argoflex is smaller and less bulky, and doesn't cramp my style when I carry it.
The Brownie's maiden voyage didn't go nearly as well. The vintage 127 film I bought off of eBay was pretty much only good for display purposes, as 50-year-old masking tape tends to come loose, resulting in a resounding CRACK when the paper backing pries loose from the film within the camera. So, no vintage-looking 127 photos of the annual Apple Butter Festival, and no Brownie test roll. Yet.
The good news is that J & C Photography sells brand new 127 film (and several otherwise discontinued sizes), so I ordered myself a roll of 127 and a roll of 620 for the Argoflex. I've found a couple of places that seem to process 127 film, so we'll see how this goes.
Cosplayus Interruptus
Mon 10 October 2005, 11:00PM | posted in craftyI was doing so well. I fabricated a pattern for my skirt. I cut out six flared panels from my blue skirt fabric. I set up the Singer Tiny Serger, serged the six panels together, and serged the waist and hem edges. After that, of course, I needed to sew a straight stitch next to my serging, especially since my cutting wasn't the straightest, and some of the serging didn't go through both pieces of fabric. o.O
Seam #1: no problem. Seam #2: no problem.
Seam #3: Houston, we have a problem. The damn machine kept jamming up. Tried a different seam — jammed up again. Opened up the little cubbyhole where the bobbin lives, untangled all the thread therein, and tried again. Still no dice. Finally, I ended up taking apart the little bobbin cubbie... and couldn't get it back together.
OMG, all momentum had come to a grinding halt. And I had been doing so well.
So, I put the Sheryl Special on the floor and fired up the Schnuth Singer. I hadn't used it before, so had no idea how to thread, how to wind a bobbin, nada. Jury-rigged some sort of threading that looked reasonable, got some test fabric—
And the same goddamn thing happened.
So, all my momentum's shot for tonight. I have a skirt that's pretty much put together, almost, and I have the hard part of sewing pleats still ahead of me. Once I can get one of the sewing machines to work.
This is annoying as fuck. I just need to chill out and clean up my mess and wait for another day.
At least I've gotten this far.
Update, Next Day, 7:20pm: I just located a diagram of how to thread the next model up, and I had indeed threaded it incorrectly. Now the tension spring is doing its job, and all is right with the world. Party on.
Bob Mould: Detroit 10-1-2005
Fri 7 October 2005, 10:16PM | posted in music; photos; reviewsCamera: Lomo LC-A
Here's my first attempt at a homegrown MySQL photo album: 10 photos from the Bob concert last weekend.
Fantastic show. Bob started out with three songs from his early-90's band Sugar, which I'm fairly sure gave Aaron and me simultaneous geekgasms. The entire gamut of Bob's solo career, Sugar, and Husker Du were all represented in the setlist, which almost made up for my missing Sugar in concert by a few years.
Aaron's better at concert reviews than I am, so maybe he'll post something more in-depth in the comments. Until then, suffice to say that this was the best concert I've been to in a very long time. I hadn't seen Bob for fucking years, and this show was extraordinary. Awesome.
Futari no HAATO BARANSU...
Fri 7 October 2005, 7:21PM | posted in crafty; otaku
Every time I walk into JoAnn Fabrics, I get the feeling that I'm a little out of my element. However... I believe now I have all the necessary fabrics and notions to create Ritsuko's skirt (see right). I'll tackle the helmet later.
I think I have a reasonable pattern-plan for making a huge-ass flared pleated skirt. Being a very beginning sewer (er... one who sews? Not a drainage system, kthx), I couldn't really come up with it myself. So, I combined a tutorial for making a pleated skirt with a tutorial for making a flared skirt... and voila! — a reasonable-sounding (looking?) plan.
However, I am determined to do this right, especially as I only have 4½ yards of medium blue cotton/poly fabric, so I can't screw this up. My determination not to screw up was only bolstered by the fact that I just spent freaking $42 on my cosplay supplies — and that's before making the helmet.
One question for those who sew, or who have textile-related ideas: The nice lady at JoAnn's convinced me that felt was the way to go for the white stripe of trim on the skirt. I can't really use ribbon, since the pattern will need to be curved to allow for the flare, and any white fabric I found wasn't thick enough to prevent the blue from showing through when held over it. After buying three yards of white felt, though, I'm having second thoughts. I don't think the texture of the felt will be appropriate to match with the cotton/poly skirt. I was thinking of something more fake-satiny, or the same cotton/poly as the rest of the skirt, but it's all so thin it shows the blue through from underneath.
Any solutions to my conundrum? You have a few days to comment, as I plan to wash my blue fabric before sewing, like I'm supposed to. Strict determination to do it right, after all.
Archway
Mon 3 October 2005, 8:33PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

Eppstein Park, Maumee OH - 19 September 2005
Foiled Again
Wed 28 September 2005, 10:10PM | posted in photographyOn Sunday, the day after I purchased the Argoflex 75, I found a Brownie Bullet camera for $1.99 at Savers. I saw that it took 127 film, and contemplated leaving it... but not for long. WTF, I figured, it's only two bucks.
So, I thought I might be able to try 35mm sprocket hole photography with my new-old camera, to test the camera's workings for much less than the cost of a roll of vintage 127mm film. Went out to the garage and located some foam to hold the smaller film canister in place, opened up the camera — and realized that 127 film is much narrower than 35mm. The camera wouldn't even think about closing with that huge 35mm film cartridge in there. D'oh!
Damn... off to eBay I go, to purchase some 127mm film.
Maybe someday I'll get saucy and learn to develop my own black-and-white film. Until then, I suppose I'll just get butt-raped by Rocky Mountain Film Lab (who, incidentally, can also develop all my obscure rolls of Super 8 film). We'll see if the Brownie's worth the trouble after a test roll...
Bench
Wed 28 September 2005, 9:01PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

Bench, Eppstein Park, Maumee OH - 19 Sept 2005
The Argoflex 75
Sun 25 September 2005, 12:06PM | posted in photography
Dear readers: my new old camera.
This is the Argoflex seventy-five, purchased yesterday at the Lucas County Flea Market. Aaron was actually the hawk-eyed thrifter on this one, and pointed out a couple of older-looking cameras. I was intrigued by this one, and popped open the viewfinder to get a glimpse of a fantastically bright (if dirt-speckled) view.
Next step: see what kind of film it takes. I knew from my Holga research that some older films are actually identical to the 120 that I use in my Holga, but the spools are larger and won't fit into the older cameras. So, I looked around for a release catch... and looked... and looked. Aaron found a little metal nub on the top of the camera, and tried fussing with it, at which point I said, "If I can't get it open, I'm not gonna buy it."
Cue the seller lady. She got up from her lawn chair and mutely asked for the camera, then fussed with it for a moment before opening the viewfinder and triumpantly offering it back to me. At which point I asked her how to open the back, where the film goes. To my carefully-supressed glee, she fussed with the same metal nub that Aaron had, with the same results.
Finally she looked up at me and said that it was mine for two bucks, since she couldn't get it open. I told her that sounded like a deal to me, and the transaction went down. As we left, Aaron and I heard the woman talking to her husband, saying, "I just sold that camera for two bucks! I couldn't get the back open..." and we heard the husband mutter his irate disappointment in reply.
After we had done the rest of the flea market (meeting our mail-delivery lady in the process!), we got in the car and I gave Aaron the camera to manhandle. And, sure enough, by wedging his fingernails under the top of the back, by the metal nub, and giving a mighty pull, the back finally swung free.
I wonder how much money I saved by letting Aaron wander off while the nice lady was trying to make the catch work, instead of having him manhandle it there at the booth. Probably at least $8.
So, let me tell you about my camera.
- The Argoflex 75 was manufactured between 1949 and 1958. So, this little camera is somewhere around 50 years old.
- It takes 620 film, but I managed to make it accept a roll of 120, despite some info listed online. We'll see how it actually works once I expose this roll. All I know is that it seems to advance OK.
- It's fixed-focus, so no focus ring. I've read differing stats on how close it can focus: some websites say 7.5 feet, but the manual says six. There were close-up lens attachments made, but I'm doubtful about ever locating any.
- It can take "instantaneous" or "time" photos; basically, it has a bulb setting. The aperture is f/13, but I haven't been able to find the shutter speed listed anywhere.
Basically, I've got myself a fancy-looking box camera. I'm cool with that, though. I'm enjoying my new hobby of collecting old and inexpensive cameras. As I photograph with them, I find that they all have their own style and personality — which sounded like total crap to me years ago when my aunt tried to tell me the same thing. It's true, though.
If I ever go on a trip with all my camera equipment, I'm gonna need a bigger bag. ;-)
New Camera Self-Portrait
Tue 20 September 2005, 7:34PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo ActionSampler

I picked up this little four-panel camera at Savers for 99¢ a few weeks back. This was one of the test shots I took over my lunch break, while walking in a local park. I'm impressed with the focal length, as this shot was taken at arm's-length, a distance that makes most of my cameras cringe in blurry horror.
After only a moment of research this evening, I think I may actually have an honest-to-god Lomo ActionSampler. All the details of this unlabeled thrift-store find look exactly like the cameras on the lomography website.
Fantastic!
Fireworks
Tue 6 September 2005, 11:25PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N

Fireworks at Community Homecoming Park, Holland OH: July 4, 2005
Serger Test #1
Thu 25 August 2005, 9:40PM | posted in crafty
While I was sorting through some of my random crap last week, I found a Ziploc baggie of buttons. Pins. Whatever you want to call them. I used to collect them, once upon a time — not really as a hobby, just as something cool to have. Kind of like my varieties of Post-It Note pads. But I digress.
It occured to me that it's kind of pointless to keep all this crap if I'm only going to pull it out of a box every now and then, look at it, and put it away again. I have other knick-knacks and keepsakes that I'm planning to make shadowboxes for — but for my button collection, a simple fleece display will do.
I had threaded my new Singer Tiny Serger (purchased at Savers for $3) with hot pink, blue, and yellow thread, so that I could tell a.) how to thread the bitch thing, and b.) if it didn't work, where the problem lay. As it happened, there was no serger troubleshooting needed, but threading it took FOREVER. I really didn't want to have to rethread it for my next project... so I chose a relatively funky-friendly project to practice with.
All I did was serge around the edges of a 12"x18" piece of white fleece, install eyelets in the corners (I didn't use interfacing, and that might come back to bite me later), and thread a couple thread chains from the serger through the eyelets for hanging. Just add buttons. Pins. Whatever.
An extremely simple project, but fun and useful. I'll get this arts-n-crafts thing down yet.
Waiting for Fireworks
Thu 25 August 2005, 8:13PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N

Community Homecoming Park, Holland OH - 2 July 2005
Downtown Millersburg At Sunset
Wed 17 August 2005, 7:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

As seen from a park bench by the Holmes County Courthouse, 10 August 2005
Closed
Mon 15 August 2005, 9:58PM | posted in photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom

Checking out the comics: Ann Arbor MI, 23 July 2005
This Is Drum Corps
Wed 3 August 2005, 7:32PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

Duane Jones teaches the Lakeshoremen a drill move, 9 July 2005, DeKalb IL.
Nature Photo Op
Thu 21 July 2005, 9:40PM | posted in photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom

When I came home from work today, Aaron told me that he'd been startled by a THUMP on the air conditioner installed in the dining room window earlier that afternoon. Apparently, he'd looked out the window to see a not-quite-baby bird—say, an adolescent bird—sitting on top of the air conditioner, outside. It looked right at him, and wasn't afraid. (Maybe not old enough to be afraid of people yet. It'll learn.)
Anyway, his first instinct was to get the cat. :-D Instead, he decided to get the camera and snap a digital pic of the birdie. Unfortunately, by the time he got back, the birdie was facing away from the window, and instead of turning back for its photo op, it flew away / jumped off.
Fast forward to this evening. Aaron was gone to work. I didn't feel like doing anything on the computer (for once), and decided to go outside in the back yard and enjoy the brisk breeze from the impending rainstorm. And what did I see but—you guessed it—an adolescent bird sitting on the grass right by the back door, not five feet from the aforementioned air conditioner.
Time for me to run inside and get the camera.
When I came back out, the bird was still there, hungrily opening its beak and chirping at me. I snapped some not-so-good photos of it, getting mighty close—within a foot or so, if not closer, judging from the horrendous focus on some of the pics (even using the macro setting! I need a fancier digital camera).
With the photo op over, I sat back on my haunches and wondered what kind of food I could drop into a little birdie's mouth. It looked mighty hungry, and although its mother was seeming to answer it from the nest several trees over, she certainly wasn't coming to rescue him or anything. I don't know if the little guy could even take off from the ground yet.
I, like every other good Girl Scout, know not to pick up baby birds. Still, though, I'm really expecting to find that little baby bird still sitting in the yard tomorrow, much worse off than it is today. *sigh*
Damn that Prime Directive, anyway.
Holga Roll #1
Mon 11 July 2005, 10:00PM | posted in photosCamera: Holga 120N

True to my word, I didn't capture any amazing photos with my first roll of Holga film. I did manage to puzzle out 1.) how to load the bastard thing, and 2.) how to guesstimate the focus (and I thank the Lomo for prior help with that).
It also appears that the camera is, at least for now, free of major light leaks. That may change as time goes on, and the camera receives more abuse. :-) It's also apparent from the photo above that the center of the image is indeed crisper than the edges, and that there is a noticeable amount of vignetting around the corners. I did use the flash, though, which might have added to the effect.
Overall, I think I'm pleased with my Holga.
Now I need to go ship off my three rolls of Lomo film and my one roll of Holga film from the 4th of July.
Lachesis
Wed 6 July 2005, 10:38PM | posted in college; memories; photosCamera: Minolta X370s

One afternoon in early September 1999, shortly after we moved back into Kohl Hall for our third year as roommates, Amy and I discovered this interloper living just outside our window. We named her Lachesis, after one of the Fates (Clotho, the weaver; Lachesis, who measured the cloth; and Atropos, who cut the thread — rightfully, she should have been Clotho, but Lachesis just sounded cooler).
We and Lachesis lived in harmony for at least a week, until one morning she and her web had vanished. Amy and I maintain that she must have been power-washed off of our windowsill.
Holga Film... Away!
Wed 29 June 2005, 8:01PM | posted in photography
As of tomorrow morning, the first roll of Holga film will be sent off to Dale Labs for processing. I tried not to take any OMG-I-hope-that-turns-out shots, as this is more of a "control" roll: no mummifying the Holga in gaffer's tape to eliminate light leaks, no mods, nothing fancy. I just want to see what this bad boy will turn out with no help from me.
I'll scan and post anything that comes out particularly interesting... but don't expect much beyond artsy, square-shaped pictures of my cat. o.O
The Lomo Is Fixed
Thu 23 June 2005, 11:08PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

The Lomo appears to be working at specifications once more. The post-op test roll came out A-OK, if a touch boring.
In other photo news, the Holga has arrived and is now loaded with film. I'll burn through this first roll quickly and post the results when I get them processed.
XXL tee --> tank surgery
Fri 17 June 2005, 11:01PM | posted in crafty
I got it in my head tonight that I wanted to do a t-shirt surgery, and make my "Drum Corps Unplugged" shirt into a tank top. See, I always liked the design of the back better than the front, anyway, so I figured I'd shrink it to fit and make it something I might actually wear, instead of something just taking up space in the closet.
I think this one was more successful than my previous two surgeries because a.) I measured correctly, both the fabric and my body; and b.) I only had to sew in straight lines. :-) Still, though, it didn't turn out exactly according to plan: I had a brain fart while I was cutting the straps, and made them narrower than I had intended, and I failed to note that my hips are bigger than my tits, making the shirt fit kind of tight and funny in places, and causing the straps to become fashion suggestions rather than anything that actually holds the shirt on.
I may wear this to tomorrow night's drum corps show with Donna, or I may save it to wear to next Sunday's drill camp up in St. Clair Shores MI. Or maybe it'll be an around-the-house shirt. I'm not sure how comfortable I'd be wearing it in public, mainly because of the fit around the waist, and the straps that seem to be afraid of heights.
I'm definitely improving, though. :-D
Dead Pine Tree
Thu 16 June 2005, 8:29PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

Taken on Saturday, June 4, on our way to Cleveland for my step-brother Philip's graduation.
Things to note:
- How is there one singular dead pine tree in the midst of a line of perfectly healthy ones? That was what drew me to this urban vista in the first place.
- Doesn't MCO's new logo look kind of like the Republic's crest from Star Wars?
- How and why have I started taking great pictures of my freaking middle finger? God's sake... out of the 21 exposures that came out before my Lomo had its little shutter crisis that day, my finger is prominently displayed in four. WTF?
Holga Me
Tue 14 June 2005, 8:15PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

I've been waiting impatiently for my Holga to arrive from Hong Kong. Since it's not being tracked, and I have no idea how long airmail from Hong Kong will take, I decided to play with Photoshop and Holga-ize this image to bide my time.
From surfing around lots of Holga sites and photoblogs, I think I have a pretty good idea of how this photo might have turned out, had I taken it with a Holga. Of course, the Lomo with which I actually did take the photo is a decent low-light camera, and the Holga certainly wouldn't have performed quite as well. So, I took some liberties.
I cropped the photo square to go with the 6x6 format I intend to use. Then I burned in the edges to simulate the vignetting of the lens, and I blurred the outer edges of the photo to add to the softness of the image, while leaving the center of the frame clear. As an afterthought, assuming I would have been using a super-fast film to capture this low-lit indoor image, I added some grain. And this is what I came up with:

I know I don't have it quite right, but... *shrug* It was still fun to play.
I can't wait to get my new Holga and try out a roll of test film to see how bad the light leaks really are. ;-)
Lou Barlow
Sat 11 June 2005, 9:05AM | posted in music; photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

Neither myself nor Aaron had ever gotten to see Lou Barlow live before this show. (Lou Barlow = Folk Implosion, Sebadoh, Sentridoh, Kids soundtrack... remember the song "Natural One" from the late 90's?) Being a giant fan of Lou, and wanting to support the Hannelore Barlow charity tour, we bought ourselves tickets and headed out to Coventry.
Anyway, he performed back in March at the Grog Shop and, despite my less-than-stellar Tegan and Sara results, I brought my trusty lomo along. This was one of the two shots of Lou that I got; after a while, I realized that they weren't really going to come out well, and I gave up on snapping pictures and just enjoyed the show.
New Obsession?
Fri 10 June 2005, 9:05PM | posted in photographyLast weekend, as I was snapping off some shots with the lomo after Philip's graduation, a minor catastrophe struck.
The shutter release on my lomo stuck down. The film advance kept advancing. It wouldn't stop. My heart leapt into my throat, then sank.
My poor lomo. I <3 my lomo. I would be sad if it were gone. Not to mention that bitch cost me $100 used on eBay.
Luckily, the next day, I looked up how to do emergency surgery on a Lomo LC-A—basically, how to take off the cover and look at the insides. Just doing that must have jarred something back into place, because now it seems to work fine. (We'll see for sure after the post-op roll comes back in another week.)
In those 18 hours or so before I managed to get the lomo back on its photographic feet, though, I entertained the idea of buying another "toy camera." I'd heard about the Holga, and I knew that the Lomo LC-A was actually a knock-off of another camera, which was based on yet another camera, so I knew there had to be something else. And, as much as I <3 my lomo, I'm in no hurry to cough up another $100 for one.
So, after a little online research, off to eBay I went, searching for Holga 120's and Cosina CX-2's and Minox 35's and Olympus XA's and even Diana cameras and Fed 5B's. Finally, after some sticker shock on certain models and some disappointing bid-sniping for others, I managed to get myself a brand-new Holga 120N. Now I need to get myself some 120 film (I forgot that this auction didn't come with any), and wait for my camera to arrive...
Here's the danger: if I <3 my Holga like I <3 my Lomo, I could see myself becoming a collector of "toy" cameras. No, not just a collector, but an enthusiast. "Collector" makes me think that I'd have them all lined up on a shelf, pretty-like. Kind of like Mr. Marks, my clarinet instructor, did with his vintage clarinets. No, if I had more cameras, I'd be taking pictures with them, that's for sure.
I'd want to start with the cameras-I-can-fit-in-my-purse genre, though, because that's the thing I love the most about my lomo. It's *there*. It's like the old #1 rule of photography: f/8 and be there. (If the part about f/8 —that's a setting on the camera, you non-photo types—if that's right, I should be happy with my Holga: it only has one f-stop. I think it's f/11, though...)
The other thing I really love about my lomo is that it has depth-of-field. Again, for you non-camera types, that's where the subject is sharp and in focus, but the background is fuzzy (and sometimes the foreground, too). It took me a while to get the hang of the range focus concept—there's not a focusing ring, there's a focusing lever with four selections—but once I figured it out, I loved the results. The Holga, with an aperture of f/11, isn't going to have that so much, but it'll be a square format, and it'll have that vignetting (darkening around the corners) that looks like you're about to pass out. I think that's a fair artistic trade. We'll see.
I hope this doesn't suck. I might have to find a place that develops 120 film locally, so I don't have to wait a whole week to get my first roll of Holga prints back. Of course, I've had poor luck with most any local photofinishers I've tried... so maybe I should just cultivate my patience.
Or maybe I should wait until I even get the damn camera before I start worrying about it. ;-)
Me and my Mom
Tue 7 June 2005, 9:06PM | posted in memories; photos
My Mom has been reminding me (every chance she gets) that I haven't posted her picture anywhere on my website yet. (Y'know, Mom, that's not entirely true; you were at my bridal shower.)
Anyway, to appease my mother, this is a Kmart portrait of the two of us when she was younger than I am now. :-)
(Oh, and yes, it did take some Photoshop skillz to remove that fantastic Kmart-portrait red tint. It's not perfect, but it's good enough.)
Memorial Day 2005
Tue 31 May 2005, 7:15PM | posted in drumcorps; photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom

My Memorial Day in a nutshell: drive to Michigan, 2½ mile parade, lunch, 3½ hour rehearsal, dinner, performance for returned Marines, drive home. Total time away from home: approximately 14 hours. Total driving time: approximately four hours.
Overall impression of the day: productive.
Flashback: My Bedroom
Sat 28 May 2005, 11:10AM | posted in memories; photosCamera: Kodak Star 35 EF

I'm not sure why I took this photo. I think it was mainly because of the cats on my desk. At any rate, I kind of enjoyed seeing this snapshot in time: Autumn, 1995.
During the summer before I went off to college, Mom and I moved out of the craptastic Walden Apartments in Medina to a nicer neighborhood on Jackson Street. We were on the third floor of a small apartment building—about eight units total, I think.
I didn't get to spend much time there before I went off to college—or did we not move there until I was *in* college? I think that was it. At any rate, I spent one year in college before I got put on Academic Suspension and had to spend a semester at home. No internet, no computer, and Mom's new boyfriend Gary was suddenly in the mix. This photo was taken during that time.
Relay For Life 2005
Sun 22 May 2005, 12:10PM | posted in photos; randomness; the ongoing saga of my jobCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom

Friday night was the BG Relay For Life at City Park in Bowling Green. Around 6:45pm, the Sky Team gathered at our campsite for a team photo. Had I realized that the team photo wouldn't actually be posed, I might have taken a little more initiative to assist in posing people... but, especially as a first-year team member, and as I didn't know the person heading up the photo, I didn't feel it was my job to get the people in back to move up front where they could be seen.
My Memaw
Fri 13 May 2005, 7:00PM | posted in family; memories; photosCamera: Other 35mm

My Memaw knew a lot. She wasn't particularly book-smart—I think she completed 8th grade—but she knew little, important things. How to keep my ballet recital costume from unravelling. How to french braid and how to do a french twist. How to make awesome fried chicken, and tuna croquettes, and dozens of other wonderful foods. How to grow an avocado plant from a pit. How to grow plants in general.
About plants: Memaw definitely had a green thumb. Not in that Jerry Baker sort of way, though; he knows all sorts of bizarre tips and tricks for keeping your plants and lawn green and healthy, like spraying it with a solution of dish soap and beer and ammonia and some other household chemicals. Memaw had the other kind of green thumb, the kind where she had only to stick a plant in soil (or in water first, to root it), then water it (from the bottom, always), and poof. Big, healthy plants. Or so I remember, anyway... I was still kind of young when Memaw's plant collection was in its heyday.
(Funny, isn't it, how we never seem to take pictures of everyday things, like our living room... but, years later, we find ourselves trying to remember details that we once thought we'd never forget. Like how many plants sat in our windowsill in Apartment A-13 when I was 7 years old.)
Anyway, I wish I'd been able to ask her about more of the little, important things. As I got older, and as she got older, I did write her letters and ask her about some of the little things. How to make tuna croquettes (which I still haven't attempted). How many different jobs she held, and where she worked (which I wish I'd written down, but I was in the car on the way to BG). And my Mom gave me the recipe for meatballs that Memaw had gotten from the Italian girl that worked with her at Bix's Restaurant.
How to grow plants, though... if she had a secret, I wish I could have learned it. I do well enough, and I certainly *have* enough, but sometimes I wonder. I think I managed to inherit some of that green thumb, but... you know.
Sometimes I miss her.
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Next Friday, I'll be participating in the American Cancer Society Relay For Life in Bowling Green. If you'd care to sponsor me, you can donate online all next week, until the event. Donations are, of course, tax-deductible, and will forward the fight against cancer.
Someday, I hope someone else gets more time to ask their own Memaw the questions I didn't.
Making a Statement
Wed 11 May 2005, 9:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

While I was hanging out with Donna in Bowling Green back in March, we came upon this truck. I believe my comment at the time was, "THIS is why I bring my Lomo everywhere."
Happy Birthday, Gary!
Wed 4 May 2005, 7:05PM | posted in photos; randomness
I am destined to forever remember my step-Gary's birthday. Damn his mnemonic device:
"May the Fourth be with you."
*groan*
Another New Toy
Mon 2 May 2005, 6:58PM | posted in photos; randomness
I have decided to try some home recording.
To that end, I purchased the Behringer Eurorack UB802 Mixer. It's certainly no comparison to the Mackie mixer I got to use back in my Recording Technology days, but the price was right, and it's good enough for home recording. After all, I haven't done this in a while...
If what I turn out from this little experiment doesn't suck (very much), you can expect to get a sampling when it's ready for prime-time. If it does suck, you can expect me never to mention this venture ever again.
Update: A couple hours of experimentation yielded a one-verse cover that doesn't entirely suck. However, I have remembered something. Something very vital to the success of my little experiment.
I can't *stand* the sound of my own voice. OMFG.
It's just one verse of a Depeche Mode song, me plunking away on my Casio and singing my little pea-pickin' heart out, but if you really want to hear it, e-mail me and I'll send you a URL where you can download it.
Please be gentle.
Birthday Visit From Amy
Sun 24 April 2005, 11:13PM | posted in photos
Myself and Amy, before heading out to lunch and a movie with Aaron. Two days after my birthday, and it's snowing like a motherfucker. o.O See, Aaron? I *told* you it could happen, and not just in the snowbelt.
Other highlights of the weekend: opening presents from Christmas and Amy's birthday; dinner with Amy, Aaron, Mark, and myself at Dolly & Joe's; Amy's and my three-hour discussion at Grounds For Thought in BG; and, of course, watching Sin City at Levis Commons.
Happy Birthday To Me!
Fri 22 April 2005, 8:20PM | posted in anecdotes; photosWhen I was little, I would get excited about my birthday, just like all kids do. As I got older, and grew to expect less out of birthdays, I got less enthused about them in advance. After all, what's the point of getting worked up just to get let down? These days, I go into birthdays expecting a day like any other; then, if something good happens, I'm pleasantly surprised.
Today, I was pleasantly surprised.
I'd already gotten my iPod from Aaron, thanks to my managing to ruin the surprise. I knew something was up with Sheryl, because earlier this week she'd asked where my office was. I also knew that our department was planning a pizza party for lunch, because Holly couldn't keep it a secret, and had to know what kind of pizza I liked. So, I knew something was up before I even came in this morning.
I'd thought maybe the early arrivers would decorate my cube before I got to work—but no. I arrived to two cards (one from the whole department and one from Scott) and a lucky bamboo plant (also from Scott). That was cool. I put water in my bamboo plant's little home and prepared to start my workday.
Not long after, I got a hand on my shoulder and a "Boo!" shouted at me (in an indoor voice, of course). I offered the standard reply, "Boo who?" before I turned around—and, holy shit, it's Sheryl! She brought me two pots of mini daffodils and a gift card to Lane Bryant! *squee* She hung around for a couple minutes before going back out and heading to work (but not before talking to Rob Wozniak, who didn't recognize her at first).
I coasted on a good mood for the rest of the day, enjoying my springy cubicle and the Twinkie tiramisu Scott made and the pizza for lunch and... yeah. It was a good birthday. At least, as good as having a birthday at work can be. :-P
And now, the documentation:

My shelf is all springy now! Daffodils from Sheryls in back and bamboo from Scott in front.

I put the other daffodils by my computer, so I could look at them all day. I actually took this pot home with me after work, though.

My birthday cards: The one on the left is from my coworkers, and the inside reads: "Smells just like a birthday card, doesn't it?" or something to that effect. The one on the right is from Scott, and the inside reads: "Forget about that low-carb diet!" Heh. Then there's the gift card from Sheryl in front there.

OMFG. Twinkie-misu. Twinkies cut in half, soaked in espresso (or strong coffee), layered on the bottom of a 9x13 pan. Coffee ice cream on top, Kahlua (if you're not at work), Cool Whip, with mocha fudge drizzled and chocolate crumbled on top. To. Die. For. (Assuming you like coffee.)
Good day. Yeah. And Amy's coming over tomorrow! Yay for birthday weekends!
Projects
Thu 21 April 2005, 9:00PM | posted in craftyI hate that, when I try something and it doesn't quite work right—like, say, fabric paint on fleece—I immediately get really depressed and think I had a bad or stupid idea. It takes me a while to get over that first gut reaction and to start thinking of alternatives to my first idea.
That bothers me.
'Nuff said. I'm not ready to reveal my latest craft project quite yet. I apparently need to go buy some iron-on transfers and see how *those* work on fleece... (Sheryl and Aaron, shh.)
The Annual Dan Visit
Tue 19 April 2005, 10:38PM | posted in photos
Dan Clouse at Max & Erma's in Maumee, 24 February 2005
Photo Opportunities
Fri 8 April 2005, 11:14PM | posted in photography; ruminations
I was just over at the Jolesch website, ordering myself a 10x15 of the portrait we had taken at the MCGC finals last weekend. (I <3 the Intarweb + digital cameras for quick photo turnaround.)
While I was perusing their website, I contemplated the conversation I'd had with the photographer after our little photo shoot. For the sake of the non-photographers here, though, I'll put my geekitude (and self-esteem issues) in the extended entry, where you won't have to read it if you don't want.
T-Shirt Surgery Part II: RCC Halter Top
Thu 7 April 2005, 10:55PM | posted in craftyI've never owned a halter top, as far as I can remember. I know my mom liked them when she was younger (read: before she had me and gained weight). Eventually I figured, what the heck. I wanted to see how I'd look in one... and I'm really kind of getting into this t-shirt surgery thing. Plus, I was curious about Sheryl's claim that halters really are made so that even those of us with ample boobage can go braless in one. O.o
I ended up combining this tutorial for a basic halter top with this one for an empire waist. I knew I'd need some semblance of support, and just having a basic, flat halter top with no tightly-fitted bodice just wasn't going to cut it.
The Process:

Witness the hunter green RCC shirt, intact and in all its 2XL glory.

I took my fabric marking pencil and, comparing the two tutorials, drew in where I'd be cutting and sewing.
I cut off the sleeves and removed the collar, then mostly removed the back and turned some of it into the halter straps. I also took some off the bottom, to make it shorter. Once everything was cut, I finished all the newly-raw edges, then I hemmed the bottom and turned down the cutout back, where the empire drawstring would thread through. (I'm really proud of my hem. It looks tres keen, IMHO.)

This is the finished product! It's not exactly how I'd envisioned, but it was a learning experience. I was thinking about maybe putting a white or gold edging along the neckline, but I don't know if it turned out so well that I'll be into putting a whole lot more work into this particular design.

Witness my flubbery back! No, really, check out my keen drawstring action. The original plan had been for it to tie in the back there, but a.) I'm just not that coordinated, and b.) the drawstring (made from the leftover material off the bottom of the shirt) ended up stretching like a mofo.

Here's a view from the side. Not a bad t-shirt surgery experiment, after all.
I have discovered two things tonight. #1: I like the way a halter top makes my shoulders look. #2: It really might be OK not to wear a bra with one of these; it's really quite comfortable. #3: I should just buy one, instead of trying to make one that will fit properly. ;-P
My First T-Shirt Surgery
Wed 6 April 2005, 9:54PM | posted in crafty; photosWhen was it? Last year? Anyway, some time ago, I got the idea that I could make t-shirts with neat designs, and started a CafePress store to that end. I made a keen design that was reminiscent of a late-70's era tee my mom had:

So, I ordered myself a 2XL jersey with my design on it. And, when it arrived, I thought it was cool.
Then I tried it on.
OMG. I could wear it as a nightshirt. (And I did, on occasion.) I hung it in my closet, rarely to be seen again.
Until now.
When Sheryl took me on Shopping Spree Part One, she showed me a "fashionable tee" she had in her closet, and told me about the people who do t-shirt surgery to make their big, boxy tees into chic and, well, fashionable tees.
It took me a week or so, but I began to resent the oversized tees I own that are too cool to thrift, but too baggy to wear comfortably anymore. (Who'da thunk it?) So, I went to the t-shirt surgery LJ community, snooped around a while, and decided to go for it.
I didn't have the CafePress jersey in mind as my test subject at first, but it presented itself after only a moment of closet-searching.

Look at this thing. It's *huge* on me—and that's saying something.

I chose a new shirt that fits me well, and used it as a template, tracing around it and then sewing on the lines. Good grief, though, look at how *huge* that shirt is!

Voila! I took a few inches off the width and the length, and added a little zig-zag stitch to the bottom for that finished-yet-unfinished look. (Actually, it's really because I'm new to the whole sewing thing and didn't know how to properly sew a hem into the bottom of my shirt.) I had contemplated shortening the sleeves, but decided to leave them for now.

Here's another view of the finished shirt. My slightly surly look is due to having argued with the digital camera for over half a dozen exposures.
Now all I have to do is get rid of the spare tire around my middle, and my shirts will fit even better *without* surgery.
(Next in line for various stylistic surgeries and possible home-brewed silkscreening: my bevy of RCC shirts!)
Magazine Rack
Mon 4 April 2005, 10:42PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

At the Grand Opening of Books-A-Million, Levis Commons, Perrysburg. Some weekend in late February / early March.
Cute Skirtness
Thu 31 March 2005, 9:16PM | posted in photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
Per Sheryl's request: a photo of my cute skirtness. It didn't come out quite so well, but you get the idea.

Cthulhu Fish
Thu 31 March 2005, 9:03PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

This kicks our Trek fish's ass. Seen at the Grand Opening of Books A Million at Levis Commons in Perrysburg.
Arts N' Crafts
Mon 28 March 2005, 11:02PM | posted in crafty; potpourriVia kottke.org: I may totally have to try this.
Cheap screen printing tutorial
I remember sort of enjoying screenprinting T-shirts in High School art class... and this would be so much cheaper than iron-on transfers for my photo printer! (And so much more fun!)
Now I have to come up with a creative T-shirt design... gah!
One Year Ago
Wed 23 March 2005, 9:58PM | posted in house; photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
As Erk reminded me a few days ago, Aaron and I moved into our house exactly one year ago Monday.
I still wish I'd kept the digital camera handy during the move, so I could have taken pictures of the perfectly-packed 24-foot giant U-Haul, or the inside of our empty apartment, or the all-volunteer moving crew at their complimentary Easystreet lunch.
I do have some other pictures of interest, though:

Our house, at inspection time (February 2004)

The aftermath of getting the U-Haul stuck in the mud across the street from our new house

Our living room, after we got the furniture in place, one year before we got the widescreen TV
So, yeah. Happy one year in the house to us! (Only 29 more years of house payments to go...)
Holy Big-Screen, Batman!
Mon 21 March 2005, 9:40PM | posted in house; photos; randomnessCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom

Courtesy of Sheryl, for a whopping $800: a 55" Mitsubishi widescreen TV. Not pictured: Kenwood surround sound system (ProLogic).
Anyone who knows how big that damn orange lamp is can truly appreciate the scope and magnitude of our new purchase. Holy shit.
Sleepy Mei
Thu 10 March 2005, 10:41PM | posted in photosCamera: Minolta X370s

I've gone entirely too long without posting a cute Mei pic. So, here you go: Mei looking all sleepy on the chair in the living room, sometime last month.
Need My Sewing Fix
Tue 1 March 2005, 4:44PM | posted in crafty; otakuI swear to God. It?s like a fucking addiction.
I spent fifteen minutes of my 20-minute break today sketching out ideas for a new totoro hat design.
Part of me is like, didn?t you want to try making those s?mores candles tonight? or practice your mellophone? and part of me is like, OMG I might have the answer to the standee-up ears!
Seriously, though—now that I?m actually fabricating hats, coming up with ideas, and being generally creative, I can understand why it?s impossible to find actual character hat patterns online. Especially since so many people sell their hats for a profit. It?s kind of like with soy candles: it?s impossible to find all the little tips and tricks all in one place, just because individual candlemakers (myself included) are so proud of having figured it out themselves, and they?ll be damned if they?ll share their hard work with budding candlists for free.
I know that, once I get this totoro hat to look just right, I ain?t planning on posting a pattern. Buy one and seam-rip it if you really want to know the secret of the totoro hat. ;-)
But that might be a while...
Totoro Hat, Take Two
Mon 28 February 2005, 11:59PM | posted in crafty; otaku
Attempt #2 at a Totoro hat I'd be proud to wear to the Animarathon in April. Much closer this time. I made the hat *too* big this time, instead of not big enough, so I had to adjust the hems and do some trimming—but, hopefully, I was left with a hat that would suffice for Aaron. I also increased the size of the hatband hem width and the ears, and decreased the size of Totoro's eyes and nose.
I'm afraid I might have to try out some other style of a more form-fitting hat, as having a loosely-fitting hat isn't going to work with those pesky ears. Maybe you can't tell in the photos, but they really like to flop forward and/or backward a lot, and not stay standing up. Rigid, sure, no problem, but upright? Not so much.
Oh, yeah, and I still need to add whiskers. Sticky-outie whiskers, not sewn-on whiskers.
This is fun. Addictive. I *heart* fleece remnants at Hancock Fabrics.
Edit: Forgot to mention one thing. When one is cutting fabric on one's kitchen table, it would behoove a person to make sure that the measuring tape is not unwound and laying about in close proximity to the path of the cutting implement. Otherwise, one may find oneself reattaching the end of one's vinyl measuring tape, said tape having been severed at the three-inch mark.
Totoro Hat!
Mon 28 February 2005, 12:09AM | posted in crafty; otaku
Yay! My very first Totoro hat is complete. Not bad for a first try... Next time, I'll cut the fleece bigger to allow for seam allowances, and try to figure out how to sew the face on with the machine, instead of by hand. (My practice circles on the machine didn't turn out too well...) Maybe make the eyes a little smaller, and the ears a little bigger.
But, for now, I'm happy. Yay, Totoro hat! I can sew... sort of. :-)
Family Portrait, Christmas 2004
Mon 7 February 2005, 8:59PM | posted in photosCamera: Minolta X370s

Mei was unimpressed with the annual Christmas portrait experience, and refused to sit still until the self-timer would fire. Afterward, of course, she was content to lounge by the presents.
Edit:

Here's an alternate version, with some artsy color tricks. Nothing fancy, but it adds a little something different. Skin tones still aren't quite right, but... *shrug* Artistic license? Sure...
Question: Do I Really Need a DSLR?
Sat 5 February 2005, 6:11PM | posted in photographyAfter yesterday's disappointment with A&M Photo World, I've been contemplating whether I would really use my new toy, once I ever manage to save up a grand to get it. I don't think this is a case of 'sour grapes'—it's more of the usual process I go through when I'm about to buy a big-ticket item.
The big question: would I use it?
Damn.
Fri 4 February 2005, 9:21PM | posted in photographyFinally, after Sky's year-end incentive payout, I had enough money to get the camera I've been wanting: the Nikon D70. The best part? I'd found an ad in Popular Photography magazine, in the back half where all the camera stores have their catalog/ads, that A&M Photo World had the Nikon D70 kit (kit = camera body + lens) for—get this—$649.00.
!!!
Retail on those is usually upward of a grand! I was so stoked.
So, tonight, I transferred some money from my savings over to my checking, put the much-desired electronic into my shopping cart, entered my debit card info, and almost pushed the Checkout button. But first... a coupon code field? Hmm. That's my cue to Google the name of the place and "coupon code" and see what I come up with.
And what did I come up with? Shitty reviews of A&M's service and business practices.
*sigh*
I had noticed that their accessories were a touch overpriced—I'll need a CompactFlash card to use the camera, after all—but it seems that your prized item suddenly becomes backordered when you opt not to purchase said overpriced accessories.
It wasn't hard to make a decision. Highly disappointed as I am, I'm going to put my money back into savings and wait until I've saved enough to buy my new toy from a reputable dealer, like B&H or Adorama or even find one on eBay.
It's just... damn. That was disappointing.
For The RCC Alumni In The House
Thu 3 February 2005, 8:19PM | posted in photos; the ongoing saga of my jobCamera: Lomo LC-A

Yep, the Champion of the World works in the next cube over from me.
Sunrise, mid-January
Wed 2 February 2005, 10:22PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

I went out to the car to head off to work one morning in mid-January, and was met with this fabulous sunrise. It was one of those moments when I was glad the Lomo was in my purse.
Christmas in Lakewood, 2004
Wed 26 January 2005, 10:06PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

Poppa rests on his sofa before heading to Uncle Pete's in Westlake for the Christmas festivities
Christmas in Westlake, 2004
Sat 22 January 2005, 5:20PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A

Aaron and his cousin, Nathan, fighting boredom at Uncle Pete's house.
Ohayocon5
Mon 17 January 2005, 6:41PM | posted in otaku; photos; reviews; roadtripsCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
I'm still working on a weekend review, but I did manage to finish my Ohayocon5 photo gallery. (I've gotta come up with a new way to make slideshows for my site—besides Flickr.)
There is also a great collection of photos at fansview.com, in addition to an informative narrative on the weekend.
Edit:
OK, here's the overview I promised. Now, it's kind of cold in this room, so my fingers are a little stiff; plus, I didn't take notes during the weekend like I'd planned. So, I don't promise literary greatness here. But, hopefully, between my photos and my narrative, you'll get the general idea.
Home From Ohayocon
Sun 16 January 2005, 10:25PM | posted in otaku; photos; roadtripsCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
Ohayocon was a great time! Almost like a mini-vacation. Very cool.
I'm currently working on adjusting and resizing the 30+ digital pics we took over the weekend. Until then, here's a pic I just took of Aaron displaying his two prized purchases: his moogle hat and his Mr. Sparkle t-shirt.

Con pics and a review/narrative soon to come!
My And My Lomo
Wed 12 January 2005, 11:16AM | posted in photography; ruminationsMaybe I?m supposed to be a photographer.
This morning, around 10:30, the fog rolled in. It happened to get brighter outside the window, in my periphery, so I turned to look. And the first thought in my head was, ?I can?t wait to go to break so I can photograph that!? I carry my Lomo in my purse or my jacket pocket almost everywhere now, so I?m almost always ready for photo ops like this.
As it turns out, I couldn?t even wait till breaktime. I pulled out my Lomo, pressed it up against the window to avoid glass glare, and took a shot. Then, about fifteen minutes later, I took my break upstairs in the quiet room (as usual) and took a couple photos from the second floor windows.
It?s gotten to the point where I don?t care who sees me and thinks I?m a dork for bringing my camera to work. Everyone in my department knows that I have my little plastic camera with me wherever I go, and I take pictures of weird things (like when the squirrel outside jumped up on the windowsill). Plus, the chintzy sound of the Lomo?s shutter has made it possible for me to take photos of people who don?t realize they?ve been photographed, not even after the shutter fires—maybe they thought it was a door latching shut. :-)
Fun Times With Disposable Cameras
Tue 11 January 2005, 8:27PM | posted in photographyDisposable cameras: they're not just for wedding receptions anymore.
Some inventive folks have come up with CameraMail, in which one assembles a disposable camera on an oversized postcard with the instructions that postal workers are to take photographs during the camera's trip cross-country.
How cool is that?
More Lomographs
Wed 5 January 2005, 10:21PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A
Remember how I said after Halloween that Mei likes pumpkin? Well, here are the pictures to prove it:
And, while I'm at it, here are a few more lomographs I've neglected to post:
This was the wintry view that greeted me from the window one day while reading in our second-floor Quiet Room at work.
One of my co-workers turned 50 the day after Thanksgiving, so a few of the girls in the office decorated the day before Thanksgiving (after he left work for the day), to make his birthday that much more memorable.
Autumn sunset over south Toledo—Tireman, to be exact.
My Best Friend's Baby
Tue 4 January 2005, 10:35PM | posted in photos; roadtripsCamera: Lomo LC-A
...Well, my best friend from Middle School, anyway.
It occured to me that I have a backlog of lomographs that I haven't posted, including my visit to Carolyn's baby shower back in October (mouse over thumbnails for descriptions):
Carolyn's mom took the pic of me and Carrie, and had a little trouble with the lomo's shutter. It took me a while to master myself, when I first got the camera. Of course, I got some flak from Carrie for being a super web-goddess and bringing a cheap plastic camera. It was at this point that I made the fatal error of telling them how much I paid for my kitschy Lomo LC-A.
Then I got made fun of even more.
But, then again, a visit with Carolyn wouldn't be complete with a little humor at my expense, right? ;-)
In Sterrie-errie-o, In Stereo!
Tue 4 January 2005, 8:37PM | posted in photographyHoly shit, this really works!

Courtesy of kottke.org (whose coolness I only recently came to appreciate):
To view the images in 3-D, cross your eyes until a composite image forms in the middle (it even works with the thumbnail above). From what I've read, a small percentage of you (5-10%) won't be able to see the effect, so if you can't get it to work, that might be why.
It took me a dozen times crossing my eyes to make it work right—but now that I understand how to do it, it is such a fascinating effect! The trick seems to be, first, to cross your eyes enough to perfectly overlap the two images. Don't worry that it's still blurry. Then, let your eyes relax and slowly focus on the scene. In a few seconds (for me, anyway), the stereograph will focus and pop out.
It's almost as cool as those black-and-white stereographs you find in the antique stores. Maybe even cooler, since it doesn't require extra equipment. (Or does it now...?)
Edit: Turns out this is the same concept used by those damned Magic Eye 3D illusions. Well, shit. If someone would have just *told* me to cross my eyes and look at it, I might not have spent ten years looking for the damn sailboat.
Holy Snow
Thu 23 December 2004, 7:50PM | posted in photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
Before I compose my rant on how wrong I was about the weather last night, take a look at how my neighborhood fared.
I took these photos around 6pm, after Aaron had left for work.
Aaron shoveled the driveway while I was at work
The front yard, as seen from the street
*this* was the biggest nightmare: braving our unplowed street
So, let's just say I'm glad I don't have to go anywhere tomorrow, and neither does Aaron. We can stay home, open presents, drink some decaf, and enjoy the astronomical electric bill—er, I mean, the warmth. :-/
Topless Drumcorps
Wed 15 December 2004, 8:00PM | posted in drumcorps; humor; photosCamera: Kodak Star 35 EF
As requested... I have delved into the drumcorps archives and dredged up the smuttiest and sleaziest drumcorps photos of the late 90's! (And don't forget... you asked for it!)
Here they are, in no particular order:
Here's a teaser: just a little midriff.
Mmm, some more midriff. Check out that hot... um, chick. Yeah.
Chad shaved his head for Finals in '95. That's sort of "going topless"...
When I think of topless drumcorps, *this* is my fantasy. Mmm... tasty.
But these two fine specimens are more of the reality than the fantasy.
And finally: bottomless drumcorps. Or pantsless, if you prefer.
Party Pix
Wed 8 December 2004, 9:04PM | posted in memories; photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
Finally... pictures from Aaron's surprise party!
Since the slideshow doesn't have captions, I'm also posting a Cast Of Characters:
NaNoWriMo: Day One
Fri 5 November 2004, 10:54PM | posted in writingI don't know about this. I'm sure I'll get back into the swing of things soon, but I only managed to write about 800 words tonight. I was still remembering how my plot worked, though, and looking through my copious notes (thank goodness I took plenty) to remember what subplots I was setting up and what my characters' motivations were.
I read an interesting and helpful character development exercise on one of the NaNoWriMo message boards, which was in turn ganked from a Harry Potter role-playing message board:
The BEEP test is a form of character development, using the following four things: Boggart, Expecto Patronum, Mirror of Erised, and Pensieve.1) Boggart - What would your character's Boggart turn into? This is your character's worst fear; nothing can define a character like their weaknesses. They are what make us human. (And nobody likes a Mary-Sue/Gary-Stu)
2) Expecto Patronum - What would your character's Patronus be? What protects them? What might they think of to conjure a patronus? This is a character's strength.
3) Mirror of Erised - What would you see in the mirror? Your character's deepest, most secret desires.
4) Pensieve - What memories would your chaarcter put into the Pensieve? What recollections are their most treasured? Their most private? The most burdensome?
That actually helped me decide how to develop my main character, as he needs some serious development. Getting into the thick of the plot is going to be interesting, too, as I just read my whacked-out web of plots and who's-deceiving-whom. I also need to work on my writing style, as I find it to be much more laborious than my standard blogging style, which I kind of like better.
I hope I can do this... and even if I don't get my 50,000 words in a month, no biggie. At least I got my finally story back out of mothballs.
NaNoWriMo
Thu 4 November 2004, 10:55PM | posted in writingWell, I did it. I joined up for National Novel Writing Month. I'm starting with 17,180 words, so my goal by the end of the month is 70,000 words total.
This story has been sitting dormant for a couple years now, and NaNoWriMo is as good an excuse as any to get going on it again.
...Just so long as I get my Mom's birthday present done before the end of November, too. Yeesh... I've got my free time pretty much tied up, eh?
Lunar Eclipse Revisited
Wed 3 November 2004, 9:09PM | posted in photosCamera: Minolta X370s
Looks like I need some more practice at full-moon photography, not to mention lunar eclipse photography. Not bad for a first try, though:

Pumpkin Carving
Sun 31 October 2004, 10:43PM | posted in photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom


If I'd had the digital camera handy, I would post a photo of Mei licking the jack-o-lantern lid and loving it. Who knew cats like pumpkin? Anyway, I took a couple shots of her with the lomo, and I'll post them as soon as I finish the roll and get the pics back.
Edit: See this entry for pumpkin-licking Mei pics!
Lunar Eclipse
Wed 27 October 2004, 10:38PM | posted in photographyIf I've said it once, I've said it a hundred times:
Always have an extra camera battery.
It would also help to remember to turn off your camera after the last use.
Fear not, though: the lunar eclipse photography attempt was not completely in vain. I got some good shots of the partial eclipse (I hope), and a couple good ones of the last sliver of moon before totality. Just as I was ready to take the last photo before the total eclipse, though—that was when my battery finally gave out.
So, no photos of the absolute total eclipse, but that's no biggie. I'm wagering that my setup wasn't quite equipped to take photos of totality, since my 2x extender cuts my aperture by 1/2 while it multiplies my focal length by two. Meaning, for the photo-savvy, that my teleconverted telephoto lens wide-open is about a 400mm f/8 lens. For the non-photo-savvy, all this means is that while my gadget makes faraway subjects bigger in the frame, less light can get to the film, making for less successful low-light photography. Like total lunar eclipses.
We'll see, though. I'll post photos as soon as I get them back from Dale, and we can discuss.
Black Swamp Lomographs
Fri 24 September 2004, 9:30PM | posted in photos; roadtripsCamera: Lomo LC-A
Here they are, the photos of the Black Swamp Art Festival. Taken with my almost-trusty Lomo LC-A on Saturday, September 11, 2004 in Bowling Green OH.
A Good Evening
Fri 24 September 2004, 7:49PM | posted in photography; randomness; the ongoing saga of my jobGood things were to be had in my Gmail this evening. It was difficult to decide which thing to get all giddy about first...
I ended up looking at all four rolls of lomographs on Snapfish—not from any conscious decision to look at the photos before completing my Amazon shopping spree, but from the fact that I just get sucked into photography easier than I do shopping. (Am I an abnormal female because of this? Who knows...) Anyway, I'll post my better lomographs tonight for all to see. (And I'll add to my lomohome.)

On to the next exciting piece of Gmail: my Amazon gift certificate. w00t! I never imagined I'd get to go on an Amazon shopping spree, so this is pretty frickin' sweet. Coming to me mid- to late next week are:
- Epson Stylus R200 Photo Printer
- Kodak Premium Picture Paper, High Gloss, 100 sheets
- Epson Heavyweight Matte Paper, 50 sheets
- Hauppauge WinTV-PVR-250 capture card
- Carlo Robelli Acoustic-Electric Guitar
- Tubular Guitar Stand
And I still have about $80 left to spend! I'm sure I'll think of something. Like, oh, all the Muppet Show DVDs I've been wanting, or the Indiana Jones DVD box set, or I could fill out my CD collection. There's still a lot I could buy with eighty bucks!
Sheryl, I think this is where my frugal, thrifty side is coming in quite handy... ;-)
First Lomography Attempt
Fri 3 September 2004, 6:32PM | posted in photosCamera: Lomo LC-A
The roll of Lomo film I sent off to Snapfish has been developed, and the pics are up on their site. After seeing some of the crap other "lomographers" have produced, I was apprehensive about what my first roll was going to look like. But, as it turns out, I'm actually pretty pleased with the results.
To show you what the Lomo difference looks like, I've restrained myself from editing these photos at all—no color correction, no adjustments. I specifically requested that Snapfish make no color corrections to the prints, either. It goes against every digital instinct I have, letting these photos keep their flourescent green caste, but I'm doing it for the good of the order. Let me know what you think...
Drumroll, please...
Sun 29 August 2004, 6:44PM | posted in photographySure enough, I blew through that roll of film in my Lomo in no time. The last third or so of the roll I took in the laundromat this evening. I'm very curious about how this stuff is going to come out. I tried to use different focus ranges and even set the aperture once to see the difference between autoexposure and manual. If they come out, I should have some really keen lomographs. :-)
I think I have one free roll of developing from Snapfish, so I'll probably dig out one of those mailers and send out my roll of Lomo film tomorrow.
...Which reminds me, I think I still have a roll of film MIA to Signature Color. What was the last thing I photographed? Not Dayton, because I used my digital (and Amy took the pics at the museum with her digital). ::looks back for photo-worthy events in LJ:: Hmm. I dunno. ::checks checkbook register:: Oh, yeah! I went to the zoo with Aaron on our vacation. The check was dated for 8/2, so hopefully they should have my film by now. Jeez. Maybe I'd better check and see if my check has been cashed yet... and by whom.
PS - My layout is really almost done now. Check it out. w00t!
Lomomania Returns
Sat 28 August 2004, 8:38PM | posted in photographyWell, in the midst of my website obsession, and shortly after the wrath of Hurricane Charley, my Lomo arrived from Florida. Surprisingly enough, after all the stink I made about wanting one, it has been sitting neglected on the kitchen table until today.
Today, in the midst of our other random errands, we purchased a three-pack of SR44 camera batteries and a three-pack of Kodak High Definition film (but only because I had a $3.00 off coupon). Now, according to the Lomographic Society website, a little red light was supposed to come on in the viewfinder if the batteries worked—unfortunately, I failed to note that in order to make said light come on, you have to actually press the shutter release. So, I was quite perplexed and ended up messing with the battery contacts and loading film before I realized that all I had to do was push the button and the little red light would come on. ::sigh::
Anyway, I now have a loaded Lomo, and have taken almost half a roll of film. I intend to keep it in my purse and hopefully find some spontaneous photos to capture. I understand that the first roll or two of Lomo film always sucks, so I'm not setting my sights too high for this first attempt. I'm just hoping that the film I loaded advances OK and that the shutter works and that the camera doesn't suck too bad. For $100, it better not suck.
Family Photos
Tue 24 August 2004, 9:24PM | posted in family; photography
Well, I've successfully managed to adjust, upload, and order copies of 27 family photos. And, for you Photoshop geeks out there, I've only just now discovered the magic and majesty of the Healing Brush. To think I was using exclusively the cloning tool for so long! My life has just become a lot easier.
Anyway, I will soon have actual 4x6 prints of my great-great grandparents on down, also including some rare photos of Yours Truly in the late 80's. Middle School was a scary time to witness. Maybe I'll post the pics sometime when I'm feeling particularly sadistic.
Hey, Beth!
Thu 12 August 2004, 10:10PM | posted in crafty; photography
I scanned in that article about the wax paper transfers and posted it here if you'd like to read it. Someone messaged me on the Pop Photo forums and that reminded me that I'd been planning to scan it in for ya.
Fun With Photoshop
Mon 2 August 2004, 9:06PM | posted in photographyAfter surfing around awhile, hoping to find a used lomo for cheap, I instead found an interesting photo manipulation technique. I first found a Photoshop action to "lomo-ize" photos—basically pumping up the saturation and vignetting (darkening) the edges. Honestly, I wasn't impressed. But then I found a link to an article on Dooce's page, and this made me sit down and play for a while:
Here's a nifty photo I took of a bee on some flowers:
Here's the same photo after tweaking it with Dooce's not-so-secret recipe:
Works well on portraits, but I think it looks pretty spiffy here, too.
Lomography
Sun 1 August 2004, 10:14PM | posted in photographyOne of the blogs I check on a regular basis is [daily dose of imagery]. I've been noticing that, in his technical photo info, he sometimes mentions a "lomo," and he's even won an award for one of his "lomographs".
So, finally, I'm like, "OK. What is this lomo thing?" I go to the lomography page that Sam linked from his page, and it's weird. I follow some links, check out eBay, check out PhotographyReview.com, check out the Popular Photography forums, and find mixed reviews. What I did find for sure is that the lomo:
- is a Russian-made compact 35mm camera
- has a fast wide-angle lens with manual focus and adjustable speed/aperture settings
- has a lens coating which makes colors more saturated
- receives mixed technical reviews from photo-snobs and art-snobs
- seems to have a two or three-roll learning curve before producing "good" images
- is currently more expensive than it should be, due to its cult status
Therefore, after obsessing over the lomo for an entire day, I have decided to purchase one—but only if I can get a new or gently used lomo for around $60. New, they cost $199.99 with the instruction manual and case. I'm not down with that... but if I can get a relatively cheap point-and-shoot with adjustable settings that can fit in my purse or pocket, I'm all about it.
Beth, was that four-pane motion-capture camera of yours a lomo? That's not the model I'm going for, but I saw that the actionsampler looked kind of like the camera you had back in 2001 or so.
Superfast Photofinishing
Mon 12 July 2004, 10:58PM | posted in photographyHot. Tired. Kitty on lap. Don't really feel like posting. Going to anyway.
Got my sunset and fireworks and kitty action pictures back from Dale Labs today in a record five days. Mailed them off last Wednesday, received them today (Monday). Most impressive. The turnaround, that is, not the images. Those are just ehh, IMO. Hang on—I'll scan a couple for ya.
*runs upstairs to pick out a few good pics*
*cleans up rainwater on floor inside open front door*
*grabs pics, scans on Aaron's computer*
OK, then. We've got a couple decent fireworks photos, a couple cute pics of Mei, sunset down Ventura Drive, and a couple pics off of an old roll of Aaron's from last year.
So, I might send off my two rolls of Wildwood pics tonight or tomorrow, and see when I get those back. That was some crazy fast turnaround time. And good prints, too. I think I've finally found a photofinisher-by-mail that won't screw me over.
Field Trip
Fri 9 July 2004, 11:59PM | posted in photographyThis evening, I took my camera, telephoto lens and new teleconverter, and three rolls of film to Wildwood Metropark. I burned through two of the three rolls between about 6:45pm and 8:00pm—by then, I'd lost so much light that it was time to go home. I didn't get to use the teleconverter because the 7pm light was already too faint. I wonder how practical it's really going to be.
My original intention had been to photograph bikers and bladers; however, there weren't very many out tonight, and I'm just not patient enough to sit on a picnic table and wait for people to pass by while I'm losing light by minutes. So, I ended up taking lots of pictures of flowers and bumblebees and architecture and trees and just a few of bikers and bladers. Two rolls' worth... hopefully something good will come out of it.
If nothing else, I plan to do this every week just to get my reflexes sharper and get my eye for composition trained a little better. I missed just as many photos as I took today, mainly from not getting my camera focused in time. I lost a perfectly good shot of a male cardinal, simply because I turned my focus to closer instead of farther, and didn't manage to fix my error before he flew away. There were a few that I missed simply because I didn't have the right lens with me—I'd planned to take long-distance action shots, and purposefully left the normal and wide-angle lenses at home.
One thing I'd forgotten about photographing in a normal public place (as opposed to a festival): it's fun to see something that no one else sees, in a pattern or a shadow or a particular form, and have people try to see what you're taking a picture of. Nope, there's not a bird up in that tree; I think the gnarled tree is cool all by itself. But keep gawking, and maybe I'll take a picture of your goofy ass. Heh.
Almost-normal-sized clothes again...
Wed 7 July 2004, 10:24PM | posted in health & fitness; photography
You know, self-portaiture isn't quite as easy as it might seem, especially without a professional portraiture setup. In other words, finding an appropriate spot to set the digital-camera-on-a-timer in my house is a challenge. But I wanted to share my small joy with you, so... ph34r my new tank top. Rah.
To celebrate my return to this-is-how-fat- I-used-to-be- before-I-got-sloppy, I scrounged up a few pics of myself over the past 10 months or so and made a weight-loss montage. I didn't seek out too many pictures, and I didn't scan anything; it was just what I had already on the computer for whatever reason. But I think it gets the point across. And not only do you get to watch my double-chin melt away through the photos, you also get to watch my hair grow. :-)
Aaaaaand I'm done.
Contest Entries... Away!
Tue 29 June 2004, 11:59PM | posted in photographyWell, I done it. I e-mailed my six selections to the Popular Photography annual contest tonight. I ended up choosing:
+ Manual, Black Swamp Arts Festival, 2000
+ Mei (June 2004 - aka "The Artsy One")
+ Wood County Fair (aka "Wood County DMB Under The Table Album Cover")
+ Fort Meigs
+ Signpost, Michigan Renaissance Festival
+ Rose of Sharon
Photos I ended up not choosing and why:
The other Mei pic: I hadn't been going to even consider that one until I posted it in my cubicle at work and Scott told me it looked like a postcard. I thought it looked like a snapshot, but that made me think maybe it was better... Well, maybe not.
East Hall, BGSU: Might have been more interesting with a more interesting sky. As it was... eh, it's BG.
Gravity Games, Cleveland OH 2003: I agree with Amy that my composition was off. I cropped this one horizontally for a desktop theme earlier, but didn't know how the crop would translate into an actual photo submission. I may try cropping and submitting it for another contest in the future, or I may just chalk it up to a learning experience and bring more than two rolls of film to this year's Gravity Games. And my new teleconverter.
Cleveland Skyline: Didn't receive the critical acclaim I was hoping for. I'd kind of liked it, but I liked the others more.
Random Affirmation (Birds Know They're Alive): This was more of a "WTF?" snapshot that I took, and doesn't have much artistic merit in and of itself. I still think it's kind of a funny picture, but not necessarily contest material.
So... winners will be notified in October. I'm not getting my hopes up too much, but wish me luck, anyway. Go me!
Let's Take A Vote...
Mon 28 June 2004, 11:57PM | posted in photographyOK, I need everybody's help here. And I do mean everybody's. July 1st is the deadline to submit photos to Popular Photography & Imaging's annual photo contest. For the past few years, I've meant to enter, but my procrastination has gotten the best of me. This year, though, they're allowing e-mail entries... so, I'm there. Problem is, I'm having trouble narrowing my entries down to only six.
I have an idea of which pics I'd like to submit, but I want your input, as well. So, check out my page o' possibilities, then vote by leaving a comment here (or a tag on the front page). Vote for as many as you like, but tell me which of them is your favorite and why.
Thanks for your help, everybody... and remember, I need to e-mail these out by Wednesday night!
New stuff for Diana
Thu 24 June 2004, 8:21PM | posted in photography; the ongoing saga of my jobWell, the 2X teleconverter arrived today, dusty but in otherwise new condition. Nothing my little lens brush with the air-puff thingy on it couldn't handle. Wanted to go try out my new lens combo, but it was already getting toward evening when I got around to it, and there wasn't enough light left outside. Damn that camera physics, anyway. There's nothing to really photograph in my immediate neighborhood that would benefit from the use of a teleconverter, anyhow—I just wanted to test it out. Ah, well. Maybe some other time.
Thanks to Meijer Non-Drowsy Severe Cold medication, my severe cold is getting a little less so. I no longer have that hacking, phlegmy cough, but my nose still drips like a broken faucet. Sort of. I slept for freakin' 10 or 11 hours last night, so that helped a little, then I got the cold medicine over my lunch break today, which has helped a lot. Hopefully I'll be better by Saturday's class reunion.
Now, about my new job...
(bad) photo of yours truly
Tue 22 June 2004, 7:52PM | posted in photosCamera: Fuji FinePix 2400Zoom
Check out this horribly underexposed digital pic of me in my oversized XXL Bluecoats T-shirt (purchased Saturday night) and my favorite shorts (which are now two sizes too big). The original point of this pic was to show how stupidly big my clothes are on me; hence, the goofy "WTF" shrugging gesture.
Also: just went to shut the front door, and caught a glimpse of a pretty cool sunset. Even though our front yard / street isn't much for a photogenic sunset view, I ran downstairs, slapped on the new wide-angle lens, screwed on the tripod mount, ran upstairs with camera and tripod, loaded up film from the fridge, and was outside shooting sunset photos in about three minutes flat. Used about 14 exposures of a 24-roll in not even ten minutes.
This is the trying tug-of-war between film and digital. The badly backlit photo of me might have been more easily salvaged if I had actual film to scan and work with; the sunset photos I just took might all suck, and I should have changed one little thing to make them rock, and I won't know it until I get the prints back.
I Need More Toys...
Fri 18 June 2004, 11:59PM | posted in photographySo, after making pretty much an impulse buy on eBay (I didn't mull it over for two days before bidding, which makes it an impulse buy for me), I'm contemplating buying myself a bigger, more premeditated camera toy: a new case. My current case just doesn't have enough room for...
+ Minolta X370s (manual focus)
+ 28mm wide angle lens
+ 50mm lens
+ 80-200mm zoom lens
+ 2x teleconverter just purchased on eBay
+ macro filters (lets me get in reeeeal close)
+ polarizer (makes the sky bluer and water less reflective)
+ hotshoe flash
+ fresh and used film
+ various manuals, lens and body caps, notepads, and other accessories
The dilemma has been whether to just keep my current camera bag and pick and choose what I bring on any given shoot (a "shoot" for me being a trip to the Ren Fest, Fort Meigs, the zoo, the Apple Butter Festival, a drumcorps show, or other interesting local flavor) or get a new bag that can hold all my gear but that has the potential to be a touch cumbersome. The jury's still out for me, I think.
Beth, Erk, other photo-types—any help?
Mr. Jay Falls, English Teacher Extraordinaire
Thu 10 June 2004, 8:04PM | posted in memories; writingOn one of my essays, my eighth-grade English teacher, Mr. Falls, wrote: "Like a world-class athlete, a writer like you should write every day!" (It was something close to that, anyway—I can't seem to locate A Day in the Life of a 40-Year-Old College Freshman right now. I do still have it somewhere.)
Mr. Falls was a bit of in inspiration to me; at the very least, he was a wake-up call of sorts. I'd been fairly good at writing ever since that experimental creative writing course my school system tried when I was in third grade—the Developmental Writing Program, it was, or DWP. We learned to use adjectives and adverbs and big vocabulary words and our writing as a class became insanely flowery. By eighth grade, though, my writing style had finally begun to gel, and Mr. Falls noticed and encouraged that.
He was the teacher who passed out the list of "Demons" —I forget how many there were. Twenty, or 40. Anyway, they were the two, too, and to; which and witch; who, which, and that; there, their, and they're; lay and lie; allot and a lot; et cetera. He was also the teacher who read Poe's The Telltale Heart aloud and with such dramatic fervor that the entire class could practically hear the disembodied heart beating beneath the floorboards. He was the teacher who told us about the girl who chewed gum while playing volleyball and choked and died—and on a team he coached or assisted, I believe. He was the teacher who called me out in front of the class for ordering too advanced of a book (Bradbury's Fahrenheit 451) through the Scholastic Book Club, and made me defend my selection. He was the teacher who told us about the Kent State shootings and made us all cry at the injustice of it all.
He also took me and a group of other decent writers, both from our advanced class and from the "normal" class, to the Power of the Pen contest. In this contest, each student had 40 minutes to write a coherent essay on a topic which wasn't revealed until the beginning of the time limit. None of us placed, but we all felt like we'd accomplished something just by having been asked to be on the team. —Come to think of it, though, the team did attend the regional competition in Kent; so, we either did better than I recall, or the regional wasn't an invitational sort of competition.
That regional competition yielded one of the best alliterations I've ever come up with, mainly because it was a 20-minute-long collaboration amongst the whole team. We were sitting in the auditorium before the competition, waiting for Mr. Falls to go onstage, collect our folders, and return to pass them out to us. As he proceeded up the stairs with the throng of other middle-school English teachers, he caught a toe on the stage and tripped. Of course, we were all watching him and giggled, saying, "I hope Mr. Falls doesn't fall!" Which, after some giggly discussion (yes, even the boys giggled), became:
I hope Mr. Falls doesn't fall through the floor with his folders because of the flab that runs in his family.
And the fact that I can still remember the exact phrase after 15 years should tell you how impressed with ourselves we were.
Anyway... Mr. Falls, wherever you are, here's to you.
Affirmation
Sat 29 May 2004, 10:07PM | posted in photosCamera: Minolta X370s
Found on a dorm room door in Anderson Hall, BGSU, 2001:

A little sewing help?
Wed 19 May 2004, 10:50PM | posted in crafty; otakuOK, guys—well, girls, probably. I don't sew, but I'd like to. I have a project to complete. My plan is to attend Ohayocon in January all decked out in a homemade Totoro cosplay outfit.
This could take some explanation.
Totoro = wonderfully cute creation by Hayao Miyazaki, featured in his film Tonari no Totoro (My Neighbor Totoro). One of my favoritest movies. If you'll recall, I did some sketches of some totoros back in November.
Cosplay = where otaku (psycho crazy anime / Japanese pop-culture fans) dress up as their favorite character at a convention.
Ohayocon = the only anime convention I've been to so far, located in Columbus. (It's punny—"ohayo" means "good morning," as well as the name of our state. Erika from the Bluecoats taught me that—it was my very first word in Japanese.) Aaron and I will be attending Ohayocon for the third year in a row next January.
So, I want to dress up like the crazy people. There's a plushie out there of Mei, one of the characters from the movie, wearing Totoro pajamas. Instead of making a giant, ugly, deformed stuffed Totoro costume, I want to make some Totoro jammies. Several months ago, I drafted an initial plan of what my costume would be like, but I've revised my ideas since then. Instead of a more simple sweatsuit-type outfit, I'm looking at more of a one-piece footie pajama made out of plushie pile material, with a hood attached (or separate, if necessary).
I guess my big question is, does anyone know where to get a pattern for grown-up footie pajamas? I'll need to modify it by a.) making it out of plush instead of fleece, and b.) adding a white panel to the front belly, besides making it big enough for my fat ass. I'm starting on this project way early, because I know I'm in over my head.
Oh, yeah, and I need to thrift myself a sewing machine. And learn how to use it. D'oh!
Genealogy
Tue 4 May 2004, 9:54PM | posted in genealogy; photographySo, I was just burning a CD of genealogy info from my Mac to use on my PC, and opened some genealogy photos to test the burn. In the midst of my browsing and testing, I came across this image of my great-great-grandmother—my maternal grandfather's maternal grandmother. (Did that make sense to you?)
OMG. Does anyone else think that, given a circa 1908 Katherine Janeway-style hairdo, I look like her? Can you see the resemblance? I can. It's kind of weird. I looked at the whole picture, with her husband Harvey and child Lucille, and thought that Harvey looks a little like Grandpa Cook (or the other way around). Then it occured to me that Nora looks like Mom... and me! I mean, I know we're related and all... duh... but it's still kind of strange to look like someone who died almost a lifetime before I was born.
Beth, your family's into genealogy—any input on genealogical photographic weirdness?
Kinda Bored
Tue 6 January 2004, 6:00PM | posted in crafty; randomnessLots of shit I should be doing. Don't feel like doing any of it. Definitely bored.
Yesterday, I concocted my best candle fragrance yet, I think: Chocolate Covered Coffee Beans. At first, I thought I was making a Cafe Mocha scent, but it turned out different than I had expected. Guess I need some different fragrances for that one: maybe some Hot Cocoa, Caramel, and Cappuccino scents together. As it is, though, my candles turned out pretty smellerific. I like.
Oh, I know what I need to do. I need to figure out what bills will get paid when, so I can keep from bouncing my dang checkbook. I'm going to end up counting on the good graces of our landlords again to not cash my check before the first of the month (I get paid on the 15th and the 30th). And, since I work for the bank, if I bounce three checks, I self-terminate. That's right—I fire myself. Cute way to put it. Kind of a "you know the rules, and if you break 'em, you pay the consequences" kind of HR bullcrap vibe. Not that I disagree, though; working at a bank, you should have control of your own finances.
Oh, yeah, and I need to print out my check stubs and bank statements for Saturday's appointment with Mortgage Man #2, John at NOIC. Here's hoping we can get a house by April 1st... otherwise, we're either staying here one more year or renting a house for a year or two. *crossing fingers*
Off to take care of business...
My Candle Addiction
Mon 15 December 2003, 6:00PM | posted in crafty; randomnessI've been meaning to mention this for a while, but I keep forgetting:
Ladies—have you ever been walking behind someone, maybe someone at work, and finally taken a good look at their ass? And then you say to yourself, 'My God... I hope my ass doesn't look like that!'
I made another pair of candles tonight (patchouli this time—not exactly Aaron's favorite), and used up the last of my first bag of soy wax. I have another bag arriving tomorrow, along with my new scents and wick clips. Anyway, this time, I preheated my containers and let my wax cool down more
before pouring. I still get impatient, though. I know I shouldn't, but I
do. I can't wait to see what the finished product will look like, and it's
so hard to go slowly and do the process right instead of rushing through
to get it done. Freakin' sit there for fifteen minutes stirring to cool the
wax with one hand and holding a hot blow-dryer to my empty containers with
the other. And I still jumped the gun and may have poured too soon. We'll
see in a bit.
Both Kris and Mark, when they found out about my candlemaking,
asked me first off, "So, when are you going to start selling them?"
Should this be a clue, or is it just an assumption on their part? If I do
decide to sell my candles, I'll probably sell them all online by word of
mouth. That's assuming everybody likes the Christmas candles I make. Yeah,
I'm going for a cheap and simple Christmas: wedding pics and candles.
:-)
I was standing by the printer at work and overheard one guy (the token "do-you-think-he's-gay" guy) talking about chocolates with raspberry creme filling, and chocolate-raspberry coffee. In one moment I wanted to turn to him and jokingly say, "I hate you," but as I was walking back to my desk, it occured to me that Chocolate Raspberry would be a great candle scent. I was also inspired by Kris' coffee this weekend—I believe it was Sugar Cookie Caramel Cappuccino or something equally sweet and scrumptious-smelling.
Aaron made a great analogy this weekend. He said that, with being on the Atkins diet, watching the Food Network is like being single and watching porn. Oooh-ing and aaah-ing over fudge truffles and the like, all very much out-of-reach, but appreciated for what they are nonetheless.
I think I've decided that making candles is kind of like that, too. If I can't stimulate my taste sense with yummy goodness (although there are plenty of good things I can still eat), I may as well stimulate my sense of smell. It's close enough. Plus, it's artsy-craftsy, and makes me feel productive and talented.
Oh, and speaking of talent, Kris brought his trumpet over for me to practice on. I have zero chops left, man. I got nothin'. Of course, iit never helps when you're trying to play softly because you live in a duplex. I may have to bite the bullet, overcome my embarrassment, and go practice in the practice wings of the music building on-campus. Those rooms aren't totally soundproof, and people can easily hear you in the hallway, which is one reason why I never used to like to practice for my requisite two hours per day.
Anyway, I'm going to start out doing sirens on the mouthpiece and thoroughly annoying my upstairs neighbor. Once I can successfully maintain sirens and long tones on the mouthpiece alone, I'll pull out the Bluecoats brass book and do some warmups from that. Once I can get back up to the advanced exercises that I could do in '97, then I'll feel confident again. The trouble, though, is that I was never good at doing solely exercises. But I can't start on the actual tune we'll be playing at the LakeShoremen, because I don't want to confuse my chops by playing it in entirely the wrong key. (Trumpet = Bb, Mellophone = F) Even if I learn the right fingerings, it'll feel different when I go to play it on a mello.
And incidentally, I've decided that once April rolls around and it's time to renew dianaschnuth.com, I'm switching over to HostRocket. I know enough people who've had their sites hosted through them that I'm pretty confident in their services. After putting up with eCom's bullshit for a couple of years, I've had enough. Even if their service would improve if I went to one of the higher-priced plans, I wouldn't stay with them because of their low-grade customer service. Plus with HostRocket, for $9.95 a month (two years prepaid), I get a full gig of storage space plus backend capabilities and unlimited email addies and unlimited subdomains (like details.dianaschnuth.com or candles.dianaschnuth.com).
So, I think I'm going to go check and see how my candles are setting up, and maybe try photographing some of my other candles for posterity. My fingers smell like patchouli. I smell like a hippie... minus the B.O.
What Happened This Week
Fri 12 December 2003, 6:00PM | posted in crafty; randomness; the ongoing saga of my jobWell, I haven't posted a real, substantive entry all week, and I'm quite backlogged with ideas. So, here I go.
Just today I got my pictures from Signature Color. Yeah, the ones from Halloween? Over a month later, I finally got the prints. I swear, when I ever get a digital camera, Signature Color is so out of my life.
I had a fucked-up dream a couple nights ago. I was on-campus at a grad school, looking for Dan Clouse (I marched drumcorps with him in the mid-90's, and we've kept in touch ever since). I wasn't attending classes there, but the campus had a dorm/hotel where I had a temporary room. Anyway, I finally managed to locate where Dan was living — he had a small, tentlike abode on a hill behind the dorm. Once I found him, he didn't really want to hang out much, despite the fact that our old corps-mate, Jessie Fleming, was joining me directly so we could all hang out together. He seemed to be kind of in hermit-mode.
So, Jessie arrived, and for whatever reason, we went to the Ben Franklin craft store. Except it wasn't just crafts, but included thrifty junk-store stuff like used space heaters. And who should I find in the space heaters but Amy! You know, my college roomie? I didn't even know she was at the school, so I was understandably surprized. I ran up to talk to her, with Jessie in tow, and Amy told me where in the dorm she lived (top floor, far corner). So, I'm catching up with Amy, who's itching to take her space heater up to her dorm room, and meanwhile Jessie is bent on going clubbing, and her nagging is really harshing my Amy mellow. I finally asked her where she wanted to go, and she named some place that I knew was in Toledo, not even in BG (where we apparently were in my dream at this point). So, Jessie bailed, kind of pissing me off, and I woke up.
Why can't I have normal dreams like Aaron, where he got a promotional cat from Lenny Kravitz, or where REM was playing in his kitchen and his cats were requesting songs?
Oh, I suppose I should give an update on my new job, eh? First, though, let me tell you how fubar Lockbox is now. Now, before I left, this was the hierarchy:
- Loni
- Me
- Rama (temp used-to-be-processor but didn't like the hours)
- Angie (temp & processor)
- Dawn (temp)
- Brett (newest temp, at about two months)
In the short span since I left Lockbox — mainly in the past week — several changes have been made to the old hierarchy. First, I posted out. In my stead, Angie got hired in and Dawn got moved up into Angie's temp-processor spot. They didn't get a new temp for a few days. Then, at the beginning of this week, Rama gave her two weeks' notice. Dawn also complained to the bosses about the change in her hours, since she'd been promised she could keep her 8-to-5 and it was changed to 9-to-6. Dawn was subsequently "cancelled," which is what you call it when you fire a temp. Two new temps were brought in after that. So, despite the fact that
Brett has never even watched the processors run work, he was moved up to processor today, and the three brand-new temps were left to prep all the work after Rama left for her doctor's appointment at noon. Oh, boy. So, the new hierarchy, in another week, will be:
- Loni
- Angie
- Brett (temp & new processor)
- One-and-a-half week temp
- Few-days temp #1
- Few-days temp #2
Remember now, Loni is actively attempting to post out, and has a good chance of getting out soon. She may not even be required to give two weeks before she transfers. Poor, poor Angie. :-)
On to my job. It's a little tedious now, but we don't even have several of the reports we'll eventually be going through. Right now, the job could easily be done by one person, but once everything pans out, it sounds like it really will be a job for two. Yeah, it's still a relatively tedious data entry job, but at least it's less stressful. I know I come in at 8am every day, I get to take two guilt-free breaks and a full hour lunch, and I leave at 5:00. The end. Rinse and repeat. This compared to working in Lockbox, where I would come in at 8:30am on Monday and leave God-knows-when, probably around 9:00pm or after; in on Tuesday at 9:30am and out probably around 3:30pm; and in around 9:30am and out between 4:00pm and 6:30pm for the rest of the week, all with half-hour lunches (if any at all) and no breaks (except for potty breaks). I like my new gig a lot better on that front.
Though... I should still be looking for something in my field, anyway. Those other two or three leads didn't end up panning out — I never heard from HCR Manorcare or World-whatever-it-was.
I'm insanely into soy candles now. I just bought another bag of soy wax, three more fragrances, and one dye. —Hey, I was down to two small candles' worth of wax, and while I was ordering that, I mean, what's ten more bucks? Right? :-) So, I found a fragrance oil that'll be perfect for a candle for Mom (just in case she reads my website before Christmas, I won't put which one it is), and I bought some Drakkar-type (ah, reminding me of the days when I sold PartyLite Candles with Mel) and some Hershey's Chocolate scent.
I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do with all these candles. Burn some, obviously. Give some away for Christmas presents. After that... I really didn't intend to sell them, but I guess if my friends know people who'd like some... *shrug* That's how Aaron's mom got into doing crazy crafty shit, but after hearing all about craft shows and the lingering scent of essential oils, I don't think I'm too keen on making it a big business or anything. Although I did always say I want to work out of my home after I have kids... I don't know, though. If I ended up trying this online, I'd have some crazy insane inventorying to do, since I love to thrift unique and unusual candle containers for now.
Curious about my current candle inventory? Outside of wicks, wax and dyes, I have:
| Candles: + one 4oz Eggnog + two 4oz Amaretto (in sundae cups) + two 3oz Rootbeer (in mini-mugs, above) | Fragrance Oils: + Eggnog (3.5 fl.oz.) + Amaretto (.5 fl.oz.) + + Hazelnut (1 fl.oz.) + Patchouli (1 fl.oz.) + Very Vanilla (1 fl.oz.) + Cola (1 fl.oz.) |
After this next shipment, I'm going to lay off of the new fragrances and just try out the ones I have. So far, the eggnog is 'ehh' (I didn't put enough fragrance in the candles), the amaretto is actually pretty good, and the rootbeer is weird. Smells good cold, but the hot scent throw smells... well, not like rootbeer. It's just weird. Anyway, I still have to master the finer aspects of soy candlemaking, which should be obvious from the discolored rootbeer candle. I think it's mainly a pouring-temperature issue. I get too anxious to make the candles, and I don't wait for the wax to cool enough before pouring, so it doesn't stick to the container right. I think.
Oh, no... now I'm going to have to make a web page just for my candles... :-)
Yum.
Thu 4 December 2003, 6:00PM | posted in crafty; food; the ongoing saga of my jobMy place smells so good right now.
First, I lit one of the amaretto candles when I got home from work — actually, it's the candle with eggnog-scent leftovers in it, and Iadded the amaretto that wouldn't fit in the sundae cups, plus a new wick. So, walking a few feet from it, you can smell amaretto... which, surprizingly, smells pretty good as candles go. Much better than I'd expected. Then, I started baking my low-carb-brownies-from-scratch again, in preparation for tomorrow's monthly Birthday Treat Day at work. (I love my new department.) So, after you walk through the amaretto smell, toward the kitchen, you're instantly barraged with the smell of chocolate. I'm loving it.
It's a little early to make a prediction, since they're still warm out of the oven, but I think the brownies are passable this time. I'm going to leave a couple home for Aaron, and take the rest to work. If everybody thinks they suck, well, that's their prerogative, and I'll get to take them back home after the day's done. But I don't think they suck. No more so than some people's "regular" brownies do.
Oh, and did I mention that I made hazelnut eggnog this weekend? It's surprizingly simple... as long as you don't overcook it. Then the eggs start to cook, and it gets a little lumpy. Yes, I speak from experience. Over the past few days, it's been sitting in a saucepan in the bottom of the fridge — "getting happy," as Emeril would put it. Tonight, I took it for a spin in the blender to smooth it out and whip it up, and am now drinking my last glass of eggnog with a dash of nutmeg. (Aaron's glass is in the fridge with plastic wrap over it.)
I am somewhat ashamed to admit that I had a moment of weakness today at work. All I brought for lunch was two string cheeses, and I didn'twant to go to Jimmy John's again... so I succumbed to the snack machine and bought a pack of Soft Batch cookies. Again, as with my last cheat a couple months back, I wasn't terribly satisfied, despite thinking long and hard about my choice. The chocolate tasted too sweet, and I got a brief but powerful blood sugar spike at my desk afterward. Not shaky, but lightheaded. I knew exactly what it was as soon as I felt it. Let that be a lesson to me... again. It's just not worth it. Heaven forbid I ever decide to "treat" myself to Olive Garden.
Anyway, they've got me actually doing my real job at work now. At least, when there's enough work to split between two people. I ended up actually reading the online instructions for the web forms I use, surfing the Sky intranet, e-mailing HR about my incorrect W4, anything I could do to stretch out my time at the end of the day. Especially being new to the position, once I figure out how to do something, I can't force myself to do it s-l-o-w-l-y just to "milk the clock," because I feel the need to prove that I can do what they've given me with no problems.
So, today's schedule was:
- 8:00am - 8:30am: Turn on computer. Bullshit.
- 8:30am - 10:00am: Highlight reports. Ask Judy what she does with them.
- 10:00am - 10:30am: Training session in Tom's office. Learn how to do my job.
- 10:30am - 12:00pm: Correct missing birthdates in client information database.
- 12:00pm - 1:00pm: Lunch
- 1:00pm - 2:00pm: Look through reports, filtering out non-personal accounts.
(A company or non-profit organization can't have a birthdate, silly.) - 2:00pm - 3:00pm: Research Cash Letters for Angie in Deposit Support.
- 3:00pm - 3:30pm: Look through reports again. Seem busy when boss comes by.
- 3:30pm - 3:45pm: Break.
- 3:45pm - 4:15pm: Staple reports for Angie in Deposit Support.
- 4:15pm - 5:00pm: Read job instructions. Surf intranet. Look at payroll info.
And that was my day. Woo-hoo... exciting.
But, you know what? I'm OK with that. Especially since the Post Office has been fucking over Lockbox all this week, not getting them all their mail in the 9:30 mail run, so they don't get their full work to start until 1:00pm. They stayed until 9:30pm on Monday, I'm not sure when on Tuesday, and 6:30pm last night. Loni comes in to my area every now and then, since I'm on her way to the other end of the building, where the restrooms, break room, kitchen, and all that are. She had an interview yesterday (incidentally, for one of the positions I'm helping cover for, the one where I hunt down Cash Letters), and she said it went well. I'm crossing my fingers for her and hoping for the best. She's been with the company for something like seven years, with Lockbox for five (since its inception), and it's about time she moved on from Lockbox.
Angie (the one in Lockbox) was hired in from temp to permanent, effective Monday. (This past Monday, I think.) I'm kind of glad for her, but then again, I kind of feel bad that she's going to be stuck there with shitty hours. Just like I was when I was hired in, actually. I talked with her in the hallway the other day, and she said in no uncertain terms that she plans to stay in Lockbox only for the required six months, then post out of the department to another position. Seems to be all the rage lately... Mary did that earlier this year. (Remember Mary? The middle-aged woman who fell asleep and ran her car into a ditch after a particularly long night in Lockbox?) I've been trying to find an appropriate job to post into for the past six or seven months, ever since I was eligible to post out. Now Loni's looking to post out, and has been for several months herself.
Remember those Ethnic Studies and Sociology classes we had to take in college? Remember the section about immigration? Push factors vs. pull factors? I think that almost every other department loses people to new jobs via pull factors—the other job has a draw to it, something that makes you want it. For Lockbox, though, people leave due to push factors — kind of an "anywhere but here" mentality. Yeah.
And in closing... as I write this entry, the BGSU/Miami game is 35-17 Miami in the 3rd. Sigh.
Candlemaking Attempt #2
Wed 3 December 2003, 6:00PM | posted in crafty; the ongoing saga of my jobI received my shipment from Bitter Creek today. Woo-hoo! Here's an inventory:
- "Shades of Brown" liquid dye, 2 oz bottle
- Hazelnut Fragrance Oil (FO), 1 oz sampler
- Rootbeer FO, 1 oz sampler
- Patchouli FO, 1 oz sampler
- Very Vanilla FO, 1 oz sampler
- Cola FO, 1 oz sampler
- Amaretto FO, 1 oz sampler
Add that to my Eggnog FO and French Vanilla color block from Brighter Scents, and I've got quite the beginning of a candle cornucopia. (Please note that I chose scents that could easily be tinted with a combination of the brown and the french vanilla.) I also ordered wick stickies (to anchor wicks to their containers), more wicks, and cranberry liquid dye from Brighter Scents, mainly because Bitter Creek didn't carry the stickies, and I had to round out my order to $10 to charge it. (Darn those small businesses! Just like Hatter...)
So, tonight I tried a second run of candle fun, and it seems to have worked out a little better this time. I guesstimated how much each of my containers could hold (this time, I used the mini sundae cups), and I doled out wax chips by weight instead of volume this time. The large glass measuring cup was quite helpful for melting and pouring wax, and the small measuring glass made much less guesswork of measuring FO amounts.
This time, I opted to use the Amaretto scent, and to add but a single drop of brown to the vanilla dye. I need to remember that the wax will cool lighter than the initial color when still melted—it started out the color of a really strong Amaretto Sour, and ended up the color of a really weak one. Ah, well. I wish I had a digital camera... I'd show you.
After having the whole apartment smell like Amaretto, I'm not sure this is a scent of candle I would normally burn... but we'll see. I still have to use my remaining half-ounce of Amaretto to mix with the Cola to make an Amaretto-and-Coke candle. :-)
I suppose you want to know more about how I'm liking my new job...?
This week so far, I've learned to do several things that I never even knew existed before. First, there's reports on suspected check kiting. Check kiting, according to Dr. Damn at totse.com, is "using the lag time between check cashing and clearing to generate illegal revenue." Like, when you have two accounts at two different banks, and write a check from one to deposit into the other, knowing full well that you don't have the money in the first account to cover the check, but also knowing that it'll take the bank two days to clear it, and in that time you can write a check from your other bank to deposit into the first bank to cover it. Follow?
I've also learned about Cash Letters. These are how the Federal Reserve Bank keeps track of where a check has been — the paper trail, as it were. If a check gets encoded for the wrong amount — say, you wrote your check for $10.00 but your account gets debited $100.00 instead — sometimes the bank needs to make a copy of the cash letter to send to the Fed to say, "Hey! You debited us a hundred bucks here! See? We want our ninety bucks back!"
So, what have I been doing with these things? Well, I highlight particular suspects on the report for check kiting, for one. I look at the previous day's report, and highlight those account numbers on the current day's report, to make Judy's job easier when she looks them up in the computer all day. I also go out into the garage and delve into long boxes to fetch Cash Reports to copy. They're printed on that old-school greenbar computer paper (you know, like in the basement of Hayes Hall on-campus?). To figure out what reports to find and where to find them, I have to look online in a couple different databases and jump through some hoops. Overall, it's relatively simple work, but necessary. My doing it frees up the other workers to do the things I don't have access to do... like... well, come to think of it, I'm not sure what they do all day, but I'm sure it's important.
As for my job... it seems that my job for now is to fill in for two other departments being short a person. I'm OK with that. I'm enjoying learning more about how the bank works, and the more I learn, the more marketable I become. Or something like that.
I also found out that the girl who had my position before me, who got a better job offer elsewhere and quit, left after three weeks in the position. So, I'm not going to feel bad if I happen to secure another job in the near future, since I'd be about on a par with her, time-wise. Of course, I haven't heard from the companies I had phone interviews with, so I'm not holding my breath. Although maybe I should check Sunday's paper for more jobs, anyway.
Feeling Domesticated
Sun 30 November 2003, 12:18AM | posted in craftyWell, I'm certainly feeling artsy-craftsy. Yesterday, I thrifted some candle containers: two small sundae cups, two miniature mason jar drinking glasses (aka salt & pepper shakers), and a dark brown airtight container of some sort, maybe a sugar jar. Plus, I got a glass measuring cup with a spout for melting and pouring wax. Last night I ordered some sticky glue tabs (for anchoring wicks down while pouring wax), more wicks, half a dozen fragrance samples, and two more colors of dye. Today, I bought two more potential candle containers at Goodwill.
I also repotted a bunch of my plants today — I broke apart the remnants of the "dish garden" I got at Memaw's funeral, since most of it was dead from lack of light and water. (Hey, I couldn't find a good place to put it where it would get plenty of light and where I'd remember to water it.) So, I salvaged two plants from that. While I was at it, I potted the Christmas cactus that's been living in a vase full of water for the past two years. Then I thought I was done, and started to rearrange pots and saucers on my one well-lighted shelf o' plants... and discovered that my spider plant had roots growing out of its watering hole in the bottom of the pot. So, back outside to repot the spider in my only remaining sizable pot, which is a good full foot in diameter. It should have plenty of room to stretch out now.
So, I'm feeling quite wifely and domesticated today, despite the fact that I still have junk sitting on the floor of our computer room, waiting to be cleaned.
Experimentation
Tue 25 November 2003, 12:18AM | posted in craftyI got my Beginner's Soy Candle Making Kit via UPS today. This, along with my recent rediscovery of baking chocolate in the cupboard, drove me to be experimental tonight.
Experiment #1: Quick and Easy Fudgey (Low-Carb) Brownies
I had previously looked at the recipe in the Hershey's box and discovered that the only bad things in the brownie recipe were flour and sugar. So, this weekend, we purchased some almond flour and a pourable box of Splenda to take care of those naughty ingredients. Tonight, I took the plunge and baked the brownies, with the intention of bringing them to work tomorrow for a goodbye-to-Lockbox-early snack.
Experiment #1 Result: Marginal Success
Maybe I halved the recipe wrong. Maybe the almond flour was a poor idea. At any rate, the brownies were not fudgey, neither were they fluffy. In fact, they were rather dry, though moderately cakey. I'm not going to take them to work. At six carbs a brownie, though, they're not a complete failure. Maybe they'd work well with some vanilla Atkins ice cream...
Experiment #2: Soy Candles
In my candlemaking kit was two pounds of soy wax, several ounces of fragrance, a small brick of dye, six wicks with metal clips/stands, and three warning labels. Oh, yes, and instructions, which I carefully followed. I melted about 16 oz of wax in a glass container in the microwave, then added some dye, then added (oops) twice as much fragrance as I should have. Ah, well. So far, so good. I attempted to stand the wicks in the containers I'd chosen (purchased from Goodwill this weekend), and finally glued them in place as suggested. Note to self: next time, either melt the wax in a container with a spout, or locate an appropriate funnel through which to pour the wax. It's a good thing I put newspaper under the containers, otherwise I would have "waxed" our kitchen table. The wicks, of course, immediately heated and wilted off to the side; I had to wait until the wax cooled a little to ever-so-carefully balance and center them.
Experiment #2: Moderate Success
As mentioned, the wax got everywhere during the pouring process, which makes for a very unpretty container. The two candles are of different sizes, too, due to me freaking out about getting wax everywhere and not concentrating more on getting equal amounts of wax in each candle. And don't forget that I added waaay too much eggnog fragrance. I actually guessed well about the amount of dye to melt in, though — but even so, they could have been just a little lighter.
Overall, I intend to try both of these experiments again, being better prepared and working on improving my techniques. I didn't expect both of these to be stellar on the first try (certainly not the candles, though I had higher hopes for the brownies). I've already taste-tested the brownies; I think I'm going to go see if the candles have finished setting, and do a test burn. Mmm... eggnog.
Update: midnight
I don't think I added an excessive amount of fragrance to my candle. In fact, I could have added more. I'm also a little unsure of the containers I chose — I think they're a little wide for the burn pool. (That's the area of melted wax.) Overall, though, still a successful experiment.
Mission Accomplished
Sun 27 July 2003, 6:00PM | posted in photographyLast night I finished matting and framing my photos for the fair, at the expense of one fingernail. See, I was trying to affix the sawtooth picture hangers to the back of my cheap-ass Ben Franklin photo frames, and first Kris and then Aaron jumped in to help. Aaron asked me to take out the photo and glass that I had so painstakingly managed to fit into the cheap-ass frame, so he wouldn't accidentally break something. I was kind of annoyed at having them horn in on my little project, so I was a little too rough with trying to remove the glass... and bent my left middle fingernail all the way back. Waaay back, and down in the cuticle, too. It bled. Quite a bit. Aaron felt kind of bad. It's still sore.
After that, we went to eat at Junction (on the patio!) and then to the Cla-zel to watch 28 Days Later. It's a new take on the zombie flick, and the print at the Cla-zel has the alternate ending after the credits. I personally wouldn't go to see a second showing, but I'm glad I saw the movie, and I would suggest you see it wherever you can. Very thought-provoking twist on the genre. I might write a review later... though I have a tendency to think about writing reviews, and never quite get around to it. :-)
After we got back home (narrowly avoiding the Rocky Horror crowd... yeesh), Kris and Mark left, and Aaron and I decided that trying to pound nails into the frames (esp. at midnight) wasn't going to work. So, Aaron busted out the Super Glue and I glued the remaining hangers onto their respective frames.
In case you were interested, the flower picture (technically, the Rose of Sharon) is an 8x10 in a 11x14 matte and wooden frame. The other three are 4x6 photos matted in 8x10 mattes with black frames. The mattes are actually the colors shown below, in my last entry. (Ain't I smart? *chanting* I am so smart... I am so smart... S-M-R-T... er, S-M-A-R-T...)
So, yeah. I was a little concerned about the verbage in the rules for whether or not I was supposed to have my stuff framed. See, the rules state: No Frames except for Division A (that's me). Then, in the Division A rules, it says: Standard size photos up to 16x20 matted on double-thick matte board. Photos larger than 16x20 must be framed, wired, and ready to hang. So, I was a little confused as to whether sizes smaller than 16x20 were allowed to be framed, or if it was optional, or what. I ended up framing them and bringing my photo sticky squares with me today when I submitted my photos, just in case they became photo nazis and made me remove my frames.
But my fears were unfounded. They were very nice and polite and moved me right along, giving me my claim tickets and making sure to tell me that I'd need them later to pick up my projects. The only snag in today's Fair trip was having to park across the street in the so-far-empty fair lot. There was nowhere to park on the Grounds. Holy crap.
I still don't have very much confidence in my ability to actually win anything, but I think I may just be trying not to psych myself up too much, in fear of a letdown when I go to see what I won (or didn't win). We'll see how this goes — judging is tomorrow, and the fair officially opens on Tuesday, I think. If it goes well, I may try my hand at the TFOP show that Eric told me about. I think some publicity, seeing my art displayed alongside other works of art, might bolster my confidence a little. I might start considering myself an amateur photographer finally, instead of just a hobbyist.
Wish me luck...
The Fair and Stuff
Fri 25 July 2003, 6:00PM | posted in photographyWell, I've decided for sure that I'm not going to the Bluecoats show on Sunday. I'm just too damn broke, and I've spent too many weekends in a row away from home. I've already seen my boys (and girls) once this season, and I can't really complain about having no money when I spent it myself on a new brain for my computer.
I'm working 10am to 2pm on Sunday, after which I'm taking my four photography entries to the County Fair. I've got two of them already scanned to show you... hang on, and I'll boot up Aaron's computer and scan the other two.
[brief pause]
OK, here they are, in no particular order:
Due to the fact that the fair's categories are stoopid, I ended up entering in the Professional Division. I don't think I'm going to win anything, and the best I could really do as far as prize money goes is break even on my entry fees, but I figured what the hell. The bike photo and the fair photo are classified as "photo journalism," while the flower and the building/skyscape are in the "landscape" category. Creative categorizing, I know... but I'd already decided which ones I wanted to enter before I knew what category options were open to me. Silly me assumed that it would be like any magazine photo contest, with a Portrait-Landscape-Humor-Digital-Blah-Blah-Blah entry system. But no. In the Professional Division, here are my choices:
I chose the Pro Division because the Non-Pro Division had such categories as B/W Architecture, Digital Imaging - People, "Ohio Pride" - People, Digital Imaging - Nature, Panoramic, Children - Holiday, and Child - Special Event. So, yeah. They've got a pretty selective idea of what kinds of pictures they want displayed at Ye Olde County Faire. Maybe they try to mix it up each year so people will take pictures of different things during the year or something. Which would only make sense if you knew the categories a little more than one month beforehand, IMO.
On a different topic, I'm really looking forward to spending some quality time with Aaron this weekend. Many recent breakups (and almost-divorces) amongst my friends and acquaintances have really made me appreciate the friend and partner I have in Aaron. We've been together for over seven years, and I still haven't tired of him. I'm still excited to come home early and see him before he goes off to work. Thinking of him still makes me smile. Sure, I miss the early days of giddy butterflies and shaky caresses... but I love even more the sure, steady support and comfortable intimacy we share now.
I had no idea in my angst-filled youth that there was something like this awaiting me...
Getting Old(er)
Thu 13 March 2003, 6:00PM | posted in photography; ruminationsBefore I get to the mushy parts (be forewarned), here's the interesting part of my day:
So, last night was the crazy thundery ice storm of death and destruction. This morning at 9am, Aaron and I were awakened by the sound of the city workers cutting and removing fallen tree branches from the middle of the road. Fun. Once I was ready to go to work, it took 15 minutes to chisel my car out of the ice. Had I known getting my car out was going to involve ice sculpture, I would have brought an ice pick and hammer...
Anyway, all day I was peering out the office windows at the ice-covered trees. Took a couple pics through the window with my point-and-shoot, but was waiting anxiously to get off work so I could take some "real" pictures with my SLR. (For you non-camera types, that's my bigger camera with the cool adjustable stuff and long lens.) Luckily, I got out of work at 5:30 — plenty of light left for photography, and the sun was just in the right place for backlighting the ice on the trees.
I ran in the house, warmed up a hot dog, put on socks and sneakers over my knee-highs, ate my hot dog, gathered my camera and an extra roll of film, and hit the road again, all in the space of two minutes. Gotta catch the good light, after all. Sped down to the bike trail — although I would rather have taken photos at the end of the trail nearer my house, there's no parking at that end. I had to drive down to Wal-Mart and park on Gypsy Lane. That's OK, though; there's plenty of photo ops all down the trail.
Parked my car, as I said, and gathered up my equipment. As I got out and onto the trail, I was glad I didn't bring my tripod — the concrete bike trail was literally a sheet of ice. At this point I was getting a little apprehensive about my photo trip, but crossing Gypsy Lane (toward the area I'd originally wanted to shoot, anyway) unveiled a much easier-to-travel trail, with little to no ice for a good 50 yards.
So, I photographed for about a half hour or so, using up one and a third rolls of film. I could have kept going, but I had no more film. I got what I hoped were some great shots of icicles from tree branches, frozen leaves dripping icicles, and some sort of berry or wild fruit sporting an ice covering. Trés cool. Back to the car.
My pants muddy from kneeling on the trail, speeding back toward town, I contemplated how to develop my pictures. I figured I'd hit Blue Ribbon Photo in town — I'd always rather go with them, but I usually go with Meijer for convenience's sake. I parked in the public lot behind Blue Ribbon, walked around the building, down the sidewalk, into the door, and asked if it was too late in the day to get one-hour prints. (I was really anxious to see these pics.) No, she said, they won't be ready today. I asked if I could drop them off, thinking I could come back after work Friday. She responded, "Yeah, but they probably won't be ready 'till Monday."
Monday?
Then she said the dreaded words: "It's 'cause the machine's broke." Aargh!
I waffled over leaving the rolls or not, and opted not to leave them at Blue Ribbon to be processed at some indeterminate time on an indeterminately working machine. By this point, my photo high was deflated, and instead of dropping the film off at Meijer, I just brought it home. I'll get it developed this weekend.
Now, on to the mushy stuff I thought about at work today. If you are ultra-sensitive to gooey sweet musings, please have a trash can, barf bag, or other handy receptable nearby.
I've been doing some thinking and reflecting about love. Yeah, love. Not just snoo-snoo, although that's a very important part of love. And I've been contemplating how my relationship with Aaron has transmuted over time. We've gone from being boyfriend and girlfriend to being lovers and lifemates. (Wow, that sounds cheesy. Moving on...)
Today, I was thinking of the things that have changed — the little things that make me more aware that we're in it for the proverbial "long haul." Things like:
- In everyday conversation, I can start a sentence with, "When we have children..." and Aaron doesn't even blink. We can talk about these things, because we plan on having children, as frightening as that prospect can seem right now. (And, FYI, I will be one of those parents who says things like, "You are not going outside this house wearing that." Assuming we have children that look like hoochies — which, given their genes, is unlikely.)
- We bought a car together. Thirteen-grand worth of mutual debt, and both of our names on the title, is a pretty binding thing. It's a good start to our future of combined debt. :-)
- Speaking of future debt, we can talk about buying a house. It's not a thing to be entered into lightly, but we know we're getting one eventually, because that's how things work. You get married, then one of two things happens first: you have a kid, or you buy a house. (Of course, some of our friends do all three things in bass-ackwards order... and you know who you are.)
- (Wow, this one is kind of personal. I don't know if I should post this, but...) When we make love (I told you it was personal...), I can look into his eyes and cherish what I find there, not be disconcerted by the intensity or wonder what he's really thinking. (No, honey, not that I ever really wondered that! Just for example...!)
Sometimes we wonder if we're getting old, since we don't "get it on" as much as we used to. Used to be, anytime we were together, we'd end up in the bedroom. Now we don't do it as often... but neither of us are really upset by this, I don't think. Hell, I don't think I could survive a four-hour marathon make-out session like we did six and seven years ago. Damn.
Of course we're getting old. Or older, anyway. We've both matured a lot over the last several years, and it's one of the things that has helped us grow closer. I'm not upset about this in the least.
And, anyway, he'll turn 30 before I do. ;-)







































































