Throwing A Wrench In The Works

Last month, at my regular visit, my chiropractor wrote me an order to go get a back x-ray. Since I’d started my regular adjustments when I was pregnant, she hadn’t been able to get an x-ray of my back — and since it was still bothering me so long after the pregnancy, she wanted to see what was going on with my spine.

X-ray imageSo, I got x-rayed at a local medical center, and brought copies of the films to her a week later. Turns out, I’m a nearly-unique snowflake.

“When God made you,” Dr. Smith began (and I had to consciously keep from rolling my eyes), “He decided, ‘Let’s give her an extra lumbar vertebra!'” Yep, turns out I am one of the few percent of the population that has an L6 vertebra. Not only that, but this extra vertebra is slightly offset, which is what’s been causing my constant low-level lower back pain.

Her plan for me, she said, was to continue my monthly adjustments and to monitor my discomfort. If the pain were to become worse, she said, we could look at CT scans and steroid injections — but she’d rather avoid that sort of thing unless it’s necessary.

I thought this might be a good time to bring up my recent running regimen. Good thing I did: her immediate response was, “That’s the worst thing you can do.” I tried to feel her out — is this a permanent thing? — by telling her how much I’d grown to love running.

“Well, you’re going to un-love it,” was her reply.

Shit.

I’d been running regularly with my bestie Sheryl for months! Through the winter and the spring, and into the sweltering summer. And now I had to quit cold-turkey?

Yep.

Sheryl and I were both sad, but we adjusted. We started attending the yoga class at work on Tuesdays (before which I weigh in at Weight Watchers, but I skip the meeting), and doing weight training on Thursdays. I walk alone on Mondays and Fridays, and she runs alone on Mondays and Wednesdays.

Surprisingly enough, it’s not the end of the world.

I’ve discovered that yoga is not only good for my super-tight hamstrings, but can also be a great body-weight strength-training workout, if done correctly. My core and triceps love me for a couple days after a good yoga session. Plus, I’d forgotten how much I enjoy lifting weights! It’s a super-short-term goal — I can do three more reps! — and it makes me feel good physically and mentally.

Since I don’t have as many Activity Points to eat through on a weekly basis, this shift in exercise level has made me refocus on eating according to Plan. I’ve been trying to forgo eating my Weekly Allowance Points, with positive results on the scale. I’ve also been noticing that my clothes fit better, and more so than just a five-pound weight loss could account for.

So, I guess that this horrible turn of events turned out to be a “blessing in disguise,” as usual. I’ve refocused on my diet, begun effectively cross-training, and have seen results. Maybe running wasn’t what I needed to reach my overall fitness and weight goals, after all. At least, maybe it wasn’t all I needed.

I visited my chiropractor again this past Friday, and straight-up asked her if I could start running again after I lose 20 or 25 pounds. Her answer was no. Running — and any other high-impact exercise — is permanently out of the question.

I suppose that I could see a specialist in sports medicine if I decided to get a second opinion… but I’m learning to live with a lack of running in my life. (Although I do miss having alone time with Sheryl.) I can set other goals for myself. I don’t have to be one of the 5% of the population who has finished a marathon.

I’m content with being the best version of myself that I can be.

Race Report: 2012 Get Luckey 5K

My blogging lately has been confined to monthly notes to/about Connor (and imported tweets from my Twitter feed). That means that I’ve completely missed out on writing about one of my few non-Connor activities: running.

To summarize: since I came back from maternity leave in late November, I’ve been running with my good friend Sheryl twice a week during our lunch breaks. We made it through all nine weeks of the Couch-to-5K program, run/walking the 2011 Jingle Bell Run (with Sheryl’s friend Don, who wrote the race report I failed to write) in 40:21 after only a few weeks on the program. The Get Luckey 5K on February 11 was our official post-C25K Let’s-Run-The-Whole-Thing race.

And we did.

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Losing the Baby Weight, Week 4

Weigh-in: up one pound exactly.

Maybe it’s time for a new strategy.

My only two goals for the week were to a.) complete Week One of C25K and 100 Pushups and b.) have some Weekly Allowance Points left over at the end of the week. Two out of three ain’t bad…?

The bad news: I ate all of my Weekly Allowance Points. The good news: I earned so many Activity Points from running and pushups that I managed not to eat through all of those.

From here on in, completing each week of C25K and 100 Pushups is a given. I have some additional accountability through a weekly coaching call (a free service of the fine folks at the Slow Runners Club), so I feel like exercise is no longer just a weekly goal; it’s non-negotiable. Now I’m working on improving my fitness level, not just showing up (although that’s a good and necessary start).

Perhaps, as food goals go, I should do something a little more in-the-moment, rather than something that I don’t care about when I get to the end of my day and I’ve got the munchies and say To Hell With My Weekly Points. This week, I declare that I will eat one serving of fruits or vegetables with every meal. That includes late-night snacks.

Next week, maternity leave is over and I start back to work. Back to a normal environment — albeit with a few tweaks, like taking pumping breaks and running two to three times a week. We’ll see how that affects things.

Losing the Baby Weight, Week 3

Weigh-in: down 1.6 pounds!

How did I manage this? Hell if I know.

WW dashboard

My major oopsie: Saturday. For whatever reason (I’m chalking it up to Mommy Brain), it didn’t occur to me that a baby shower held from 2pm to 4pm would include a lunch potluck. So, luckily, I did eat lunch before I went to the shower. I still ate one plateful of delicious food, though: green been casserole, cheesy potatoes, mustard potato salad, and ravioli — all ¼ to ½ cup servings, except for the cheesy potatoes, which were a major 1-cup indulgence.

I’m guessing that I went over my Weekly Allowance Points, but I didn’t track Saturday’s meals, so I’ll never know for sure. I’m assuming I did. So, my first weekly goal to have some Weekly Allowance Points left over at the end of the week is out the window.

My minor oopsie: exercise. Or lack thereof. I didn’t really get going on the exercise tip until yesterday, when I started the Hundred Pushups program. Today I started Couch to 5K®, which accounted for 24 minutes of cardio. But that counts for this week, not last week. So, my weekly goal to exercise for at least 20 minutes a day for at least three days is totally blown.

NSV (Non-Scale Victory): I did eat more fruits and vegetables than last week — or at least the same amount, since I only maxxed out my servings for three days, not more than three days.

NSV #2: As mentioned above, I started the Hundred Pushups program (at the suggestion of Adam Tinkoff, aka Zen Runner of the Slow Runners Club). I attempted this years ago, but didn’t last long. This time, even though I’m doing modified pushups on my knees (aka “girlie pushups”), I’m going to see the program through to the end… then restart doing standard pushups.

So, what are my goals for this week? Mainly, complete Week One of C25K and 100 Pushups. If I can manage that on the exercise front, and have some Weekly Allowance Points left over at the end of the week, I’ll consider the week a rousing success, whether the scale says I gain or lose.

Losing the Baby Weight, Week 2

First and foremost, my weigh-in: I gained 0.8 pounds this week.

Last week, I’d decided on three strategies to help me get back on the wagon. How did I do?

1.) Stay within my daily Points range.

I was only successful at this for three out of seven days, with Saturday and Monday being abysmal slip-ups:

Week Ending 10-31-2011

I failed to plan on Saturday, eating Pointariffic meals for both lunch (Thai) and dinner (Indian). Note to self: in the future, only eat one meal with rice per day.

2.) Eat my fruits and vegetables.

I did better on this one, increasing my maxxed-out veggie days from two to three, and eating at least some fruits and veggies daily.

It’s really not that hard to get all my fruits and veggies in. A bowl of fruit salad will get half of that, and I’ve changed my nighttime noshing during Connor’s feedings from granola bars to apples (Honeycrisp, specifically).

3.) Increase my exercise frequency.

This one I just failed miserably, hands down. I only managed to get out for one short walk last week.

Since Aaron and I will be doing a trial run of workday feedings starting on Monday, I may take a guilt-free morning run/walk starting on Monday. I know he’d tell me I can go out for a walk any afternoon I want… but my afternoons seem to be devoted to feeding Connor his lunch, then eating mine, then giving Connor some tummy time (or just wrangling him to figure out why he’s cranky), then taking a nap, then seeing Aaron off to work. As it is, I usually have to choose between nap and walk.

Since the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result, I’m going to modify my admittedly vague goals and see how I do this week.

1.) Have some Weekly Allowance Points left over at the end of the week. I’ve already gone over my Points one day this week, using 11 Weekly Points. If I can just try not to use them all, I’ll be doing better than last week.

2.) Eat more fruits and vegetables. Max out my servings more than three days this week, and always get at least some in every day.

3.) Exercise for at least 20 minutes a day for at least three days. That could be a walk around my neighborhood, some calisthenics in the basement, a yoga DVD, or finding some workout-with-baby thing on YouTube. It could even be post-cesarean abdominal exercises.

I signed up for this thing because I felt like I needed the structure of Weight Watchers again; it doesn’t do me any good if I don’t follow the program. I’m just flushing money down the toilet if I don’t apply myself.

I’d like to rejoin my At Work meeting at the weight I left it (191.6) — or, preferably, my all-time low weigh-in (184.2), which happened the day after I found out I was pregnant. That means I have between three and ten pounds to lose.

I can do that.