What’s My Motivation?

Man… I can NOT get motivated. I had thought that today was going to be a gardening day, just because I got some freshly-uprooted Roses of Sharon at work today, but then it decided to rain. I should be doing my PUSH workout, and finishing up my podcast, and working on the LSM site.

However. I am not interested in any of that. I’m not even interested in playing Civ IV, although that’s probably what I’ll end up doing.

I am interested in totally vegging out, but not taking a late nap or going to bed early or watching a movie or reading a book. I’m definitely not interested in exercising, like I should be doing, and I’m not interested in fixing stuff on the LSM page, although I’ll end up doing that this evening, anyway. Got some smaller stuff to take care of, and need to get started on some bigger stuff, like uploading photos and implementing forums. I’m so dropping the ball there.

Anyway, yeah. Lately, I’ve been in a little bit of a funk in the evenings. Just not interested in being productive, after thinking all day. It’s a problem I don’t mind having, I guess, considering that it means I’m using my brain during the day… 🙂

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  1. of course, then it doesn’t help when i go to bed thinking about all the things i didn’t do, and wake up the next morning just as unmotivated, and get to work late, and it becomes a cycle of not-doing and feeling guilty for not-doing. gotta break out.